Chapter 267: The Unfulfilled Promise
"I'm sick. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info" Zhou Yu said to Dr. Wei.
He doesn't have to say this himself, judging by what he said and did just now, anyone who knows that he is sick, and most of them will directly say the "diagnosis" - he is crazy.
In Zhou Yu's eyes, there was still a lot of blood in the room at this time, and the color was gradually getting darker, the smell of blood was still very strong, and there was still a hideous wound on Dr. Wei's neck, the blood had coagulated, and the wound would still open and close slightly when she spoke.
Everything was so real, except for the dead Dr. Wei, who was still asking questions, and the room was a murder scene, and Dr. Wei's expression was calm, and he didn't know that he was "dead" at all.
The hallucinations shouldn't have lasted so long, they should have been interrupted when Zhang Hao knocked on the door and returned to normal, but the hallucinations didn't disappear, and they would change over time.
"I'm sorry, I want to take a break." Answering a few more questions, Zhou Yu asked the zombie-like Dr. Wei.
Dr. Wei checked her notes and nodded, "Okay, let's rest for a while." ”
She continued to sit and read the notes in front of her, while Zhou Yu immediately jumped out of bed, opened the door and walked to the living room.
Seeing Zhou Yu's face, Liu Xiaoyue and Zhang Hao were taken aback, got up from the sofa, watched Zhou Yu walk into the bathroom quickly, and glanced at each other, and they could see the worry in each other's eyes.
Zhou Yu turned on the faucet to the maximum, scrubbed his hands vigorously, the blood on his hands was washed into the sink, mixed with the water and turned pink, everything is still so real, his hands are stained with blood, rinsing with water is such a scene, the hallucination is still continuing.
Rinsing his hands, he rubbed his face vigorously again, washed the blood from his face and hair, straightened up, and looked in the mirror again.
The sink was always in front of the mirror, and he began to hate the setting.
There is an abnormal picture in the mirror, the bathroom is still this bathroom, which is normal, but Zhou Yu is not this Zhou Yu standing in front of the washstand, but leaning against the wall behind him, holding his hands, closing his eyes, bowing his head slightly, and the corners of his mouth are still slightly upturned, like the kind of madman in the movie who goes his own way, both good and evil.
Zhou Yu glanced back, there was no one behind him, that Zhou Yu only appeared in the mirror, it was still an illusion, he couldn't see himself in the mirror, he didn't know what he looked like now, he didn't pay attention to the self who was leaning against the wall, shook off the water, and walked out.
The blood on the clothes can't be washed now, so I have to go back and talk about it.
Liu Xiaoyue and Zhang Hao stood at the door of the bathroom, blocking Zhou Yu, who looked like a chicken in soup, waiting for him to speak.
"I saw hallucinations." Zhou Yu held up a very reluctant smile, his eyes were full of bitterness and helplessness.
Liu Xiaoyue and Zhang Hao couldn't see the blood on his body, which was the most direct proof of the hallucination, which made him breathe a sigh of relief, what he was most concerned about now was when the hallucination would disappear and when a new hallucination would appear.
"What else?" Zhang Hao asked again.
"Nope." Zhou Yu shook his head: "It's just that the hallucination is too real and scary." ”
"It's good to know that it's an illusion, but I'm afraid that you can't tell the difference between reality and illusion, that's scary." Liu Xiaoyue tried to comfort Zhou Yu, but she failed.
As soon as Zhou Yu heard this, he immediately became alert, the scene just now was too sudden and terrifying, and it was too unreasonable for the killed Doctor Wei to speak, so he knew that it was an illusion, but in case there was a less abrupt, scary, and relatively reasonable hallucination, how could he tell the difference?
The human brain has the function of rationalizing things, and false memories are produced, and if the illusion is rationalized, it is not an illusion for him, but a reality.
This must be vigilant.
"Don't think too much, don't have too much pressure, it's just schizophrenia, the people in the store won't leave you alone, no matter what happens, everyone will accompany you through the level." Zhang Hao gave up this rare opportunity to ridicule Zhou Yu and said it seriously.
Zhou Yu looked at him with a surprised face: "Who are you?" Where did you hide the real Zhang Hao? Zhang Hao would actually say such a thing...... Is it a hallucination? ”
"Poor, you are still poor at this time, you are really a salted fish falling into the pond - I don't know whether to live or die." Zhang Hao sighed.
"No, I'm a live fish, half dead." Zhou Yu patted Zhang Hao's shoulder, although he didn't say it, he was still very grateful to Zhang Hao's words, with the people in the coffee shop and Sister Su as the backing, no matter what happened to him, he didn't have to worry too much.
Back in the bedroom, he sat down on the bed again and continued to be examined.
"What do I look like in your eyes, I'm already a dead man?" Doctor Wei already knew the content of Zhou Yu's hallucination, and asked curiously.
It was the first time she had encountered such a case, some people with mental illness did have hallucinations of killing that person when they resented and hated someone, and many perverted murderers first killed people in hallucinations, but Zhou Yu's situation was very special.
He is different from any type of schizophrenic, he can't tell what his problem is, he doesn't even have a clue, he just has hallucinations and no other symptoms.
Many people have been plagued by visual and auditory hallucinations all their lives, and there are no other symptoms or treatment, but Zhou Yu has been in a coma and has lost her memory, unlike those people, this is a challenge for her, she wants to know his problem and wants to cure him.
Zhou Yu's condition at this time is no longer suitable for hypnosis, Dr. Wei decided not to hypnosis today, so as not to aggravate his condition, she saw Zhou Yu's tiredness, and she also felt a little tired, so she terminated today's psychological counseling.
"Tomorrow, it's still this time, okay?" She said to Zhou Yu, who was wearing shoes.
"Can you ...... Changing places? Zhou Yu said with some hesitation.
"Are you afraid that the hallucinations will continue until tomorrow?" Dr. Wei lifted the clip up again and wrote on it.
Zhou Yu nodded: "I really don't want to see this room full of blood again." ”
"Then I'll go find you and meet you in the coffee shop." Dr. Wei also asked how important it is to have a reassuring environment for patients in psychotherapy.
"Okay, it's better in the store." Zhou Yu nodded vigorously.
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The hallucinations continued, returning to the coffee shop, showering, changing clothes, and still not going away.
In the empty room, the clothes and pants covered with blood were pasted on the wall by Zhou Yu, and this wall originally had notes and photos posted during the investigation of the kidnapping case, but now they have all been removed, and the clothes and pants pasted on the wall look like works from a contemporary art exhibition, and if others can see the blood, there may be people who are willing to pay to visit.
"Isn't that right? Isn't it a constant reminder that you are hallucinating? Liu Xiaoyue "visited" the empty room, but all she saw was an ordinary dress and a pair of ordinary pants.
"It may not be good, but I hope to see the moment when the blood disappears, and maybe at that moment my illness will be completely healed." The body was clean, and Zhou Yu's mood was much better, but his eyes were not easy when he looked at his clothes and pants.
He had never heard of a hallucinations that lasted so long.
"Okay, what's next?" Liu Xiaoyue pushed him out of the room and closed the door.
"I don't want to go out today, I want to stay in the coffee shop and feel safe here." Zhou Yu sat on the sofa and thought for a while and said.
"Then play in the store." Liu Xiaoyue did not have a disappointed expression on her face.
"It's really not the right time for me to go crazy, I should be crazy two days later." Zhou Yu said with a smile.
"yes, you're crazy when I come, can't that be why you're so excited to see me? It seems that I am really attractive. Liu Xiaoyue looked scared.
"Hey, I'm just teasing myself, and if you say I'm crazy, you're not afraid of irritating me?" Zhou Yu squinted at her.
Liu Xiaoyue smiled and sat down beside him, took his arm and said: "I once had a friend who had autism, who had been treated for a long time, but the condition has been recurring, and when the situation was better, she once said to me that what she hated most was not her own disease, but that others treated her as a patient and looked at her with strange eyes, sometimes she became more autistic in order to escape that gaze, I think your illness is the same, maybe the people around you treat you as a normal person, Your illusions are gone. ”
"Makes sense." Zhou Yu nodded, and asked again, "What if I get even crazier?" The kind of madness that hurts yourself and others. ”
Liu Xiaoyue thought for a while and said: "That's good, let's make an agreement, even if you are crazy, even if all the experts in the world diagnose you as a madman, I will look at you with the eyes of a normal person, so that when you are in the most pain, you will calm down when you see me." ”
Zhou Yu looked at her, suddenly smiled, and said: "But I still have a secret that you don't know, and when you know it, you won't be able to look at me with a normal person's eyes, I really want to tell you, but I'm afraid of losing your eyes." ”
Liu Xiaoyue raised her hand, clenched her fist, and bent her little thumb: "No, pull the hook, but don't tell me that kind of big secret easily, lest another handle fall on my hand." ”
Zhou Yu also raised his hand, put it down again, and said: "Let's not make an agreement, lest you be bound by the agreement and feel uncomfortable, I was going to tell you that secret, but I never found a chance." ”
"Let's say it, some things will cause problems if you hold them in your mind, anyway, I've helped you hold so many secrets, and there is not much more." Liu Xiaoyue's curiosity was aroused.
"Actually, I can be in the ......" Before Zhou Yu finished speaking, the door was suddenly pushed open.
Zhang Hao walked in with his PS4, saw the two people on the sofa, sniffled, and asked, "What does that smell like?" I seem to smell the sour smell of romantic comedy. ”
Before Liu Xiaoyue could let go of Zhou Yu's arm, she saw Zhou Yu stand up violently, disappear in place, appear behind Zhang Hao, and with a wave of her hand, the arm sword slashed at Zhang Hao's neck.
- (To be continued.) )