"Alas, a thousand mistakes, it's all my fault, I knew it would be like this, I shouldn't have given the Hang gang leader a chance to reform in the first place"

After understanding the whole thing, I hugged my head and grabbed my hair fiercely, looking very remorseful.

At this moment, my heart is filled with guilt.

Because of me, Lu Xuesong went to the Eight Cold Hells, and his life and death are still uncertain.

As for Wang Yu, he became blind because of me.

I owe these two men so much that even if I were to pay for it, it would not be enough.

"All beings are equal, no one can arbitrarily deprive others of their lives, and you did nothing wrong back then. If you want to blame, you can only blame the leader of the Hang gang for his bad heart, and he has been hopelessly mad."

Bai Xiaoyu saw that I was sad and angry, and he couldn't bear it.

"That scumbag, it's really hopeless, I was stupid to believe that the laws of this world can let him get the punishment he deserves, but now it seems that he is too naïve"

I laughed at myself, my face slightly hideous.

"People are doing it, the sky is watching, the leader of the Hang gang will be rewarded sooner or later if he does more injustice. But you, don't be blinded by hatred, my father used to have a high opinion of you, saying that you are a malleable talent, but you are easily bound by feelings, which is also your biggest weakness."

Bai Xiaoyu took in my expression, she shook her head, and said earnestly to me.

"Section Chief Bai's evaluation of me is very pertinent, in fact, not only him, including my master, has warned me more than once, in anything, don't be emotional, but seven emotions and six desires are the foundation of human beings, even if they are saints, they can't put an end to it. I didn't take it to heart, but today, I've reaped the consequences again and again, maybe I was wrong in the first place......"

In a trance, Dao Yan's teachings to me in the past flashed in my mind from time to time.

Looking back on what happened during this time, I feel more and more that I have failed in my life and watched the sky.

"What is the difference between a person who has no feelings and a cold-blooded animal without thoughts? You think you're wrong, but you don't know that you're very wrong when you think so! Eating the consequences of your own evil is just your wishful thinking, you are escaping, and you are excusing yourself! ”

As soon as I finished speaking, Bai Xiaoyu's face showed a look of anger, and even the tone of his voice was a little excited.

"Escape ......"

"I'm really running away......"

Her words made my heart ripple suddenly.

Every word she said was like a boulder, constantly hitting my heart.

My eyes gradually blurred, and my mouth was muttering to myself from time to time.

"Ma Kai, if you are a man, cheer me up, don't think about these useless things, since things have happened, it is useless for you to regret it, no matter when, as long as you can maintain your true heart, it is enough, as soon as something happens, you will question your past, or even excuse yourself, that is a coward's performance. At the same time, it also proves that you are a soulless person without a backbone, what is the difference between such a person and those who are walking dead? ”

"That's all I have to say, think about it yourself"

Seeing my confused look, Bai Xiaoyu suddenly became angry.

She was very excited, and there were many things that she did not say, which can be seen from the expression on her lips that wanted to say and stopped.

"Miss Bai, thank you......"

It was a long time before I came to my senses.

During this time, the living room was surprisingly quiet, and neither of us spoke.

This girl's words can be described as a bloody scolding for me.

In the past, I would definitely refute it.

But now, I won't, because I've been woken up by her.

She's right, all the while, I've been running away and excusing myself.

Whatever it was, I always thought that it was my own inadequacy in the past, and I didn't realize that it was this kind of thinking that caused similar things to happen one after another.

In this world, there are people who sell everything, but there are no regret pills.

Everything has been done, and regret and frustration are useless.

Keeping a clear head at all times is the most important thing.

"That's right!"

Seeing that I had figured it out, Bai Xiaoyu breathed a sigh of relief.

"By the way, I just remembered, why didn't I see Brother Song, isn't he with you?"

The next moment, she asked again.

"I can't hide it, the house you are in now is the intersection of the two worlds of yin and yang, on weekdays, people or ghosts will come to ask for help, my duty is to do my best to help these people who come to ask for help, and every night, I must stay here for the night and not leave. Because of Concubine Zhen's curse, I had no choice but to kill a red face. I wanted to go to the Eight Cold Hell to get her soul, but I couldn't leave here for a long time, so I called Lu Xuesong and planned to ask him to help me guard the house. But what I didn't expect was that he would knock me unconscious and go to the Eight Cold Hell instead of me, and it has been more than two months."

This girl was originally a soul envoy, and when she told her this, she would not be incomprehensible.

"What?" Hearing this, Bai Xiaoyu's eyes suddenly widened, and his expression was like a ghost.

"Shhhh Eldest sister, be quiet, don't wake up Wang Yu, if you let her know, it will be troublesome......"

I quickly held up my finger and motioned for her not to scream.

With Wang Yu's current situation, if she really knew that Lu Xuesong had gone to the Eight Cold Hells, and her life and death were uncertain, she might have done something stupid.

"Hey, it's really not me who hit you, you and Brother Song, after all, are mortals, although they have the magic power of the sky, but this kind of thing is impossible to do with the identities of the two of you."

Fortunately, Bai Xiaoyu was also shrewd and knew what I was worried about, so he hurriedly lowered his voice.

"Of course I understand this, but at that time I was completely discouraged, there was really no other way than to do this, and I can only pray now that Lao Lu can come back safely."

I sighed, looking helpless.

"Then Wang Yu's side, what are you going to do, with her personality, if you can't see Brother Song, she will definitely make a fuss"

At this time, Bai Xiaoyu asked worriedly.

"For today's plan, I can only hide it, Miss Bai, I need you to help me lie"

I hesitated for a moment and said in a deep voice.

"No problem, don't worry" Bai Xiaoyu also knew the seriousness of this matter, so she simply agreed.

In the days that followed, my life was peaceful.

With Bai Xiaoyu helping me to fulfill my lie, Wang Yu was really fooled.

In the past few days, she has not cried and made a fuss, and I have been able to settle down.

I have told Bai Xiaoyu more than once to take her back to the Northeast.

But it's a pity that Wang Yu is determined to stay here.

When things get to this point, it's up to her, as long as she doesn't cry and make a fuss, everything is easy to say.