Chapter 231: Is It Worth It
Shakespeare had been working in his laboratory for two days straight, when he stood in front of a blue test tube and recorded the value of the solution inside. After writing a series of numbers, he moved his aching wrist and looked down at the e-book with some distraction.
"He" hasn't been to see him for a long time, or "he" hasn't come for a medical check-up for a long time. A month ago, when "his" body values were better than normal, he never came to the laboratory again.
Mechanical prosthetic charging is actually very simple, you only need to modify the voltage device of an ordinary charger. Shakespeare dragged on for a long time, and in the end, even the generals of the rank of general came to him and asked him to solve the problem quickly.
Shakespeare didn't know why "he" was so valued by the rebels, and he was forced to fit a pressure-changing device to "his" prosthetic leg under various pressures.
Watching "him" run out of the laboratory as if fleeing for his life, Shakespeare felt so sad. He doesn't know why he is in such a mood, is it love? Shakespeare was messy. If he used to be just curious and wanted to play, now he feels that he thinks about "him" if he doesn't see "him" for a second.
Now it can be said that it is a kind of longing......
Shakespeare knew it was bad. How can a man like a man! But he is such a person, and he has been shaped into such a sexual orientation since he was a child. He can't be blamed for this, after all, he has no choice now.
It is impossible to keep him with a woman now, because Shakespeare has maintained this orientation for more than 20 years, and it is not something that can be changed. Will you only like the same sex in the future? Shakespeare, although frank, is still very entangled.
He knew that this was not good, but if he was allowed to be a living person working in the laboratory all day long, he would not be able to bear it, after all, a person would have to have something to adjust!
"He" doesn't seem to like men, or rather doesn't like him. Shakespeare had checked all of "his" previous files, which he had begged his friends in the Blue Empire for a long time.
Because it is not the sphere of influence of the Blue Shield, the speed of investigation is particularly slow, and even the efficient "Blue Empire" took nearly 1 month. Or maybe Shakespeare's friend was of a lower rank.
And his friends also asked some powerful people to do it. By the way, Shakespeare's friends were "virtuous" with him, so why didn't something happen to the two of them at that time? …… The two of them are too familiar to start.
He knew that "he" was already a man with a family, and he knew that "his" family thought he was dead. Shakespeare was well aware of "he" and that "he" had lost his previous memories when he woke up.
I don't remember anything about the past at all, and I don't know where I came from. This made Shakespeare very happy, and he thought that this was an opportunity given to him by God. However, how to solve the problem that "he" doesn't like men?
Shakespeare thought about it for a long time, and finally he came up with an answer...... If he can't change "his" orientation, then he can only "change" himself. But this is a point of no return, and now even in Blue Shield, it is impossible to repeat after the body changes its functions.
In other words, the surgery to "change" oneself can only be done once, and if it exceeds one time, it will cause a lot of damage to the body's cells, and in severe cases, the cells may be rejected, and the most terrifying thing is that the body begins to collapse.
Do you want to be "like that"? This is undoubtedly a gamble, whether he can perfectly change into another gender, whether he can become what "he" likes, and it is difficult to say whether "he" can like "that" when he takes 10,000 steps back.
Is it worth it? Want to gamble? Shakespeare kept asking himself......
Several of the study assistants standing next to Dr. Shakespeare saw him in a daze again, how can this disgusting doctor of sexual orientation always seem to like to be in a daze recently?! Isn't it "calculating" a few of their beautiful men?! Several aides fought a cold war at the same time......
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Even though he was busy with work, Shakespeare made time to return to his own country once. When he returned to the capital, he found that the number of guards at the base of the passenger ship had increased more than tenfold, and that every passenger who disembarked was subject to strict inspection.
Is it because of the "terrorist attack" that took place in the capital not long ago? Shakespeare learned about some of the recent events with Blue Shield on the ship, but ...... What does this have to do with him? Shakespeare grabbed his glasses on the bridge of his nose and twisted his ass and pushed his suitcase towards the outside of the spaceship base......
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"Dude, are you sure? And you know ...... too."
In a very ordinary but beautiful coffee shop, a fat man with a double chin in a white coat shrugged his shoulders helplessly. He saw Shakespeare look at him with great anticipation, and the fat on his face couldn't help but tremble.
"Alright! …… I'll admit I'm half a bucket of water. ”
"But Dame, now you're the only one who can help me! I can't do surgery on myself myself, although I can enter an automatic mechanism, but if something happens in the middle of it, I'll be miserable. ”
“…… I" (Are you admitting that the skills of labor and management are worse than yours?!) )
"Dame, you're my only friend now! I know they all look down on me, you know. But it's not anyone's fault, and I know it. Now I can only rely on you! ”
"Shakespeare, I have to remind you that I am not as skilled as you in the field of biology."
"I can adjust the data first, and you can watch it for me after the computer runs automatically."
“…… You don't want me to sneak you in, do you?! Do you think I'm also being removed from the "Empire" like you? ”
Dem was a little angry, he felt that the person in front of him, who was a friend, didn't think about others at all, he only knew how to take care of himself.
Shakespeare saw Dam's angry eyes, of course, knew what he was thinking, he looked into Dam's eyes, and suddenly burst into tears with some excitement that was about to burst.
"Please! I...... I want to be "like that", I think I've found true love, and I don't want to give up~! ”
“…… You mean......? ”
"I met "him" after leaving the "empire", I, I can't forget "him", I thought it was just another whim...... However, then I found that I felt so uncomfortable not seeing "him" for a second! ”
Shakespeare said at the end, tears dripping downward.
“…… But you don't need to be like that, you know, if you take this step you can't turn back! ”
Dam's expression became serious as he pushed the small glasses on the bridge of his nose. (Most of the scientists are men with glasses!) )
"I don't care! I ......"
Shakespeare said that there was something to be said here.
"He" doesn't like me, he doesn't like men, how can I be like this? I had to "change" myself. ”
"It's hard to say if it will succeed...... The biological realm of the "Empire" has come to a standstill, you know, and it's dangerous if we don't have a "Minister" level to help! ”
Dame somewhat understands Shakespeare's feelings, and people like them will be discriminated against everywhere. But if he meets "true love", he will probably let it go!
"I know ......"
Shakespeare bowed his head pitifully.
"But I think it's worth a try...... I've thought about it, I've thought about it for a long time. If I give up this time, I will definitely regret it for the rest of my life! ”
Shakespeare didn't know where courage came from, and he looked up at the fat man, with an iron heart.
"But ......"
Although Damme was moved by Shakespeare's "spirit", he ...... This is not a reason for him to "work hard"~! Think about it, if he was also kicked out of the "empire......
“…… It's going to hurt~. ”
In his heart, Dym could no longer find a reason to reject Shakespeare. Because he wanted to help him once, not just for his friends, but also for Damme himself. Everyone thinks that people like "them" are destined to die alone.
Maybe...... There will be miracles! That's what Dam thinks. Although he can't muster up the courage to make a choice, since someone can stand up, he will also help him realize his dream!
This...... I'm helping myself, too!
Damme looked for a hint of hesitation in Shakespeare's eyes, and if Shakespeare was the slightest bit uncertain now, Damme would immediately turn around and leave.
"In case of failure, in case of imperfection, you can't do it again. And you don't know if he can like you after you successfully "transform", and you don't even know if he has this idea. He even hated you from the beginning, did you think about all this? ”
"Even with so many uncertainties, do you still have to persevere?!"
Dam said that in the end, even he felt sorry for Shakespeare, and someone did it for their own feelings. In addition to seeing it in the novel, in reality he finally met such a person.
"Please~!"
Shakespeare bowed 90°, but his thin figure was so "great" in Dyme's eyes, and the fat man seemed to be infected by him.
"Good! Labor and management are also out of the way, you Tamade don't regret it in the end! ”
"Thank you!"
Shakespeare was so moved that he knew how much his only friend was at risk.
“…… I also want to see how far you can go, so wait for my news! ”
After saying that, the fat man Dame stood up and turned to leave.
"Thank you!"
"Got it."
Dame waved his hand without looking back......
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