Chapter 186: Deng Jialing's words

"I'm not hesitating-" Deng Yuan suddenly shouted heartbreakingly, "I'm really not hesitating!" "He crouched down, clasped his hands over his head, as if he was extremely helpless.

"And what are you for?" Mark asked, still with a serious expression.

"I can't afford to put it down! Because I can't let go of it-" Deng Yuan cried and said, "I really can't let go of Jialing, I don't want to go to the underworld to be reincarnated, because I'm afraid that after drinking Meng Po soup, I won't be able to remember Jialing!" "He loves Deng Jialing really deeply!" Although he knew that Deng Jialing did not love him, he still loved Deng Jialing deeply. I think, if Deng Jialing is still alive, if Deng Jialing has not been reincarnated, when she knows Deng Yuan's deep affection for her, will Deng Jialing change her mind?

"If you are willing to give, you will have to give." I said to Deng Yuan, "Deng Yuan, you have to understand the truth of willingness." The reason why Deng Jialing is reluctant to see you must be because of her troubles. The reason why she can't love you may be that she really hasn't loved you! Why should you cling to a love that doesn't exist at all? When you do this, it is not someone else who suffers, but yourself! Let go, only by letting go of this feeling, you can be reborn. ”

"Drop?" Deng Yuan slowly raised his head and looked at me, "Reluctant?" He repeated the words "let go" and "give up" in his mouth, as if he was thinking.

After he muttered to himself for a while, I said, "Deng Yuan, let go of the obsession in your heart and go to the underworld to start a new life!" Death does not mean the end, but a new beginning. When I said this, I pointed to Hu Jiashi, who was still unconscious, and continued to say to Deng Yuan, "Although he has done sorry for you and Deng Jialing before in overtime, he has already made a mistake!" And Deng Jialing's death can't be completely blamed on him. Do you remember what Deng Jialing said to you on the night of Deng Jialing's death?"

Deng Yuan was stunned when he heard this, and he muttered for a long time before he said: "The night Jialing died, I remember that I remember that she came to the dormitory to look for Hu Jiashi, but Hu Jiashi was not there at that time. So, she came to me. She told me that she didn't want to live anymore! I asked her if Hu Jiashi had bullied her. But she doesn't say. She just said to me, if she died, would I miss her? I'm going to miss her, of course! It's just that I didn't expect that on that night, she really committed suicide! Woowoo"

"Actually, there is another sentence that you must have forgotten." I interrupted Deng Yuan's words with a long sigh.

"What else have I forgotten?" Deng Yuan didn't believe it, he argued, "Impossible! How could I forget everything Jia Ling said?"

"When Deng Jialing left you, she said to you: 'Xiao Yuan, if I die. Don't miss me too much! And don't look for life or death, let alone trouble anyone. Because it's no one's fault, you have to live well and take care of my grandmother for me.'" This is what Deng Jialing said, do you remember?"

Deng Yuan looked at me with a surprised expression, he slowly stood up, stared at me, and asked, "How do you know this?" How did you know that Deng Jialing told me these things?"

"On the night Deng Jialing committed suicide, I met Deng Jialing." I explained, "It's just that the Deng Jialing I saw was already a dead Deng Jialing, and she told me herself." She's afraid that after she's dead, you'll get into trouble with Hujiashi. That's why she spoke to you before she committed suicide. But, did you do it? Alas, if I had seen Deng Jialing before she died, I would not have let Deng Jialing commit suicide. Deng Jialing's death, I am also responsible. Alas. I sighed again.

Deng Yuan was speechless sadly.

"I think you should know that Deng Jialing's hometown also has a seventy-year-old grandmother, right?" I said to Deng Yuan again, "Deng Jialing's parents died when she was a child, and she has always been dependent on her grandmother, and the only thing Deng Jialing can't let go of is her grandmother." She entrusted her grandmother to you, but have you paid attention to her grandmother all these years?"

Deng Yuan's face was ashamed and gloomy.

I followed up and said, "After Deng Jialing died, you never returned home. You went straight out of the country, saying you were leaving the sad place. Actually, it's just you're running away! You keep saying that you are in love with Deng Jialing, and you have secretly returned to China to see her in her cemetery for three years! But you only know that you see the dead Deng Jialing, but you forget the lonely and helpless Deng Jialing's grandmother who is still alive in the world-Deng Yuan, you are too selfish! You ask yourself, are you worthy of Deng Jialing by doing this?"

"I" Deng Yuan wanted to speak and stopped, he felt that he was wrong, ashamed, and speechless.

"A year ago, Deng Jialing's grandmother passed away." I said.

"What?" Deng Yuan interrupted me in surprise, "Jialing, her grandmother"

"Yes." I interrupted Deng Jialing again, "Deng Jialing's grandmother passed away a year ago. After graduation, I went to Deng Jialing's hometown to see her grandmother. The old man never knew that her granddaughter had died, and she had been waiting for her to come back and be reunited with her. Until she died, I didn't tell her the news of Deng Jialing's suicide. I know that once she knows the news of Deng Jialing's suicide, she can't bear it! She needs Deng Jialing so much! She loves her granddaughter so much! However, when Deng Jialing committed suicide and her grandmother needed to be taken care of, where did you go? Can you say that you haven't done anything to be sorry for Deng Jialing abroad?"

"I, I," Deng Yuan was speechless.

"Is there any?" I asked Deng Yuan emphatically.

Deng Yuan finally said: "Yes." In the Middle East, I talked to an Arab girl. It is said that the best way to fall out of love is to empathize. At that time, I wanted to be able to come out of the shadow of Jia Ling's death, so I quickly fell in love with this Arab girl. I also became a relative to her and now have a child."

"What?" Speaking of this, Mark couldn't help but exclaim, "You even have children?" That you"

"I'm ashamed." Deng Yuan sighed, "In the Middle East, I do already have children. But I found that I was not happy, I always had Jialing in my heart, and I couldn't let go of the knot in my heart three years ago!"

"That's why you came back to take revenge on Hu Jiashi and avenge Deng Jialing?" I asked Deng Yuan.

Deng Yuan shook his head and said, "No, in the past three years, I have already let go of my hatred for Hu Jiashi!" Before the plane accident, mine did come back for a class reunion. But at the moment when the plane crashed and I was thrown into the sea, the grievances and grievances of three years ago flashed through my mind one by one, and my original vanished hatred filled my brain again! My mind is full of hatred, only revenge. I"

"But Deng Yuan, do you know? Deng Jialing's death actually had nothing to do with Hu Jiashi. I interrupted Deng Yuan's words, and after finishing speaking, I looked at Hu Jiashi, who was still unconscious.

Deng Yuan looked at me hesitantly after hearing this, he didn't believe my words, and said, "Impossible! Jialing's death can't be unrelated to Hu Jiashi!" He still didn't want to believe what I said. (To be continued.) )