But then, I fully realized what hell is!

It is said that there are many types of hell based on different cultures, such as the eight cold and eight heats, the near-border hell, and the lonely hell, as well as the layers of tongue pulling and stabbing, peeling skin and bones, and steamer fire, all of which are tortured to the soul by killing the body in various ways. More importantly, www.biquge.info more importantly, this torture will be indefinite, and death is not only not an end, but a beginning!

But if it is really just physical suffering, then there may still be a gap in the pain, in the consciousness, in the soul, there may be a chance to get a moment of peace, this kind of spiritual power, even a little, will become those glimmers of light in the dark night, if you have to use words to describe it, it should be called - "hope".

But now for me, I can't even leave these glimmers. On the contrary, the more it struggles to appear, the more it will cause me more and more pain! Why is this happening? I should be able to do better, I should be able to figure out a way out of it, and I will be able to end this pain with my own hands...... However, the more I had such thoughts, the more unimaginable pain I would suffer. The powers of thought that I was most proud of, on which I once relied so much, have all come to naught, and have even become the weapons that have thrown me into this hell! This made me despair even deeper, and despair was the last straw that truly destroyed spiritual power!

Everything around me has become blurred, who I am, where I am, I have no awareness, even the passage of time has become meaningless, in the endless torment, even this "me" seems to have fallen into nothingness, no longer exists.

Then, I don't know when it began, the boundless darkness in my heart suddenly emitted a strange light, as if it was flipped in an instant, and turned into a vast expanse.

Let me ask, when the Buddha meditated under the Bodhi tree and had an epiphany, was his heart silent, or was it full of mixed tastes?

I'm not a believer, and I don't know the way to enlightenment, as an ordinary person, I just know that it's not difficult to keep your body still for a while, but it's quite difficult to stop thinking even for a few seconds, and if the Buddha wants to concentrate on enlightenment, he has to first abandon distracting thoughts, so the reason why he can be able to do what ordinary people can't is because he overcame the kind of self-control that is difficult for ordinary people to do.

Because even the awareness itself, "I don't think about anything," is a thought! In the world of consciousness, I will be the only referee, so how can I be considered free of distractions? Only you know. However, this judgment that "there must be no distracting thoughts" is itself a kind of distracting thoughts.

It's like a long spiral staircase, you can't get out of it, and it's yourself who feels most confused. How to get out of this endless puzzle depends on perseverance and chance.

And at this moment, in the midst of this vastness, I seem to have suddenly grasped the hand of this opportunity. The futile attempts to fight the odds were gone, and in the infinite space, all my attention could be more easily focused on myself. I'm still here. Under this premise, the things around me began to bother me no longer bother, and my thoughts were clear.

It's a really good feeling, and I even hope it lasts. But soon, there began to be changes in the space, and I could clearly feel that I was not alone, there were several... Maybe it's more appropriate to say that there are several groups... Beings similar to me drift like clouds in this space. Is it color? It seems that they present different shades of light and shade; Is it temperature? Maybe some of them make me feel so ironed, and some of them make me subconsciously resist... Either way, I don't seem to care what they are, but I don't ignore their presence, and this time, there is no more pain, no emotion or thought, we just quietly accompany each other, with and without it, not caring about the whole time.

Until, something as thin as a silk thread penetrated into this piece of heaven and earth, and it swam, and began to stir up ripples everywhere in this heart lake, which was so calm that it could not make any waves. The ripples continued to expand, causing the beings who accompanied me to begin to stir restlessly, and all colors and temperatures began to become confused, as if caught in a great whirlpool, as if an axe had been split in the chaos, and suddenly I opened my eyes and came to my senses!

When I opened my eyes again, I found that everything around me was shaking, and it was dazzling. When the distant mountain, the city wall, and the visible figure around me gradually became clear, I realized that someone was running away on my back!

After a closer look, I found that this person was none other than one of the three people brought by Zhao Xi, the one surnamed Liang. This man was short in stature, but his head was very large, and I could see a large head dangling in front of my eyes, and my feet were dragging wildly on the ground, so I knew it was him.

There was still the sound of footsteps in my ears. I rolled my eyes a little, and I saw Zhao Xi not far ahead, the slender so-called "Brother Xiang" on the left and the sinister villain who poisoned me on the right rear, the guy surnamed Han.

Poisoner? Thinking of this, I suddenly remembered the situation I had just had, and my heart subconsciously sank!

The guy surnamed Han seemed to have put some living thing, probably a Gu worm or something, into my body, saying that it was devouring my heart and blood, but I felt that it was releasing a toxin to my central nervous system, which made me think about it, and I couldn't survive or die. But now I'm thinking so much, but I don't feel the pain of dying and living in that kind of torture, why?

On closer inspection, there seemed to be a feeling of disgust in my chest, but it was just like the cloud I had just seen in the haze, except that it was a somewhat dark, cold cloud, and I reached out to it in my consciousness, and with a flick of it, it dispersed.

I was surprised, I don't know what this is. The surname Han said that I would die in one day, which shows that I am extremely confident in this Gu worm, and it will fail so quickly?

Or, as if I had been poisoned, and now I'm in the second stage of poisoning? In fact, although there is no pain in the body, is it closer to death than just now?

Although I have such speculation, I am not convinced, after all, death is a big deal, and I have no foreboding as a person concerned, which is too abnormal.

Not only did I have no foreboding, but my mood was very comfortable at this time, this feeling was like discovering a great treasure that I had been seeking, happy and excited, and more curious and expectant!

Just feeling it, I only felt a jolt, and the man surnamed Liang suddenly shrugged his shoulders and threw me aside, while still saying, "This kid seems to be awake!" ”

"Shhhhh But there was a voice talking, it was Zhao Xi.

Everyone around them stopped, and this place... I turned my head to look around, but I saw the high mountain walls and vines climbing everywhere, which seemed to be the valley where Meng Jiang and I had stayed before.

And when I finally landed on the strange tree in the middle of the valley, the Nether Divine Tree, I was taken aback!