Chapter 7 Conscience
I don't know what will happen, Jun Yao has no intention of explaining it to me, in short, he won't harm me, then what he says and what I do, it's up to me, and I will definitely know everything in the end.
The strange thing is that the anxiety and unwillingness in his heart disappeared after he finished speaking, and there was a lot of grievances.
"Brother, I seem to remember something, but I seem to have forgotten it all." Jun Yao wanted to stay in the master's room, and when he walked out of the door, Zhe Xi said how I felt.
"Let's rest first, we'll know tomorrow." I comforted him that I had a lot of questions in my heart, why did I have to call Zhe Xi, did it have a lot to do with him?
Zhe Xi was silent and returned to the room. The swallow was already asleep with her head on her knees, and gently woke her up, although the weather was getting warmer, she was always susceptible to the wind cold.
It must be better, and if I have a body, I can gently hold him in my arms and slowly put him back on the bed, without having to wake her up in her sleep. And there is no need to worry about being around her for too long will have a negative impact on Yanzi's body, and now she has no scruples because of Liu Quan's medicine.
After becoming a ghost, I have always had a question, why I don't see reincarnation, I don't see the so-called ghost world, I have been wandering around this world at will, if all ghosts were like this, the world would have been chaotic a long time ago.
"It's going to be fine, right?" The swallow tilted her head and asked me with hazy eyes, she was tired these days and had not had a good rest.
"You have to get better, too." I sat beside her, not daring to make any contact, for fear of breaking the hearts of the two people through the air.
"Hmm." The swallow replied softly, her eyes full of light, "Tell me about the stars in the sky." ”
"What do you want to hear? It's better to rest early. "I'm afraid her body won't be able to hold on.
"I'll sleep when you're done."
"Then I'll have to find a shorter story."
"No, let's tell the story of the Seven Killing Stars." This girl was afraid that I would perfunctory her with short stories, so she started to watch on demand.
"Seven Killing Stars, I can't finish talking about this at dawn."
"Let's be simple."
"Well, some people say that the Seven Killing Stars are the generals, but some people say that the Seven Killing Stars are the thieves of the troubled times, with mixed reviews, in fact, it is the saying that the king is defeated and defeated, no matter what, it is subordinate to the Emperor Star, and it is a general under the Emperor Star, that is to say, the Seven Killing Star can be in charge, provided that someone restricts it, otherwise there will be chaos.
It is also said in this point that in a simple and inaccurate way, the four pillars of year, month, day, and hour each have two characters, which are called eight characters, and each pillar has a heavenly stem and an earthly branch, in which the day and heavenly stem are the sun lord.
This day lord is in the center of the eight characters and represents himself. If you encounter the seven killings, you have to look at the strength and weakness of the seven killings, if the seven killings are prosperous and the Japanese lord is weak, and there is nothing to restrain it, the seven killings will become ghosts, and there is only a threat to the Japanese lord and no benefit, and there are hidden risks, such as sleeping with a tiger.
Therefore, the seven killings are also included in the six murders. No matter from the point of view of the life grid or the eight characters, the seven killing stars are both good and bad. ”
The swallow listened quietly, "So, who is your constraint?" ”
"Of course it's you." I reached out to scratch her nose, but it certainly couldn't, so I touched my nose to cover up the halfway change.
"I think your constraint is the master, although he is gone, but you have been following his requirements, and you have been suppressing your own nature, listening to Zhe Xi say a lot of things when you were a child, I even doubt that you are the person in his mouth." Yanzi weighed the words sentence by sentence, for fear that which sentence was wrong, after all, the spearhead was directed at the master. "I also piece everything together from your mouth, there is a group of people who go down the wrong path in order to revive the sect, have you connected with the things in your hometown?"
"Which do you prefer?" I have long had a connection with what I have seen recently and the ghost mother in my hometown, but I have never dared to think about it, this is the first time someone has mentioned it, and I was a little flustered in my heart, so I quickly changed the topic.
"Guess what." Naughty wink, "I just hope you can be yourself, don't work so hard to keep suppressing yourself, just like the kind of child who only listens to his parents, it's actually quite miserable." Since it is a general, there is a saying that the general will not be subject to the foreign king's order, and now you are ready to be reborn, I hope you will be born as you are. ”
What Yanzi didn't say was that if the master was really like Ren Fu shocked them, although he is no longer there, then there are many things that he deliberately asked me to do, and whether it was for the convenience of the person who did these things to make me suppress my nature.
"I'm going to sleep, do you want to come along?" Yanzi looked at me provocatively, and at first glance, she felt a little dry, and a wave of dryness instantly rose, "You remember, if something like this happens again, I will do some hooligan things to your photos every day." ”
This threat is terrifying!
"I was not born to chase the deer, the door is lazy to build a golden platform, the champion and the hundred officials are like dogs, always under the knife to covet (read the pot speed, the meaning of fear) material, the order of the four princes, break the city without sealing the knife and dagger, the mountain on behalf of the tree of heaven this monument. All things are born to feed the people, and the people have no good to repay the sky, kill kill. The swallow walked back and slowly recited the poem of the Seven Killings, and read such domineering verses in a soft voice, giving people a strange feeling.
"Don't say what is expressed in this, just say that the momentum in it is the same as the Seven Killing Stars, the gap is a bit big, has your momentum been smoothed out? What are you fighting for? Just for the sake of justice in the heart? How much power can this justice give you? Or do you just feel like you should do it, so you do it? ”
The sound of the door closing, and the swallow went back to the room, but my mind was filled with her words.
What am I fighting for? Or do you just feel like you should do it?
"I think she's right." We forgot that Lu Zihan, who was about to turn into a corpse, was still lying in the main hall, and this is how these unconscionable guys took care of the sick number! "Where's your fighting spirit? We've been through a few battles where you've just instinctively done what you should do, and when you think it's time to shoot, you don't want to die when you need to fight, which means you're just a machine. ”
"Is it growing up that smooths out your passion? When we first met, what kind of person were you? Passion and Resistance! What now? Just do it for peace of mind. ”
"What about your original thoughts and pursuits? If I were like you, I wouldn't be alive today, so you should think about what went wrong. Lu Zihan was silent after speaking.
I don't know how this night passed, but when I heard the sound, it was almost dawn, Zhe Xi, Xia Linyuan, Liu Quan, Jiang Fukai, and Wu Manjun all got out of the room, and there was a turnaround, and the atmosphere was very relaxed, just like the usual greetings of good morning, but it was too early.