Recently, I have developed the habit of writing a diary, not because I am idle, but because I want to prove something.

To be honest, even I am not sure if it is true or not, and if it really exists.

In just a few days, I was tormented by this question, and I even had doubts about life.

If it weren't for Lu Xuesong, maybe I would have had a nervous breakdown.

Speaking of which, I think many people will be confused and can't figure out what I'm talking about.

Oh, please don't worry, I'll tell you, but if you feel frightened after hearing this, don't lie on my head, because I'm more afraid than you......

Before I get into that, I want to ask you a question.

In daily life, when you say something or do something, do you feel a sense of déjà vu?

Let's say you're talking to a friend and you're about to talk at length when your friend interrupts you and says that you've told him before.

Or, when you come to an unfamiliar area, you unexpectedly find that the environment and architecture here are very familiar to you subconsciously, as if it is not your first time.

I believe that the vast majority of people have encountered this similar situation, but few people will take it to heart, after all, when this happens, the curious thoughts only exist in people's brains for a moment.

If it's just like that, it's not a scary thing, and for ordinary people, at most, it's just questioning their past.

However, things gather by like, people by groups, although many people laugh at the occurrence of this kind of situation, but in this thousands of worlds, there are still some people who are deeply suspicious of this kind of situation.

With the passage of time, people are shocked to find that in the process of targeting a certain person or even a certain thing, there is a phenomenon of "polarization"!

This polarization refers to the fact that experiencing one thing together, or meeting a person, the same time, the same perspective, but with the passage of time, different memories appear.

Among them, there are a lot of oolongs, some people are obviously not dead, but there are many people who remember that he is dead.

So, when he died for the second time, those who had remembered his death before were amazed.

If this kind of thing is a coincidence, then it is far from a coincidence that it happens many times......

May 20, 2015 was the most feared day of my life.

I witnessed with my own eyes what happened two days ago, replaying it before my eyes like a movie.

Everyone's looks, movements, and words are so familiar to me, and I even know what everyone will do in the next second.

What makes me tremble even more is that only I know these things, and everyone else doesn't remember them at all.

If I'm not mistaken, the day I first attended Lethe's wedding was probably May 18th.

I vaguely remember that Lechuan once told me that the homonym of May 18 is "I want to send it", which is an auspicious day of the zodiac, so he chose this day for his wedding.

At that time, I shook my head helplessly, and said in my heart that this guy was really in the pile of money.

But now, not only did I attend Lethe's wedding again, but even the wedding date was strangely changed from the eighteenth to the twentieth.

I couldn't understand it, and I couldn't accept it, and I swore that the memory of my wedding on the 18th was never something I imagined out of thin air.

If these things are all my fantasies, then why am I so familiar with things that have not happened in the future, and if I want to say that this is a special function, I don't think even I can believe it!

Actually, I also comforted myself that this must be a dream, although I understand that this is self-deception, but at the very least, it can also make me feel at ease.

It's just that God always likes to play tricks on me, which is typical, and wants to play me to death or cripple.

To say that memories are chaotic, or even time reset, I grit my teeth, but it is acceptable, for me, it is nothing more than a re-experience.

Anyway, the time is short, and there is no danger.

But in front of my eyes, not only time has been reset, but even the people and things around me have undergone subtle changes.

First of all, the date of Lethe's wedding has changed, and Xu Wanying's notes are strangely missing some records, including the event named "The Confusion of Time and Space".

Because of this, I asked Xu Wanying, but the answer I got made me shudder.

According to her, she has never recorded the incident of the Plane Disorder.

For what I've seen, as long as it's not too long, I can basically still remember it.

I watched that incident very carefully, and the plot in it was almost imprinted in my mind.

I'm not good at words, let alone such a complicated story, if it's all my reverie, it's simply impossible!

Although this is the case, the real reason for my loss of soul still comes from Daoyan.

That's right, it's him, the old guy hiding in the blood pupils.

After meeting him, I was always wary of him, so I never communicated with him unless there was something important on weekdays.

There was a time when I almost forgot about him, which shows how disgusted I was with him.

At that time, I was really forced to be helpless, after all, Dao Yan was far superior to me in terms of experience and mana.

In the face of this reset of time, I have not been affected, let alone him.

Perhaps, from his mouth, I may not know anything.

When I asked, it was full of longing, but unexpectedly, the old thing's memory was also confused, and he was stunned at what he said to me.

Seeing his expression, I was completely chilled, and from the bottom of my bones and even the depths of my soul, I instantly felt an inexplicable sense of fear.

I racked my brains and couldn't figure out why only my own memories had not changed.

Could it be that I was really so tired that it triggered schizophrenia?

Later, with doubts in my head, I followed Xu Wanying to attend Lethe's wedding with a numb look.

What I didn't expect is still to come, as I said before, not only is time reset, but even the people and things around me have changed slightly.

At the wedding in Lethe, I met Feng Xuejiao, who was invited to sing.

Moreover, Lu Xuesong also came, he was so unnoticeable in the crowd, it could be seen that he was protecting Feng Xuejiao.

Compared to a year ago, he looks much more mature and much more aloof.

But that's not the point, what surprised me the most was that his eyes, like mine, always inadvertently flashed with blood......