Hearing the sound of even breathing from the bed, Rita knew that the two people on the bed were asleep, and she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

However, she still didn't dare to move, and waited for another ten minutes before she cautiously moved out of the bed, but as soon as she moved one leg, a faint sigh came from the bed.

Rita was so frightened that she quickly retracted her leg.

"Ji Jun, do you remember the scene when we first met? I probably don't remember, but I wrote all of this in my diary, and I remember it clearly. ”

The voice was obviously Kasumigaoka Shiyu, and I didn't know if I was pretending to be asleep or what, but at this time I suddenly spoke.

The voice was gentle, completely different from the usual proud tone, and as he narrated, Rita suddenly felt that pages of the diary were unfolding before her eyes:

February 28, 20XX, rain.

A week ago, my father died in a sudden car accident and my mother was in a vegetative state, and I just felt that the world was in a dark place.

I didn't know what to do, I was so confused that I even thought about killing myself, but I didn't have the courage to do that, and I had to take care of my mother.

I subconsciously went to my relatives for help.

I came to my aunt's house, and they usually have a good relationship with my family, and they also received me this time, but there was no longer the intimacy of the past.

After only one day, my brother-in-law kicked me away, and he gave the reason - a family called the Ji family put pressure on him.

That's when I learned that there was another couple who had died in the car accident.

Holding the bank card that my uncle gave me when I was leaving, I stood in front of the door in a daze, my heart was cold.

There is 1 million yen in the bank card.

A lot.

But what I need, what I look forward to, is not money!

The next few days were full of encounters.

The house is often visited by thieves, even if you eat breakfast on the road, people will steal food, and even the hospital where the mother is located has begun to refuse to provide medicine.

At this time, someone told me that if I went to work as a maid for the young master of the Ji family, maybe the Ji family would be able to open up the net.

I agreed.

Because I'm so tired, I can't hold it anymore.

March 1, 20XX, rain.

Today, I met the young master of the Ji family.

He's a house, but it's a very strange house, he's handsome, and he has a temperament that makes people want to get close.

If it was in the past, maybe I would have taken the initiative to talk to him, but now, I only have hatred in my mind.

It's this person, it's the family that this person belongs to, and I'm in this situation!

I can't wait to pick up the scissors in my bag and stab him in the throat!

But the only shred of reason left in my heart told me that my mother still needs me to save me, so I can't be willful.

Just as the Ji family needed, I seduced him, I put on a shameless appearance and said shameless things.

When the boy pounced, I felt sick to my stomach and felt the urge to throw up.

Not because of the boy, but because of myself.

I actually cried!

I can't even do that!

Kasumigaoka Shiha, you're such a rubbish!

But the boy got up from me and said, 'If you're not enlightened, don't play with fire.' ’

March 8, 20XX, sunny.

The next few days went unexpectedly.

My mother was transferred to a high-end hospital in Huaxia, and my relatives were also taken care of at work, and my attitude towards me suddenly changed from estrangement to respect.

It's all because of Ji Jun.

It is said that the old man of the Ji family felt that I had changed Ji Jun and made him more positive, so he changed his attitude towards me.

Indeed, Ji Jun has changed.

He sold his dolls and figurines and started doing some serious things, but did he really change because of me?

No, because I don't see a trace of affection in his eyes, although he is usually very nice to me.

After a long period of contact, I found that he is indeed a good person.

But so what?

He's my enemy, and there's no way I'm going to like him.

April 8, 20XX, cloudy.

Through a chance online conversation, I got to know a guy named Sora-sensei, who is the author of the famous light novel Sword Art Online.

He was both stern and generous, taking care of me like an elder, not only giving me a lot of advice for my novels, but also giving me some enlightenment in my life.

I really like Sora-sensei, after losing my parents, he is the only person who can make me feel warm.

April 21, 20XX, rain.

This day was a nightmare for me.

The empty teacher I respect in my heart is actually Ji Kong!

Although I had suspected this for a long time, when the truth of the matter was laid out in front of my eyes, I only felt a chill in my heart.

One is my relatives and the other is my enemy.

Now they tell me they're all the same person!

God, haven't you played with me enough?!

I ran out like crazy, and then I was picked up by Ji Kong in the heavy rain.

Menstrual cramps at night, my stomach hurt badly, and Ji Jun went to the hospital with me behind my back.

Looking at the sweat on his forehead, it would be false to say that he was not moved.

But so what?

I thought that after the death of my parents, I would have a family member to confide in, but this was nothing more than a lie.

Loved ones and enemies were intertwined, admiration and hatred overlapped, and I knew my heart was beginning to twist.

But so what?

Just sink like that, no one really cares about me anyway.

May 3, 20XX, sunny.

Today's diary, I don't know how to write it.

The diary is supposed to reflect my feelings, but I don't know what words to use to express my feelings at this time.

If I had to say it, it would be redeemed.

Ji Jun changed my novel and submitted a manuscript to the denki library in my name, although the manuscript was approved, but this should be a very infuriating thing.

But when I went to question angrily, I ushered in Ji Jun's mouth.

When I used to watch anime, I felt very disdainful when I saw those villains wake up after being said a few words by the protagonist......

But now that I think about it, it's really ridiculous, because I was also redeemed by a mouthpiece.

When Ji Jun took me and Zhenbai's hands together and said, "We are a family", a feeling of redemption rose from the heart.

I looked at Ji Jun, and suddenly, I only felt that the two roles of Ji Kong and Teacher Kong overlapped on him.

This moment, I told myself.

Kasumigaoka Shiyu, you're in love.

July 10, 20XX, sunny.

I fell in love with Ji Jun.

I love looking at his back while he's working.

I love looking at his gushing side face as he speaks.

I love the sparkling eyes of his gentleness.

……

Although he already has a girlfriend, none of this exists for me, anyway, my ending is to marry into the Ji family, isn't it?

With this thought in mind, I can see more openly in some things.

But Ji Jun never accepted me.

Several times, I wanted to sneak into Ji Jun's bedroom.

I don't want to do anything to be ashamed of, I just want to be closer to Ji Jun......

……

"Ji Jun, in my eyes, you are my redeemer and the person I love deeply."

"But what am I in your eyes?"

Staring at Ji Kong's side face, Kasumigaoka Shiyu said softly.