103.Chapter 103: Deeply Touched in My Heart
Listening to the story told by the shadow, there were some ripples in my heart.
I don't question the authenticity of this story, I've even seen the Eight Cold Hell Guardians and the Ten Hall Hades, let alone the reincarnation of such a ghost king.
Life in the world is only a few decades, however, after death, people will fall into reincarnation, erase their memories and reincarnate again. What's the point of going on and over again? Even if you can be reincarnated, but forget everything, is that still your true self? At the end of the day, it's all self-deception.
Towards evening, I was lying alone on the balcony on the third floor and watching the sun set.
The others, the codewords of the codewords, the poker players playing poker, I am the only one who has a peaceful end.
At this time, Aya quietly came behind me, and then patted me the back. I was stunned, and I was suddenly startled by her cold pat.
When I saw that it was her, the corners of my mouth twitched. "Eldest sister, people are scary, scared to death!"
"You didn't do anything bad, this daytime, what is there to be afraid of." Aya pouted and immediately left me speechless.
"What are you doing in such a low voice, it's not easy for everyone to get together, let's go, let's play poker!" I didn't speak for a while, which made Aya feel helpless. She took my hand and wanted to go downstairs.
For a moment, I froze, then I smiled, then broke free and withdrew my hand. "I don't think I know how to play poker. You go play, I'll be alone here for a while."
With that, I turned my head away, not daring to look at her.
I only have Feng Xuejiao in my heart, even if other women are excellent, I can't have feelings for them. Because, I don't want to break Feng Xuejiao's heart. The only thing I can give Feng Xuejiao may be that sincere love!
"Actually, there is a sentence that I wanted to say a long time ago. Since I met you, I feel that you seem to be a little different from before, as if there is a little more indifference invisibly, it is a feeling of rejection from thousands of miles away. This is not at all like the ...... you I know" Aya was also stunned, and after a long time, she said with a hint of sadness.
"Hehe, how can it be, I'm usually like this" Seeing this, I hurriedly explained. Although Sou didn't want to hurt Feng Xuejiao's heart, at the same time, he didn't want to hurt this girl's heart.
"Well, forget it, I'm going downstairs......" Aya slowly lowered her head and turned around slightly.
"Idle is idle, I don't know, can you teach me to play poker." To be clear beforehand, I'm stupid! I was anxious, but on the surface I remained silent and said with a smile.
"Flutter", she laughed, smiled very brightly, like a beautiful flower, I looked at it for a while.
A few days later, our group of friends from all over the world hugged each other reluctantly.
It can be said that these few days are laughter and a good memory.
My identity has not been exposed, and now, I have fulfilled my promise to Chen Xiuzhi.
Perhaps, we will never have the opportunity to meet again. After all, I am not Chen Xiuzhi, let alone a floating life.
Before I got on the plane, Nancheng and Aya personally saw me off. Originally, Aya wanted to go to the Northeast with me to have a look.
But due to her studies, she had to go back to school. However, she made a promise with me that she would come in winter.
After a few days of contact, I had an indescribable affection for this strange girl.
I don't know what that feeling is, but it's definitely not love, to be sure.
I understand that it is not good for anyone to keep it in such a concealment. The longer it takes, the deeper the wound becomes.
As I was leaving, I confessed my identity to her. I thought she would be so angry that she would even turn away.
But something surprising happened to me, and Aya was a little shocked at first in the face of my confession, but after a moment, she shook her head with a wry smile.
"In fact, in my heart, I have a premonition for a long time. Through the contact in the past few days, I found that you and I know Fusheng, and the personality is completely different. Also, you haven't touched the computer in the past few days. Although you claim that you don't write now, the floating life I know, even if you don't write anymore, usually the keyboard never leaves your hand. ”
"You know that I am not a floating life, why do you still promise me to come to the Northeast to find me in winter?" To be honest, I'm puzzled, if the identity hadn't been revealed, there would be no problem for this little girl to say this.
However, she guessed that I might not be a floating life, that I was just a stranger to her, and that it was really puzzling that she still agreed with me to come to the Northeast to find me.
"Fusheng once said before that his account is never easy to give. Whoever can log in to her account is enough to show that she has an excellent relationship with her and trusts someone. Since she is willing to let you come to this party in her place, it can be seen that your status in her heart is also a disguised recognition of your character. In the past few days, I have become a little interested in you, and I want to know what kind of person you are."
Aya looked at me with a smile, and when I heard her words, I instantly felt ashamed, and I felt good about myself, thinking that my identity had not been revealed. Now it seems that it is really sitting in a well and watching the sky.
Thinking of this, I was a little embarrassed. At this point, I didn't know what to say to her. Although I am a white lie, I am also a deception anyway.
Not only did people not blame me, but they also said such things, I have to say that Chen Xiuzhi really made a good friend.
"Thank you for your understanding......" After a long time, I lowered my head and said slowly.
"The passing of the floating life is of course very painful to me, but the dead are gone, and I will always pray that she will be happy in heaven. And between you and me, I think, this is going to be a new beginning."
"Ma Kai, you can call me Yaxin, I don't know, are you willing to make me a friend?" Aya stretched out her hand and looked at me sincerely.
To be honest, at that moment, the corners of my eyes moistened. The word friend may not be suitable for me.
From childhood to adulthood, except for Lu Xuesong, it seems that only the little girl in front of her really regards herself as a friend.
In this life, there is no regret.
I nodded vigorously and took her hand at the same time. "Yes, of course I am willing, if I have time to come to the Northeast in the future, I will definitely be hospitable and take you to see the snow and ice sculptures!"
Time seemed to freeze in this moment, and Aya and I laughed at the same time, and we could see the touch in each other's eyes.