Muto has been hanging out of that shop in the red-light district almost every day this month, and even he doesn't know why he's doing it! He just wanted to see the figure of that woman, maybe he was not free enough, maybe he was obsessed with the beauty of the time.

Every day after that, he went to work on the construction site, and after work, he would come there to take a look when he was tired, sometimes if he was lucky enough to see her frolicking with their 'sisters' in front of the store, and sometimes he couldn't see her when she had a business.

Muto would be very happy every time he could see her, and when he couldn't see her, he would have a sleepless night, and he wondered if he was really cheap, if there was something wrong with his brain, if he wanted to be a woman.

After Muto worked hard to move bricks and cement on the construction site during the holidays, and finally saved up enough 300 crumpled change, his heart was very excited, and he could finally meet her.

Is this really love? Muto couldn't figure it out now, but he was like a demon. Will I be like the little ones she said were just whims? If I just look at her like this, will she look down on me?

Muto walked to the door of the half-hidden store, his heart beating fast, feeling a bit like a little boy about to confess.

'Ouch~! Come on in, little handsome guy! We've got a lot of pretty girls here, take your pick ......'

This middle-aged woman, who looked like 'Mommy' with a face that had been dropping powder all the time, enthusiastically promoted her 'daughters' to Muto.

‘…… I, I want to ......'

Muto hesitated to say what he meant.

'Are you the kid, did you come to Max?' ’

Muto buried his face in his chest in shame, and if there was a hole in the ground, he would have gotten into it immediately. It's ...... to be called a kid and come to this kind of place

Seeing Muto's shy expression on his blushing face, the woman who had just come out teased him amused.

'My sister is no worse than Max, do you want my sister to take you to play?' How about counting only half of your money? ’

‘…… Well, where did she go, you know? ’

'So...... If you want to make my sister happy, my sister will tell you. Otherwise...... Oops~I suddenly can't seem to remember~'

'I've got all the money here, give it all to you!' ’

Muto hurriedly took out a handful of change from his pocket and handed it to the woman in front of him.

'Woo~ I can't see that you're still an infatuated species! ……’

The woman began to look Muto up and down, and saw that he was uncomfortable.

'Alright! Seeing that you are so infatuated with my sister, I will tell you. She went to the capital not long ago, and I don't know exactly where she was, but she said that the money there was easy to earn. ’

'Alas~! Actually, I wanted to go too, but Mommy just wouldn't let go. ’

'O daughter! You're wrong, the capital is good, but you also have to live freely! Not everyone can serve the rich people there, what a leather whip! Dripping wax! He still beats and scolds at every turn, and doesn't treat us as human beings at all......

Muto watched the two women in front of him chatter non-stop, and knew that he couldn't ask anything, so he lowered his head and turned away. Now that he is penniless, the woman said she was helping him but still took his hard-earned money.

……

'With your score, you still want to apply for military school?' ’

'Teacher Yakob, it doesn't have to be a military school, I know that the score at the Capital Military Academy is the lowest, and I want to go to the capital to study! ’

'What are you doing in the capital?' Although it is very prosperous and full of beautiful women, but you have no relatives or friends to study, do you know how much it costs to study in the capital? ’

'Me, my girlfriend is in the capital, and I want to go with me. ’

‘…… O Muto! The teacher understands you, understand! But I'll tell you, women like the rich and hate the poor, and when she gets used to seeing the world outside, she will look down on you. Listen to the teacher's words, go to a better technical school, and forget about this childish relationship! …… I want to ...... back then'

‘……’

After listening to the head teacher's nagging for nearly 2 hours, Muto walked out of the head teacher's house in a daze. He walked on the road in a distraction, he didn't want to give up, he really missed her. Maybe she doesn't remember him anymore, maybe she likes the outside world or money, but he still wants to see her, he feels like a moth to a fire, he feels like he's going crazy.

‘…… One more ......'

‘……’

'Boy, you've had 3 drinks, and it's a high spirit. ’

'One more drink......

Muto poured wine in the bar, and the spicy liquor poured into his stomach, and Muto felt his head swell and his eyes dizzy, but he still couldn't forget the figure.

'Hey! Boy, borrow some money to spend. Brother, I've been a little ...... lately.

‘…… Lend...... You hemp pen!! ’

'Bang~! ’

Muto didn't know where he got his anger, so he picked up the bottle from the bar and smashed it on the scoundrel's head. Suddenly glass, scalp, wine, and blood splattered.

'Ah!! ’

The rascal clutched his head and fell, and the two rascals behind him rushed up.

'I'm Cao Nima, you're looking for death!' ’

'Bang! ’

Muto kicked a man in the stomach, sending the man to the ground hunched over, while another punched him sideways and dodged it, striking the scoundrel in the nose.

'Bang! ’

'Woooooooooo ’

The scoundrel covered his bleeding nose and crouched down,

'Bang! ’

Muto slammed his knee without leaving room for it, and the man was already on the ground.

'I'm Cao! Boy, do you know whose person you are fighting? ’

A rogue ruffian who thought he had some weight stood in the distance and didn't dare to step forward,

'Who are you!' Labor and management want to beat people! Who else are you! Who else~! ’

……

Muto had been at the police station for two days, and he was fully awake. The day before yesterday, he injured a total of thirteen people in the bar, and although they were all gangsters and ruffians with criminal records, he also had to pay for the damage to the things in the bar.

Yesterday his teacher came to see him, and Jacob told him that because he was criminally detained, he had been admitted to the city's third-rate university that had been disallowed.

Muto kept his head down, he didn't regret what he had done. The cold cell made him feel lonely, and he had never felt so lonely before. Even if his mother leaves, even if his father leaves, he can live strongly, he doesn't do it for others, he only for himself.

But now he is confused, who is he living for? He has lost himself, and his heart is gone.

'Bang Bang Bang'

Two footsteps drew closer.

'Muto, you can go out. ’

Muto slowly looked up and saw a policeman who was opening a barricade and a sergeant standing next to the policeman.

……