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"If that's the case......"

I hesitated for a moment, put away my playful tone, and said seriously: "If that's the case, I think the meaning of life is to change my own destiny and change the fate of the people around me......"

Ren Xuan'er didn't seem surprised to hear this answer.

She still looked faintly into the distance, the faint moonlight outlined her side face as delicate and beautiful as ice carving, the night breeze gently pulled up her long hair, she sighed like a fairy exiled to the world, and said: "After you have tried countless times, do you find that your fate is still unchangeable?" ”

I looked at her deeply.

From her tone, I could feel a kind of powerlessness in my heart.

And this feeling has never been felt since I knew her.

Although I haven't known each other for a long time, I didn't expect that under Ren Xuan'er's eccentric personality, there is such a melancholy side hidden.

I thought about it for a moment and said, "Then that's exactly what life means." ”

"Huh!?"

Ren Xuan'er finally turned her head to look at me suspiciously.

I thought about it for a moment and explained in detail: "This kind of situation doesn't happen to you alone......

I'll give you an example, many people live at the bottom of the society, they haven't seen much of the world, they just work a little work for people every day, earn a little money, and then get married and have children, and then slowly grow old until they die......

It must be said that this is also a kind of happiness, a kind of happiness of ignorance.

And the situation you are talking about is equivalent to an ordinary person, but he knew in advance about natural and man-made disasters such as the SARS virus outbreak in 03 and the Wenchuan earthquake in 08......

But even so, can he negotiate with the Earth not to let it earthquake? ”

……

Ren Xuan'er shook her head thoughtfully: "Can't...... But at least people in the disaster area can be evacuated in advance. ”

"Early evacuation?"

I laughed and asked, "How did you evacuate in advance?" Go to discuss with the leadership of a certain provincial party committee? What is the magnitude of the earthquake that will start in our area at what time in the future, where and where will the epicenter be, how many days will the earthquake last, how many aftershocks will there be during the period, and how many concurrent disasters will occur......?

Or go and tell the relevant departments when and what virus will break out in a large area in our country...... What are the characteristics of this virus, how many people will die in a few days in several provinces of our country, and how many people will ......?

What do you think...... Will they cooperate with you? ”

Ren Xuan'er frowned and said, "It will have a little effect, at least it can give them a wake-up call." ”

……

"Hey......

I sneered and said, "You know what? You're wrong, you're wrong......"

……

Ren Xuan'er looked up at me.

I stared deeply into her eyes and continued: "You are wrong, you always think that if you know, you can change, or you should be able to change, you always think that everything is like this. ”

Ren Xuan'er's petite body shook slightly.

I stretched out a hand and made a palm-closing motion: "When you take it for granted that everything is in your control and can be changed by your will, you ignore a problem...... That is, you may have stolen the giant's shoes, but they could have moved forward in a different way. ”

Ren Xuan'er's eyes flashed: "What do you mean, I'm still far from strong enough?" ”

I shook my head: "What I want to say is not a question of whether it is strong or not, but the way you think about the problem...... Wrong. ”

"Wrong!?"

"Yes, wrong!"

Ren Xuan'er thought for a while, and then asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"The existence of process and result is necessary," I said.

Ren Xuan'er looked at me confused.

I raised an eyebrow: "Let's put it this way, if you knew there was going to be a car accident......"

"Hmm."

"And yet you want to stop one of the two cars that was going to collide in advance......"

"Don't say it, I've really done this," Ren Xuan'er said.

"Oh!" I glanced at her curiously: "And then?" ”

"Then," Ren Xuan'er said in frustration, "Then I changed to a different car, and I still had an accident in the same place." ”

I nodded: "That's it......"

"How?"

"This is the process and the result, maybe from your point of view, in the result, you still failed, after all, you can't fight fate, but in the process, you have changed the trajectory of the original event, and your foresight is meaningful......"

"But it doesn't work, what I hope will change is the outcome."

……

I sighed: "I don't know if I can change it, I just want to tell you this, maybe you can foresee some things, but don't think about the meaning of your life from the perspective that you will definitely be able to change the future, but you should think about the value of life from the side of fighting against fate." ”

……

Ren Xuan'er raised her eyebrows: "So you said so much, just to comfort me?" ”

I shrugged my shoulders, "Otherwise, how else can I help you?" ”

……

The two of us suddenly didn't speak, so we just sat on the sofa and looked at each other for a long time......

(If this is a romance novel, it is estimated that it should be kissed at this time.) ）

However, in my mind, I thought, this girl should be fine, and she should eat at this time......

……

Just when I couldn't help but want to open my mouth for the Nth time, why don't we eat first and talk while eating......

Ren Xuan'er suddenly laughed.

She said gracefully: "Although chatting with you doesn't have much to gain, the mood is indeed much better." ”

……

I tugged at the corners of my mouth, and I could see that she had indeed come out of that melancholy temperament and had become her usual appearance again.

……

Just when I couldn't help but want to say for the N+1st time, why don't we eat first and talk while eating......

Ren Xuan'er said again: "So, are you willing to help me?" ”

"Help you ......?" I wondered, "How can I help?" ”

"Actually, fate can be changed...... It's just hard...... It's really hard," Ren Xuan'er said.

"So what can I do? …… Well...... It's not as good as ......."

Just on my N+2nd ......

……

Ren Xuan'er smiled slyly and interrupted: "First of all, you close your eyes now and tell me seriously, are you willing to help me and change my future destiny......"

……

I thought about it, so I closed my eyes, and didn't say anything like Yes_I_Do right away, but said truthfully according to my own wishes: "Na...... First of all, this matter must not violate social morality, and then do not touch national laws and regulations, and secondly, ......"

"Chen! Small! Swim! ”

I swallowed the rest of the words back and said helplessly, "Okay, I'm willing to ......"

She didn't move for a long time, and I was about to open my eyes......

The fragrance entered my nose, and I only felt a delicate body leaning against my chest......

Belch......

At that time, I was at a loss, as if petrified, and I didn't move.

……

Ren Xuan'er said tiredly: "Don't move, lend me to lean on for a while......"

I swallowed a mouthful of saliva and subconsciously said, "Okay, how long does it take to ......?" ”

"Say ...... again"

“……”

She took the initiative to pick up my two hands hanging by the side and placed them behind her waist.

……

One quiet evening, moonlight poured in through the large floor-to-ceiling windows of the balcony......

A man hugs a woman with the warm fragrance of nephrite in his arms in an awkward position......

……

As a client, my mood at that time was confused, throbbing, and my mouth was dry.

……

I don't think we can use such a vulgar idiom as "throwing a hug into our arms" to describe the relationship between us.

Intuitively, she shouldn't be in love with me......

Maybe it's like ......

Or maybe it's just an instinctive dependence.

It seems to be a kind of mutual comfort for the children of the rivers and lakes, and a kind of mutual indulgence in fate.

……

However, none of this mattered, and at this moment my mind seemed to go blank, and all kinds of thoughts seemed to be chaotic......

It's a very surging but weak contradictory feeling.

What is surging is that I have an urge to protect the woman in my arms, and the faint thing is that I know what I can do now, only to quietly let her rely on her for a while.

Time seems to stand still at this moment, there is no firewood, rice, oil and salt in the brain, there is no **** obsession, and there is no immortal......

It seems to have transcended the way of heaven, as if it has jumped out of reincarnation.

……

"Knock Knock ......"

There was no loud knock on the door, and the two bodies shook and immediately separated......

……

I only have one sentence in my heart: The person who knocked on the door at this time was definitely the one who had a deep hatred with me in my previous life, because I didn't seem to recruit anyone or provoke anyone in this life......