Chapter 2: Fall
Putting aside the jumble of mythological inferences in my head, I found that it did not give me some clues, but rather mixed in more uncontrollable and speculative factors, making the final conclusion even more confusing. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
And the reason why I want to be so entangled in inferring such a legend that has no real evidence is because the old man of the Ghost Huailin relayed a sentence from the master, the place where the sky is buried.
I still need to find some more things, about the place of burial, I can guess now that the location of the real Buzhou Mountain, but this location, I think, is more ethereal than the legend.
Or other fragments of the Heavenly Court, there is nothing suspicious about the remnants of the Court, but how to find the other fragments?
There is no breakthrough, I recall what happened over the years, maybe a casual passing, I didn't care about it at the time, and now it may become an important piece of evidence.
The master said that I was very poor at stargazing, but Jun Yao said that I had great potential, now that I think about it, the master had already started the layout, deliberately not allowing me to learn the art of stargazing, so that I could not predict the direction of some things, and this layout, at least began in the Dead Baby Hill.
What puzzles me is, why did the master leave this beloved jade in the remnant court, is there any reason in it?
It's time to go home and take a look, I haven't seen my parents for a long time.
I always like to do surprise attacks, unlike others, I have to call before I go home to make an appointment, and then my parents prepare a lot of food, one or two meals are bound to be unfinished, so after leaving, my parents will eat a week's leftovers.
At the dinner table, the leftovers of the old couple added a plate of scrambled eggs with tomatoes, otherwise why do you say that you are poor, so many delicious things, I only like a scrambled egg with tomatoes, and because of my leadership, Zhe Xi and Lin Mingxi also regard it as their favorite, so people's tomato scrambled eggs are all served on plates, and I use pots at home, and the chopsticks of the three people keep fighting, grabbing eggs first, and finally eating tomatoes.
So, people are cheap, you scramble a plate of pure eggs for me, although you don't have to grab it, but I still think the taste is wrong, it's not delicious.
"That, Mingyi, Mom will discuss something with you." Mother clamped a piece of egg and stuffed it into Lin Mingxi's bowl, his parents were very sympathetic to what happened to this junior brother, it is conceivable that Lin Mingxi is very likely to change his surname, of course, it is just the recognition in his heart, and he will not really ask for it.
"Well, you say." As soon as I saw my mother helping Lin Mingxi, how dare I move slowly, and the eggs will be gone if I slow down a little.
"At your age, you should be looking for a partner." Mother said that she was not confident enough, and she was very hesitant, and as soon as she said it, the atmosphere of the whole family suddenly froze, and there was only the sound of Lin Mingxi snoring and eating.
"I'm not waiting for you to introduce me!" Immersed in eating, they can't see my eyes, and after a long time, maybe the pain will be reduced a lot, and they may think that I have escaped from that emotion.
But for me, because I don't think about it, I never forget it, and I don't reduce it much, I just hide it and don't let others know about it.
I took the key to my former home and wanted to go back and see, maybe to revisit the old place and miss the emotions of the past, but also to find something from it, and the idea that I had not dared to approach before suddenly disappeared without a trace.
Alone back to the place of his childhood, that is, the place where the waste and ghost mother events took place, this goaf has been tormented by the demon of time, almost no people, more places have collapsed, many houses have fallen into large potholes, only the dim bricks tell me that this was once a house.
But the railroad is still there, the road under the bridge to the west is broken, the mountains to the east are no longer foggy, and the desert to the south has eroded. Our house is still there, but it is in a precarious state, and the neighbors on both sides have fallen into the pit.
I met my childhood playmate, recalled a lot of things, and the inadvertent unfamiliarity has drawn a gap in front of the two, which is difficult to cross. Suddenly, I feel that we miss our childhood, whether we miss the time at that time, or the people at that time, I think it is the mood at that time, the innocence at that time.
To put it bluntly, even if you are stupid at that time, there will be fewer things to worry about, so go to school, the same way.
And since when did we start to become estranged? I don't know, he doesn't know, this may be growth, in the process of growing up, I lost a lot of things unconsciously, but my mind seems to be still at that time, resisting the body of a thirty-year-old, and I always feel like a twenty-year-old person.
I didn't find anything, I left a little lonely, why I was lonely, I don't know, it seems that I lost a lot of important things, and I can't get them back.
Go see Zhou Ze, I haven't seen him for a long time, he once called me to see him, and I never knew how to repay that kind of favor, but I also knew his thoughts, he didn't know how to repay my favor.
Many times, maybe the things that we do casually are a lifelong debt to others, as if Zhou Ze saved me twice with his own resources, as if we sent Zhou Shaoming back, so is this good or bad?
Meeting is nothing more than some greetings and memories, Zhou Ze said that I have grown up and matured a lot. I smiled and replied that I didn't say that I was sleek, proving that I still have my own edges and corners.
Soon talked about the purpose of him asking me to come, Zhou Shaoming has now completely become an otaku, the door is not out of the door, a computer and a box of instant noodles, he will not go out if the instant noodles are not eaten, I hope I can talk to him and persuade him, after all, we are the same age, there should be a lot of topics.
To be honest, it is not very appropriate for me to do such a thing, but Zhou Ze has already opened his mouth, how can I refuse.
Zhou Ze took me to Zhou Shaoming's door and left, it used to seem that the luxurious villa has not changed, but maybe it is because Zhou Shaoming's sinking has affected Zhou Ze's mood, and now it is very depressed.
When I opened the door, I heard the sound of a crackling keyboard, and I admired it every time I heard it, at least to the extent that it took years of practice.
"Looks like you're having a good time." I'm not welcome, just sit on the couch next to me and look at his computer screen, the game with realistic graphics.
"Are you saying that my father is magnanimous and doesn't blame me for the past?" Zhou Shaoming glanced at me, did not stop what he was doing, and spoke in a hurry.
"Well, that's a little bit of a thing." Putting on a comfortable position, elbows on the armrests of the sofa, palms supporting my head, I saw a box of instant noodles next to Zhou Shaoming, there were a lot of empty instant noodle bags on the table, and a few bowls that had not been brushed, and there were two boxes of instant noodles hidden on the side of the sofa.
"The so-called magnanimity is of course what you people see, I have imprisoned my freedom for so many years, and now I have lost touch with this society, even if he lets me out, I can't get out, and my father will always leave one day, so what about me after that? Sitting and eating, holding his corpse and suffering and then dying of poverty in one corner of the world. Zhou Shaoming was talking to me while the computer kept making the sound of a tick-tock chat tool.
"And what do you want?" I'm actually quite puzzled, when I came back, Zhou Shaoming hadn't cheered up, and Zhou Ze was also supportive, how did it become like this now.
"I don't want to do anything, after all, it's hard to be trusted again after what I've done before, and I don't have the handle to make him trust." With his eyes glued to the computer screen, he seemed to be talking to himself. (To be continued.) )