186.Chapter 186

The circumstances of life are always so impermanent, and the girl named Xu Wanying in front of me is at best only a passerby in my life, and there is no intersection at all.

I really didn't expect him to remember me after so long.

At that time, because of Feng Xuejiao's injury, I was very irritable, and I didn't treat this beautiful reporter lady with a good face.

After more than a year, she was able to recognize me at a glance, which surprised me, and I didn't expect that her attitude towards me was still so friendly.

At that time, I was really guilty, and it was a shame that there were no cracks in the floor in this room, otherwise it would have been easy for me to get in.

After chatting casually, Xu Wanying remembered why I appeared in her room.

I really don't know how to answer this question, I can't tell her that I came in through the wall, right?

In desperation, I had no choice but to lie, claiming that I had been shipwrecked, but fortunately the sailors on the ship rescued me, and I survived.

As for why it appeared in her room, it was sneaked in while she wasn't paying attention, and it didn't mean anything else, but she just wanted to rest.

To be honest, I don't even believe this kind of rhetoric.

After saying that, I'm still worried about whether this girl will turn her face with me. 、

Hearing my words, Xu Wanying hesitated for a moment, wanting to say something, but never spoke.

I could see that she knew that I was lying to her, but she was embarrassed to debunk it.

Seeing this scene, a trace of warmth crossed my heart, if she hadn't trusted me, she would never have done this.

It's just that there are some things I really can't talk to her.

If given the choice, I'd rather let her misunderstand me, after all, it's all for her good.

is worthy of being a reporter, Xu Wanying's ability to observe words and emotions can be described as quite high.

She understood what I was embarrassed about, so she immediately changed the subject and kept silent about it.

From her mouth, I learned about Feng Xuejiao's recent situation.

With that incident, her star journey has been smooth, and in just over a year, she has become famous in China.

On weekdays, I often go on TV, and occasionally endorse products or something.

Now she is like a Snow White high above, with countless bright halos on her head.

Xu Wanying said while looking at me with envy, saying that I have a good sister.

In this regard, I can only smile bitterly, it is too late to say anything, and I have already become strangers between me and her.

And I won't be seeing her for the rest of my life.

I'm sure that over time, she will forget about me completely.

Such an outcome is the perfect ending for me and for her.

Thinking of Feng Xuejiao, my mood suddenly became a little sad, and Xu Wanying didn't have a word.

Eventually, I felt like I was out of my temper, made a casual excuse, and walked out of the cabin.

It was late at night, so I wasn't worried about anyone finding me.

Even if I were found, no one would doubt my identity.

I walked to the deck, leaned against the guardrail, felt the warm breeze blowing in the sky from time to time, and suddenly felt a little lost in my heart.

The world is so big that there is no place for me to stay, even if I have life again, but what is the point of this? 、

Besides, the eye in the palm of my hand is so evil that even if I can control it for a while, I can't control it for a lifetime.

I know very well that my strength is due to this eye, and in theory, this is a good thing.

However, until now, I don't know what this eye is for, if one day, it has some incredible changes that make me lose my power, it is a trivial matter, if it takes the opportunity to control my mind, my body, it is the most terrible.

As early as when I was on the Yin and Yang Road, I noticed that these strange eyes could stimulate the negative emotions in my heart, thus raising a monstrous resentment.

I'm not afraid of death, no matter what, I'm also a person who has died twice, and it's not an exaggeration to say that I see through life and death.

But I can't tolerate that this eye turns me into a bloodthirsty demon or even a mindless killing machine.

It didn't take long for Xu Wanying to come out, because of me, she didn't feel sleepy at all now.

Seeing me lying there alone in a daze, she was a little puzzled.

"I said you, it's really strange, you don't sleep at night, you have to stay here, you're not afraid of being caught by the water ghost?" She walked over with a smile and leaned on the guardrail.

"Look at what you said, I want to sleep, but the problem is that there is no place, so I can't sleep with you Miss Xu!" I chuckled and teased casually.

"Cut, what you think is beautiful, Miss Ben will go back to the room to sleep later, lock the door when the time comes, and you off the big pervert!" Xu Wanying rolled her eyes at me, obviously helpless, she was really thundered by my words.

"It's useless, even if you lock the door, I want to go in, it's just a matter of thought, I can have superpowers!" When I heard this, I was playful and replied half-truthfully.

"You just blow it, since you have superpowers, then you can perform for me now, if you really do it, I will make an exception tonight and let you sleep in my bed" Xu Wanying looked at me contemptuously, as if she wanted to see how I made it up.

"Forget it, my brother has always attached great importance to reputation, and if the matter of sleeping with you spreads, it will have an impact on my reputation" I sighed and said with some vicissitudes.

Xu Wanying had a black line in her head, obviously she didn't expect that I could be so shameless.

"Alas, I've seen shameless, I've never seen you so shameless, honestly, how many ignorant girls have you deceived with this mouth?" She looked at me with tears and laughter, and I could see that she was really speechless.

"Come, look at my pure smile, like a bad guy who cheats on my sister?" I grinned at him.

"Stop, big brother, don't say it, I'll take ......" Seeing this, Xu Wanying hurriedly waved her hand at me, and I clearly saw that the corners of her mouth twitched.

After a few jokes, my depressed mood suddenly improved a lot.

When I was alive, I should always laugh, and when I think back on my previous life, it was simply a failure.

Between me and Xu Wanying, although I have known each other for a short time, I have a lot of feelings.

I wish I could have slowed down so I could spend a little more time with her. 、

After all, once the ship docked, it was time for me to separate from her, and from now on, we might never have the opportunity to meet again.

I have to say that God favors me very much, and Xu Wanying and I will be inseparable for a long time in the future.

However, it is not because of feelings, but another thing.

This incident, in the trajectory of my life for more than 20 years, is also the strangest and most inexplicable thing.