Chapter 18: Death
Actually, it's not that I don't believe what the old man said, it's just that it's relatively easy to talk about the theory, and I really don't know where to start with the specific operation?
Reverse time? What if it's reversed? Even if I go back to 0 years old now, as long as I am born, I will inevitably encounter a fate like today sooner or later. Besides, even if rejuvenation is possible, it takes a lot of time, and it is not like in mythological dramas, where you turn around as soon as you chant a mantra and turn around.
The old man and Mr. Tian's father and daughter have been studying this matter for so many years, and there is no big breakthrough, even if I reverse back, can I still surpass them with my IQ? I don't even believe it!
But looking at the situation just now, Meng Yiling seems to have understood something, but why didn't she tell me clearly?
Thinking of this, I couldn't let go of it anyway, so I sat up, struggled to get off the ground, and staggered to the door.
When I was lying in bed, my heart was still very strong, but when I really walked down, I only felt lightheaded, my chest was suffocated, my eyes were black, and my limbs didn't obey the call.
Holding on to the wall, he slowed down, and then walked forward, and finally walked to the door, and faintly heard the sound of conversation outside the door.
First, Tian Ge's voice was asking, "Why is this happening?" ”
Then Meng Yiling replied: "I guess it's because he is now losing both qi and blood, and his vital signs have become very weak, so his immune system has temporarily attacked." ”
My heart moved, and sure enough, she didn't say anything to me. Come to think of it, there have been a bunch of "accidents" in just a week since I came out of my hometown, but it's been so long since this explosion happened, and I haven't encountered any threats to my life, except for that dream, well, if the mental trauma is also an accident...... Anyway, it's probably as she said, because I'm not much different from when I'm dead.
Next came Wang Jianguo's voice: "What do you mean? ”
Meng Yiling said in a low voice: "If my inference is correct, then if you want the attack to stop, you need him to keep it in his current state, maybe ......forever."
Tian Ge said eagerly: "Wouldn't that make him feel like dead?" Is there no other way? Do you want to wait for him to recover? ”
After a period of silence, Meng Yiling asked rhetorically: "Could it be ...... Do you want him to go through another accident like that? ”
As soon as I heard this, my heart shook greatly, my feet went soft, and I fell to the ground with a plop!
Although I had some preparations in my heart, when I heard her conclusion, my heart was still a mixture of surprise, disappointment, pain, and fear.
The body began to tremble uncontrollably, just like hearing the death sentence in the courtroom! More than that, it may be like being pointed at the head at gunpoint!
Although I was unwilling, Meng Yiling's last sentence poked at the deepest wound in my heart: Can I try again? It seemed that one scene after another suddenly appeared in front of him: Wang Jianguo's hand, Meng Yiling fell next to the shelf, and the hopeless eyes of the warehouse manager seen in the corridor......
Go?!
When Meng Yiling walked back to the ward, I was already lying on the bed and closed my eyes. When she saw that I was obediently asleep, she took the door and left.
But it was a really sleepless night for me!
At first, my mood was relatively low and my thoughts were pessimistic, but after a long time, my thoughts began to drift away.
I wish all this was just a nightmare! But I know that it is actually unreliable to use the trick of pinching legs to try dreams. Not only can people see things, smell them, and taste them in their dreams, but they will definitely feel pain! As soon as the brain thinks you've really experienced it, it manipulates your five senses to make you feel like you're in reality!
Like that head turning sharply, is it true that there is a person who dreams in his sleep that he was killed by someone, and he actually dies?
The answer is, not really, because if he died, how would you know what he dreamed about?
People are too easily deceived by some specious things, once they believe in it, they are almost unshakable, and they can't even control themselves! So it can be said that in fact, the human brain is the biggest liar!
I want to digress and get back to the problem at hand, if I have to live half-dead like this, I might as well be dead! Five hundred years later, Lao Tzu is a good man again! …… Why 500 years? A year later, Lao Tzu is a good man again!
Thinking of the old lady thousands of miles away, my heart suddenly soured. If your son is not filial, he may not be able to serve your old man for the rest of his life! I have already told Uncle Zhao not to inform my family about my injury, and I will tell them that I am a martyr to save the earth!
But I haven't left the Tao family behind! Isn't it inappropriate to go to death before such an important historical task is completed! Dr. Meng loves so much, I don't know if he is willing to fulfill my little wish? If the descendants of the Tao family have the smart genes that she and I combined, it is not a matter of minutes to solve a little secret!
But wouldn't it be too cruel to let my son be born without a father? Slow, what if the first child is not a son? Now that family planning is there, there is only one chance to give birth to a baby!
Belch...... Thinking far away again, back to the present, I don't know how Meng Yiling plans to execute me? Poison shot or poison? I've heard that suicide by swallowing gold can be peaceful, and I don't know who is willing to use their family wealth to fulfill me......
I don't know which section I thought of, so I went to see Zhou Gong.
When I woke up the next morning, I saw Tian Ge leaning on my bedside and falling asleep. In fact, everything I was in the courtyard was arranged by Uncle Zhao for me, but Tian Ge, a girl, had to get up early and stay dark every day to accompany me. I pulled the clothes next to me and put them over her, feeling warm in my heart.
After a while, Meng Yiling came in, routinely helped me check my pulse, looked at my face, and made a note in a notebook.
I thought to myself: If I really get better day by day, will she be happy? Or will you be worried? She was originally an outsider, innocently involved in this matter, and now she is faced with a dilemma, why not alone?
Sometimes, I really scolded my ancestors a thousand times in my heart, and made some unlucky curse, how many unwarranted disasters have I suffered for future generations, and how much psychological torture have I suffered for those who care about them?
Meng Yiling saw Tian Ge sleeping on the side, and saw my somewhat lonely look, and said, "She is really good to you." ”
I was stunned for a moment, for fear that she would misunderstand, so I quickly explained: "Her dad and my dad are old friends, and I just treat her as a sister!" ”
Meng Yiling smiled and asked, "What are you anxious about?" ”
"I ...... I don't ...... "Flim tongue, I'm very good at it, I really want to say something from my heart but I can't say anything in an instant."
"Do you know that when you had the operation, the blood bank happened to be short of type O blood, and Tian Ge also helped you transfuse 400CC of blood?" Meng Yiling said suddenly.
I was amazed, why didn't anyone tell me about this?
"So," Meng Yiling said with a smile, "it's my sister or what, you have to figure it out." ”
After saying that, she walked away without looking back, leaving me to sit there alone.
I looked at Tian Ge's innocent sleeping face, and then looked at the soup she brought me at the bedside, the clean clothes, and the villain book that I rented to relieve my boredom, and I was like a stalk in my throat for a while, and I didn't know what to think or say.
A dying person, suddenly encountering such peach blossom luck, really made me unable not to sigh.
Just as he was hesitating, a person suddenly broke into the door! As soon as he entered the door, he shouted: "Girl, girl, great discovery!" What a big discovery! ”
When I saw it, it was actually Mr. Tian! I saw that his black face was flushed red, holding a few pieces of paper in his hand, and his eyes were full of excitement!
Tian Ge was woken up by his voice, rubbed his sleepy eyes and turned around and asked, "Dad...... What are you doing here? What's the matter? ”
Teacher Tian stuffed the pieces of paper in his hand to her and said, "Take a look at this article, it's really timely!" ”
Tian Ge flattened the piece of paper and looked at it, and I also looked at it, but I saw a bunch of physics terms such as quantum, the speed of light, and gravity, which were tantamount to alien words to me, and I couldn't understand them at all!
But looking at Tian Ge's expression, he knew that this was a good article, and I saw that she slowly changed from being blinded to a state of small universe explosion like her father, and finally stood up happily and said to me: "Senior brother, maybe you can be saved!" ”
Although I knew that these two people belonged to the genius type that ordinary people couldn't understand, I was still very surprised that she suddenly said this!
"Tell me about it!" I hurriedly asked, "In Chinese!" ”
"No way!" She said, "I have to go and discuss it with Sister Ling first, and now I tell you that you don't understand!" ”
This is my hospital room, why are you two playing pantomime here? Hook up people's curiosity and want to withdraw? I was so angry that I almost jumped out of bed to reason with her! But she had already dragged her dad out and didn't give me the slightest chance to ask!
All of a sudden, I really regret that I didn't study physics well!!
Five minutes, ten minutes...... That is, I don't have enough strength to get out of bed and walk around now, otherwise I guess the ground in this ward will be a deep pit for me to walk around! Never before has I been so anxious about waiting!
Originally, after careful consideration last night, I had already decided to die generously! A manly man, he would rather die standing than live on his knees!
But now, I was suddenly told that there might be a turnaround, just like the ashes being blown by the wind, and a wisp of smoke rising, and there was a great tendency to resurrect!
I feel that almost a century has passed, and Tian Ge's father and daughter have finally returned with Meng Yiling! As soon as they walked in the door, I eagerly asked, "How is it?" What's new? ”
But looking at Meng Yiling's face, there was no expression of great joy, and her brows frowned slightly, as if her heart was even more entangled.
In the face of my question, she said with a little hesitation: "Tao Yong, you listen to me first." The reason why you haven't had any accidents these days is because ......"
"It's because I've lost a lot of blood and blood, and I'm already in a state almost like I'm dead." I interjected.
Meng Yiling was quite surprised when she heard this, and her eyes were full of questions.
"This is my own analysis." I pretended to say, "If I can keep the way I am, maybe I won't be able to cause any more incidents...... But for me, it's better to die! ”
When everyone present heard me say this, their faces changed.
"But," I pretended to be calm, "I still wonder if there is any one in 10,000 chance that I will not have to die, after all, I still want to contribute to the construction of socialism!" ”
Meng Yiling and Tian Ge's father and daughter glanced at each other and replied, "I'm afraid not." ”