"Black? Couldn't it be another color? Is it okay to be white? "This is the first time in a long time that my rigid mind has worked,

What I didn't expect was that if I said it so casually, it was really all white. Faced with this sudden situation, my long-stiffened brain finally began to work, and it began to work faster and faster.

"I'm rubbing! What is this? As soon as I said that, it really turned white. So, all red? As soon as the words fell, the surroundings instantly turned all red, and there was not even a hint of simplicity, and the change was very abrupt.

"Purple? Green? Blue? "As I say the color, the surroundings change. In the process of this change, my mind has returned to its normal state and I am able to think normally. And this change has also rekindled hope in my heart.

"What the hell is going on?" Looking at the surroundings in front of me now, needless to say, even if I think about it, the colors change, and I fell into deep thought. "Is this all under my control?" With a thought, I turned my eyes into a golden yellow and began to think about my current situation.

"So, my body appears?" The place I'm most familiar with is my body, so if I didn't expect that, that would have happened.

Really! My nudity appeared in this golden space. My hands are up and down and stroking this body, it feels tactile, it's real!

"Great! Finally have a body. "I started making a big fuss around the space like a crazy kid, crying and laughing. Don't say I'm like this, after all, after all these years of being here, this is the first time I have a body, and it was obvious to be happy at that time. And I had to vent the despair I'd felt in my heart for so long, after all, I had hope again.

I don't know how long it took me to finally stop going crazy and my heart slowly calmed down, and it can be said that this is a peace I have never felt before. Then I started to face the situation again.

"Then another set of clothes!" After calming down, I blushed a little again at my current nakedness. I'm the only one here, but I'm normal now, and of course there will be shame.

The most commonly used clothes appeared on the body, practice clothes. I crossed my legs and thought about what was going to happen next.

"I have the body, I have the clothes, so everything here is running the way I want it to?" Faced with the current situation, I can only think of this answer.

"But why didn't I show up when I first thought about it?" I remembered the very beginning, when I wanted to touch my body, but I didn't see it. "Also, from the beginning to the present, I can make a sound with or without a body." When you think about it, it's a problem to say that everything here is working the way I think it is.

"No, there's a problem." Think about what went wrong. Start all over again. At first I thought I wasn't fully awake, I guess I hadn't opened my eyes yet, so it was pitch black, and that's what it was all about.

Then I wanted to open my eyes, but when I found that they were still like that, I wanted to touch my eyes with my hands. Wrong! That's not right! At first, I didn't think about my body at all, I only thought about my eyes and hands. But the eyes and hands are part of the body, and it is impossible to have empty eyes and hands, so I didn't feel the touch at first, and the feeling of having a hand raised was also a subconscious feeling. Since there was no touch this time, then I started to touch my body and even my hands with my hands, which already made me subconsciously think that there was no touch as well, so the body did not appear. That said, I can't have anything that I feel contradictory here. So I didn't have a body in the first place.

As for the voice, it should be that as soon as I woke up, I subconsciously spoke, and I thought I could hear it, so the sound appeared.

I shouted to others, but who was I shouting at that time? Because it is impossible for them to appear (unfamiliar with their bodies), there is no echo from them

"Then it's all understood, everything is working as I want it to be. What appears must be something that I am very familiar with, just like this body, which I have known countless times with my inner strength and spirit, so it will appear, and others will not appear. Then that is, there is also a problem with the clothes on this body. As I spoke, I took off my shirt and began to tear hard, although it was still torn, but if I looked closely, I could still see that the rip was slightly different from what I wore before, for example, the tear was relatively neat, and there were not so many threads. After all, when I used to sew and mend clothes, I was tired of those threads and irregular tears, so I subconsciously appeared in this situation.

"Now that I've pretty much figured out where I'm going, it's time to figure out how to get out of this place." Now that's all that's left for now.

The thought of going out of here made my heart get excited, and in the silence of the environment, I could clearly hear my heartbeat intensifying. Get out! This is something I've been longing for for so long!

I calmed my excitement and began the final step of the journey. I closed my eyes: "Get out!" Get out! I couldn't suppress the cry to go out, and after a while, I didn't notice anything unusual, and when I opened my eyes, it was still golden.

"Why can't you get out? Why can't you get out? Isn't this piece working the way I thought it would? Why can't I get out? Why? "Faced with this situation, my emotions started to be unstable again.

"Calm down, calm down!" I quickly patted myself on the face to calm myself down, and now I was just one last step, and it was already so long anyway, and it wasn't too late.

"Since this place is all going according to what I want, then it means that I don't believe that I can get out at all, so I can't get out now, then the root cause is mine." After calming down, I began to analyze my situation. "It seems that after being here alone for so long, I no longer believe that I can get out. Then you have to solve your own psychological problems first. "I was deflated when I thought of this, I was able to go out, but I was stopped at the door because of my own reasons, you say sad or not.

But the mental problem, it seems that this is going to be a long-term problem again. But it's been so long anyway, and a way out has been found.

Then it's okay anyway, and now I have a body, so I'm just here and keep "getting out!" Get out! To strengthen their belief in going out. When I'm bored, I practice "Soldier Killing Fist", and occasionally I feel like I'm almost there, so I calm down and see if I can go out.

I also don't know how much time has passed, but anyway, I feel that my "Soldier Killing Fist" has made me practice so well, and every move and style has become my own thing. In the time of shouting "out" again, I gradually became stunned, but my mouth was subconsciously shouting to remove the two words.

Belch! What's going on here? I came back from my stupor, and I felt that it was pitch black now.

Wrong! How does it feel windy? You can also hear all kinds of voices.

I'm going to move quickly, no! This doesn't feel right! I moved, no, why didn't my eyes open, I remember that I was open? Could it be that I closed my eyes unconsciously?

I quickly opened my eyes. I rub! It was still dark, but I saw a sky full of stars. I quickly got up, it's still that pavilion!

"I'm rubbing! I am back! I'm finally back! "Even though I was still weak, I jumped up. I'm finally back in this world.

Well? Is it raining? I wiped my face, tears all over my face. These are tears of joy. I finally couldn't help but cry.

It took me a long time to calm down. After calming down, I felt my surroundings and took out my phone to look, it was only two o'clock in the morning, the date was November 22, and it seemed that there was not much time here. And only then put the spirit on yourself. After suffering such a great sin, you can't go without a little gain!

I rub! How so?