Faced with so many questions from Lu Zihan, I didn't know how to answer them at all, so I could only listen silently and think. I wanted to comfort him, but there were no suitable words.

However, he never shed a single tear from beginning to end, and his words became more and more sonorous and powerful.

In the afternoon we went out into the street again, and the crowd was consciously separated around the two of us. Some people pass by and spit in front of us, or some people coax children to say: If you don't obey, they will throw you away, just like them. I suddenly understood, but I couldn't say it.

Many years later, when I think about this experience. The death of the puppy is hazy, but the truth is becoming clearer. The so-called empathy does not exist at all, just like a beggar who tells his own experience, people can understand and sympathize with it at best, but it is impossible to really understand.

And only empathy is already the greatest support, and you still have to carry everything yourself.

So no matter how hard it is, it's good to grit your teeth and stick to the past, and never talk about how difficult it is when you meet people.

Our goal is to find the five murderers. Lu Zihan's words are much less, and his eyes are not as smart as yesterday, he just searched for the crowd coming and going, and he didn't blink for a long time, I couldn't feel the familiarity of yesterday, and now the aura on his body exudes coldness.

When I met my parents and master, I didn't know if I was sad or missing, and this moment was very well-behaved.

"Yo, I'm back." The master smiled, I really want to put a big black mole on the side of his mouth and smear some incense powder on his face, um, but I still need his cooperation and pinch an orchid finger.

"Mom and Dad, he's Lu Zihan, one year older than me." I pulled in my good friend, announced my birthday, and told me what we had been through.

"Let him go to your house first." Before my parents could say anything, the master spoke first, and I saw that the master's eyes had a very strange color, tangled? Amazement? Glad? Bitter? I can't tell.

"Okay, let's buy groceries then." Daddy spoke, touching Lu Zihan's head.

"You're not looking for me?" I was not happy with my parents' calm performance.

"What are we looking for you? We're here to buy groceries. Mother pulled Lu Zihan to pick tomatoes.

"You're not worried about me." I cried out.

"You still need us to worry, if you get lost, we have to worry about others." The father picked up a cabbage and laughed cunningly, "Eat this at night?" "This is said to Lu Zihan.

"I'm not going home!" I sat directly on the floor with my hands on my chest.

"Will you be my son in the future?" Mother wiped the dirt off Lu Zihan's face.

Then my parents led Lu Zihan, and the master followed aside, ignoring me and turning to leave.

What can I do, it's hard to go out for a thousand days at home, and I shamelessly keep up. "Dad, I'll help you get something."

"No, my son will help me get it." As he spoke, he gave the plastic bag in his hand to Lu Zihan.

"Mom, I'll get it for you." I flattered my mother.

"No, I have a son and a husband." Hearing this, Dad hurriedly took the things from his mother's hand.

"Master," I said, turning to my master.

"I don't have anything in my hand." He rushed to answer.

In fact, these clumsy performances can be seen through with a little speculation, but at that time, my heart was stunned, is it really that I am too naughty, and my parents don't want me? Or did I do too many bad things, they already hated me.

Since then, I have been much more well-behaved and obedient.

Although my parents wondered why the master would let Lu Zihan come to live at my house, they didn't ask much, they had already seen the mystery of the master and were very convinced. Doing what he says will never hurt us.

And after the Dead Babies Hill incident, their sympathy tends to overflow.

After discussion, they decided to let Lu Zihan live in my house first, but it was necessary to report the case. It's good to find Lu Zihan's biological parents, but if you can't find them, you can treat them as their sons.

Soon I realized the days of falling out of favor. Lu Zihan's well-behaved parents were very happy, his father took out a pen to teach him to write when he had time, his mother would ask him what he wanted to eat every time he cooked, and the master sat on the side, his face was expressionless and his eyes were fluttering, and he was a loyal spectator, God knows where his thoughts were.

I was very dissatisfied with Lu Zihan's well-behaved. When he first came to the house, he asked me to help him familiarize himself with his surroundings and understand the lifestyle of the family.

But after getting acquainted, it changed. Lu Zihan and I slept in the same bed, and when I got up in the morning to pee and came back, I found that the quilt had been folded, and people were actually mopping the floor and cleaning! Parental praise has never been so overwhelming. He actually helped his mother cook, wash the dishes, and scrub all the furniture when he was done.

So, a word appeared in my ear, look at Lu Zihan, and then look at you, when will you grow up!

Is being able to work as a grown-up? I was not convinced.

Although I can see that Lu Zihan is very happy in my family, it is no longer as cheerful as when we met on the first day.

There's one thing I'm really wondering about. Lu Zihan's dreams seemed to be a little too much, and every night from his head to the pillow, he began to babble in his mouth, until he got up in the morning, and he didn't stop at all halfway. It is said that if you dream too much, your spirit will be worse during the day, but I didn't notice it at all.

"What do you dream about every night?" I couldn't hide my curiosity.

"I didn't dream, I slept soundly." Lu Zihan didn't raise his head to answer me.

After that, no matter what he said, he no longer responded, and he said very little. Parents start to sigh every time they encounter such a situation

"Such a young child, I have experienced too much, and it will get better slowly."

However, the master was very interested in Lu Zihan's dream. One day I woke up in the middle of the night to find my master sitting on the edge of my bed, holding up his hand to me and instructing me not to make a sound. Then I glared at him, and he listened to Lu Zihan's whispering, and it was a stalemate for most of the night.

The next day, the master packed his bags and was about to leave. Before leaving, Lu Zihan and I were separated and said a lot to my parents. We don't know what the master said, but we know that my parents were not in a good mood when they came back.

At dinner, a very important question occurred to me.

"Mom and Dad, I found out that all the kids in our neighborhood were picked up from the garbage heap." My expression was serious.

"Uh, yes." Daddy was vague.

"It seems that the child is easy to pick up, but why didn't Lu Zihan and I pick up the child from the garbage heap?" Voiced my doubts. My father choked on the rice.

"I've been through many, many garbage heaps, and I haven't seen any children in them." Lu Zihan was also interested in this issue. "Fortunately, I didn't pick it up, otherwise how would I raise it! I can't even eat enough. ”

"Are you going to the designated garbage dump?" I thought of a possibility. "Which garbage heap?"

"Eat!" There was something dangerous in the mother's eyes.

Night. Actually, I sleep very hard, basically thunder, but lately I have always felt a little unsteady. This night is unknown and I opened my eyes, and Lu Zihan's dream words sounded in my ears.

"Where are you? I'm going to find you. ”

I can't hear the dream words in the past, but today it's clear.

"Slow down, I can't keep up with you."

"Well, I remember."

"I miss you so much."

Listening to his dream words, I feel that this is the real Lu Zihan, although he has no worries about food and clothing recently, he is very depressed and hides most of the feelings in his heart.

Slowly I was about to fall asleep, and in a daze, I felt Lu Zihan turn over, cross my body, get dressed, and quietly walk out of the room and close the door.

I had to get dressed when I peed, and then I fell asleep.