I lay on the bed and thought about it for a long time, but before I knew it, it was already dark. It wasn't until the room was pitch black that I came back to my senses from the contemplation.

Suddenly, I smelled the smell of food, and my stomach screamed unconsciously. I woke up all day, I didn't seem to have eaten, I smiled bitterly, it should be dinner time now, right?

Throughout the day, I didn't know what I was thinking, and the jumbled memories always caught my attention. Especially when I think of the bits and pieces I got along with Tian Xin, I can completely ignore everything in the outside world.

I have some fear in my heart, what's wrong with me? Do I really have feelings for Tian Xin?

But Tian Xin's girl is clearly a short-tempered and arrogant female man, who has nothing to do with gentleness at all, and is too different from the type I used to like.

I shook my head, trying to get Tian Xin out of my mind. Maybe eating something was a good way to distract myself, and I sniffed hard again, and the rich aroma of the meal lifted my spirits.

This should be eating in the next ward, can the patient's meal be prepared so richly? Roast chicken, beef, barbecue...... It even smells of alcohol!

I pursed my lips, and the more I smelled it, the more hungry I felt, and my stomach screamed more happily. I reached out and turned on the bedside lamp, ready to get up and grab a bite to eat.

I vaguely remember that the nurse seemed to have come to ask me if I wanted to eat today, and what was my answer at that time? Well, I don't remember either.

All these days in my hospital bed, I relied on nutrient solutions to stay alive. After the advanced refining of Qi and transforming the gods, a few hungry meals did not have much effect on me, but it could not withstand the consumption of so many days.

Just as I was about to get up, I suddenly noticed that the curtains of the window moved. A gust of wind blew, bringing with it the familiar smell of tobacco, and I froze in place.

"You've been lying like this all day, and you don't feel hungry?"

Another gust of wind blew, the curtains were slightly raised, and Xiao Bai, dressed in a black suit, held a cigarette in his hand, looking down at the night outside the window through the window.

This strong smell of pretending, this choking smell of tobacco, and the figure that I recognize burned to ashes, I will never be mistaken! Xiaobai, this bastard, why is he here?

"What are you doing standing there? I want to jump off the building! I couldn't hide the joy in my heart, jumped off the bed directly, and walked towards Xiaobai.

Xiaobai turned around at this time, spit out a string of smoke rings, and raised his eyebrows at me: "Don't come here, if you dare to touch me, I will really throw you down!" It's only the sixth floor here, so I shouldn't be able to kill you. ”

"Haha, why are you here? Crawling in through the window? ”

I walked up to Xiaobai and hit him with my ass, almost knocking him out of the window. Xiaobai's hand shook, and the half-smoked cigarette fell out of the window.

"Yohe, do you really dare to challenge my majesty?" A lewd smile appeared on the corner of Xiaobai's mouth, and he reached between my legs.

Nima, every time he used to play with Xiaobai, he had the upper hand. But now I've improved a lot and he's not my match at all.

I'm working hard and want to give Xiaobai a good look. But after laughing for a while, I was shocked to find that Xiaobai's strength was much greater than before, and even more domineering than when he used the talisman.

Glancing at Xiaobai, I found that Xiaobai was squeezing his eyebrows at me, and there was a little more smugness in his eyes. He wasn't surprised by my improvement.

"Don't make a fuss, your strength ......" I withdrew my hand and looked at Xiaobai carefully.

Xiaobai shook his head very stinkyly: "How is it, shocked?" Were you frightened by your brother's strength and handsomeness? ”

I gave him a roll of my eyes helplessly: "Don't be blind, tell me what's going on?" Also, how did you suddenly end up here? ”

I was very puzzled about the improvement of Xiaobai's strength, he was still in a weak period when we separated, and it was difficult to even stand up and walk. I haven't seen him for more than ten days, and he has changed too much, could it be that he used the talisman in his body again?

And the fact that the little white god appeared in the window of my ward unknowingly, I was also very surprised, I didn't see him enter the door from beginning to end, he didn't climb in through the window, but he could fly in?

"It's nothing, you just need to know that I won't hold you back in the future. As for why I'm here...... Ahem, of course I walked in! Xiaobai smiled meaningfully.

I was stunned, the current Xiaobai made me a little uncomfortable, obviously, there were some things he didn't want to tell me. It is said that Shibei should be impressed by each other for three days, which seems to be very reasonable.

To be honest, I will definitely feel a little lost in my heart, but soon I adjusted my mentality, Xiaobai's change is a good thing, so he seems more mature.

Everyone has some little secrets in their hearts, and of course I won't force Xiaobai to tell me everything. As long as others are good, everything is easy to say.

"Walked in? It's impossible, I haven't seen you enter the door, and you kid will be invisible? "I snorted, diverted the subject, and stopped focusing on his strength.

Xiaobai rolled his eyes, pouted and said, "Nonsense, you only care about thinking about the beauty, then you can still see me!" I've already come in, and that's what I brought you to eat. ”

After speaking, Xiaobai pointed to the chair in the corner of the room, where there were several plastic bags containing cold dishes, and even a bottle of wine.

The scent I smelled just now was actually coming from my own room? I stared at the pile of food in amazement, and swallowed unconsciously.

"Hurry up and eat, what are you doing in a daze? I've heard your stomach growl for a long time. Xiaobai said and took a chicken leg and handed it to me.

I'm not polite to Xiaobai, this will make me really hungry. All in all, I haven't eaten for ten days, and it's not easy to starve to death.

After biting a chicken leg by dividing it by two, I picked up a few chopsticks and grabbed a few chopsticks of beef, and after eating something, my stomach was much more comfortable.

"Don't look at this, eat it together!" I greeted Xiaobai.

He grinned, put things in place slightly, and the two of us just sat on the floor without an image, eating and drinking, which was a refreshing feeling.

After I had eaten and drunk, I couldn't hold on anymore and lay straight on the ground. Xiaobai also ate a lot, lay down next to me, and handed me a cigarette.

"A cigarette after a meal, race over the living immortals." After lighting the cigarette, I enjoyed taking a big puff.

As soon as I took a bite, my whole body was stunned, and my limbs were weak. I haven't smoked for too long, and suddenly taking such a big sip can really cool the sky, and ordinary people can't bear it.

We were both silent, smoking, and the occasional cool breeze blew in through the window, making me feel comfortable. Halfway through my cigarette, I exhaled deeply.

In the past, even if there was not a word between the two of us, there would be no embarrassment between the two of us, but now I feel that the atmosphere is a little oppressive.

"Xiaobai, what's wrong with you? Such...... I'm not used to it. "After holding it for a long time, I finally couldn't hold back.

Since Xiaobai appeared tonight, I felt that he was not the same as before. Usually he never wears a black dress, so he looks much more shrewd and capable, a little less cynical.

Many times in the subsequent conversations, I secretly told myself that even though he had his own secrets in his heart, the two of us were still the same as before.

But I realized that no matter how hard I tried to disguise myself, there was already a layer of separation between the two of us. He talked a lot less than before, and it was only when I took the initiative to stir up the topic and laugh that I could see that he had the same smile as before.

Xiaobai was silent for a long time before he slowly spoke: "I have experienced some things, and I feel that I have grown a lot." I'm still the same person I used to be, and you'll get used to who I am now. ”

I opened my mouth to say something, but I didn't know what to say. Slowly adapting? How easy is it, we have known each other for three years, do we have to adapt for another three years?

And no matter how you adapt, Xiaobai has changed, there is already a distance between the two of us, can it still be the same as before?

Turning my face sideways, I saw Xiaobai's familiar and unfamiliar face, and I suddenly remembered what the little nurse had told me in the morning.

The little nurse said that when I was unconscious and even "critically ill", Tian Xin had a fight with Xiaobai. Perhaps because of this reason, Tian Xin still gritted his teeth when he mentioned Xiaobai later.

The reason for the quarrel was very simple, it seemed that Xiaobai was openly smoking in the ward when I was "extremely dangerous". This made Tian Xin very angry and drove Xiaobai out.

Actually, I don't mind this kind of trivial thing at all, first of all, my situation at that time was not as dangerous as I imagined. I'm just in a coma, there are five elements in it, and sooner or later I will recover.

Secondly, with the relationship between me and Xiaobai, I don't mind that kind of detail at all. Perhaps at that time, Xiaobai was also anxious, so he would smoke a cigarette to relieve his mood.

But combined with Xiaobai's performance tonight, the more I think about it, the more I feel uncomfortable, what was Xiaobai's attitude at that time that made Tian Xin angry and quarreled with him?

"By the way, Xiaobai, is there any small contradiction between you and Tian Xin?" After a moment's hesitation, I asked tentatively.

It's not that I'm careful, I just want to know if Xiaobai is still the same as before. I know that people change, but I really don't want to believe that Xiaobai will change so much.

At the same time, I also want to learn some more news about Tian Xin from Xiaobai's mouth. Just listening to the little nurse's words is not appropriate, I don't want to go back and have any misunderstanding with Tian Xin.

Xiaobai took a puff of cigarette and said with a smile: "Even if you don't ask, I will explain, I didn't bully him, don't go back to me to settle accounts." ”

I heard the meaning of Xiaobai's words, and laughed a little embarrassedly: "What are you talking nonsense, what kind of account am I looking for you?" ”

Xiaobai turned his head, his smile became a little obscene, and he squeezed his eyebrows and said, "Don't think I can't see it, she is interesting to you." She almost ate me because I smoked a cigarette! ”

It was still this lewd expression that looked pleasing to the eye, and I couldn't help grinning and laughing: "Now like this, it looks much more normal." ”

This book was first published in Reading Books