There is no knot that cannot be untied, and there is no unspeakable words, if there is, just say it a few more times, there will always be signs of ice release, especially between relatives, there is no incompatibility, there is no incompatibility, you can only treat it with the right attitude.

Therefore, Eric figured out that he was born because his father and mother chose him, if it weren't for this choice, there would be no him, and without his present, he wouldn't have met Ning, and he wouldn't have three lovely and obedient good children, so, just for this, he is not qualified to blame anyone anymore.

Every decision has its cause and effect, and Eric sees that his father no longer has the same vigor as he used to be, leaving behind his hair that is about to turn gray, and the loneliness of losing his wife.

Speaking of the first queen, five years ago, because of an accident, there was an accident, so, she couldn't come back, she was reborn early, in a hopeless hell, in a coffin, she didn't see the light of day, but she never gave up on her husband, always, where to stay, day by day to consume the last trace of her energy, just to see her husband and son more.

Because of his mother's affairs, Eric has been blaming the former king, and has never forgiven him for a moment, but a mistake is a mistake, and no one can avoid his own mistake, but the mistake has caused a very serious consequence, and it cannot be experienced again.

So, there was only forgiveness, only to look away, and although his mother was gone, Eric thought, his mother must not want to see the father and son quarrel like enemies, which is something that no one wants to see, so why not, open her heart?

After painting the portrait, the first king and Eric sat together, no one said anything, and Eric also lowered his head, not knowing what else could be discussed between them.

After a long time, the first king finally spoke, and said first: "I know that you have been blaming me and complaining about me because of your mother's affairs, but she is my wife, and she has been with me for almost a thousand years, how can I not miss her? I miss her no less than you, and I blame myself more than anything else.

However, I don't know, what else can be used to relieve this pain, she is reluctant to leave for a long time for me, the pain in my heart is so overwhelming that I can't breathe, Eric, you are angry with me, I don't blame you, if it weren't for me, maybe your mother would still be by my side safely. ”

Eric smiled bitterly, then shook his head, pretending to be fine, "It's been so long, why is my father still talking about this?" Moreover, my son has not been blaming you, this matter is uncontrollable, I don't blame you, I don't blame everyone, I'm just, complaining about myself, why, can't protect my mother, I obviously promised her, when I grow up, I will take good care of her after I have the ability, and it is I who broke my promise, not you, I have been blaming for so long, in fact, it has always been me. ”

The first king looked at Eric's painful appearance, he patted Eric's shoulder, they were in pain, the pain was difficult to breathe, the pain was indescribable, but there was not a single tear, not a drop, so, in the eyes of humans, the pain of vampires is a means to win the sympathy of others, false affection, because they are as false as crocodile tears.

However, it is such a falsehood, such a falsehood, and the most painful thing for the owner, but it is unspeakable, unspeakable.

They have the longest time, they can do anything, they can satisfy any problem, but it is because of this inexhaustible time that in their eyes it is the source of all evil.

Their memories will not disappear, they will be long enough, and in such a situation, they are lonely, they are indifferent, they don't care if they have, they don't care about nothing, because, in their hearts, that feeling cannot be filled with anything that can be obtained, it is a kind of helplessness in the real sense.

The bright red color, the bright red color of blood, is their life, but for this life, they have to replace another life, this kind of life is not good, not good at all, at least, Eric does not want this kind of life, for him, this kind of life is the rhythm of no return, and it is also a cry from the abyss.

As a father, the former king did not allow him to say that, and Eric, who was the king, could not say so.

The first king, looking at the portrait in the distance, this is the only portrait they painted when they got married, although it has been slowly yellowed, Eric followed his eyes and looked at the portrait, it turned out that he had never forgotten that they had been together, so many years, so many years, there had been a lot of unhappiness, but this was not happy, but it was just that they were firmly fixed in a line, just like that, supporting each other, life after life.

"Eric, you are a good boy, since you were a child, I didn't discipline you much, watching you work hard step by step, but I can't help you on the side, because of the blood clan, because of your eldest brother's affairs, perhaps, I have never paid attention to your mother and son, you are angry with me, you should, but in the end, you are the only one who is by my side. ”

Listening to the words of the first king, Eric shook his head, smiled slightly, and said: "Not only me, but also Leo and Shino, are all accompanying you, don't the three of them come to you from time to time?

The first king touched his beard, raised his head, looked at the wife in the portrait, and said with a smile: "Yes, especially Xio, she looks the most like your mother, every time I see her, it is like your mother, I think, this is also a way of companionship." ”

Listening to the words of the former king, Eric nodded, Theo did look very similar to his mother, especially that kind of charm, but it was very similar.

Having said that, but, after all, it's not a person, that person, is no longer there, even if it's self-deception, it's just a harm to yourself, everyone, there is a kind of helplessness, and they all hope that their helplessness can be less, but what can't be changed is that no matter how you deceive yourself, the pain has not decreased, but, more and more, more and more, in the end, even began to have some heartache to the point that you can't get up, because there is no next person, you can hug him well, you can, talk to him well。

Everyone is equally vulnerable, and the fragile don't even know who they are.

Leo outside looked at the two men inside, the two men he admired the most, the two-time king, where was the pain for the same woman, this feeling was really too heartache to show it.

These two men, in front of outsiders and in front of him, are so hardworking, so strong, so fearless and powerful, but when no one is around, they always have a thousand knots in their hearts, and they always have a lot of sadness, but they can't find out, they can only use darkness and silence to avoid any problems.

Leo sighed thoughtfully, and then said: "Why, they look so difficult to be strong, but they become so fragile, this is the fragility I have never seen, a little bit like they are, it's really incredible, is it because they really can't hold back?"

Xiuxiu listened to Leo's words, then thought about it, looked at him and asked: "Your grandmother is gone, she was the best to you in her life, and she loves you the most, and when he leaves, aren't you sad, don't you have that feeling of pain?"

Leo thought for a while and said, "Grandmother is the best to me, she loves me the most, he left, Leo was very sad, very sad, very much hope that she will come back, hugging Leo, but I also know that she can't come back, come back and hug me, and will not take me away, make me happy, and play with me when Mommy and I are angry." ”

Xiuxiu nodded, touched Leo's head, stood bitterly and said: "Yes, this is the same feeling, this is the same problem, you are sad, and they are sad, it's just that the feelings of adults are even more different from yours, you will cry and bury things in your heart, but they can only bury things in their hearts, forever, this kind of sadness, can't vent to anyone." ”

Leo seemed to understand something, his thoughts drifted far away, he lived in this place, he did not allow weakness, nor did he allow vulnerability, so, he knew since he was a child that he could not be extremely vulnerable because of anyone, because of anything, so even when his grandmother left, he was still expressionless, because their family was too special to allow any superfluous expressions to interpret their thoughts.

Therefore, Leo was in pain, but he couldn't express this pain with expressions, with words, because, he couldn't, but, unexpectedly, the daddy who said these words to him, didn't ask for himself, or didn't hold back, and exuded these expressions.

Let people see his so fragile side, such a helpless side, his mother left, this feeling, it's like an abyss, he can't help it, looking at the first king, a little bit of fall, what about the king, isn't it the same as ordinary people?

This is Eric's idea, he knows the difference, but he doesn't know the difference, he asked the same question when he was a child, but his father told him that because they have more on them, that's why, that's the reason, not the only reason, but the inevitable reason?

Leo asked: "Xiuxiu, grandmother has been gone for five years, I didn't expect it, time is so fast, in a blink of an eye, all the good work has passed, but the feeling of grandmother's palm seems to be still on the face, it has not disappeared, and it has not decreased, you say, is it because grandmother is too reluctant to us, so she did not leave." ”

Xiu Xiu smiled and said: "Young master, no one wants to leave anyone, and no one wants to let go of anyone, but we can't resist fate, just like you, the future king, this is a fate that you can't resist, it's a thing that has been destined since you were born, no matter what, you can't change it, this is also the fate you have to accept, you know, don't you?"

Leo nodded, yes, this is a doomed fate, he can't change it, he can't change it, he can only let fate doom, step by step on a road that has been doomed, whether he wants it or not, whether this road is difficult or not, whether it hurts or not, he can't think about it, he can only go forward without hesitation and rush up.

The two strong men in the house, in the end, broke their choice because of a woman, and Eric said with a heavy heart: "I think my mother must be very happy if she can see that we can talk so calmly, this is the picture she has always wanted to see, but she can never see it again." ”

The first king said: "Yes, this is your mother's greatest wish, she has always told me, between father and son, what is the knot that cannot be untied? When I talk to you, I can be more gentle, I can discuss my thoughts with you more, but I can't always pull my head, I can't talk to you well, I didn't expect that after she left, we can be here, calmly say so much?"

Eric smiled and said: "I can't ask for it, I can't get it back, this is probably fate, we never believe in fate, but, sometimes, we really have to believe it, we, no one can do anything, we can only work hard to make our own small efforts, but I always cook, mother, must have seen it." ”