"Hahahaha...... It's ridiculous! ”

After hearing this, Bedullan laughed loudly, could it be that it indirectly proved that what Shi Ling said was true?

"I still think you can see through it, but the end is still in vain."

As she spoke, Beduran's tears fell from her eyes.

"It seems that I guessed wrong, what you can't ask for is not Liu Yaoyong...... Well, I can't help but think that there is another possibility. Shi Ling quietly pressed his index finger against his eyebrows.

"First of all, I want to confirm one thing with you. If I guess wrong, this will completely disprove my reasoning. "

Hey, hey, Shiling, why do you say something like that?

If you say this kind of thing beforehand, won't the other party be able to change the answer to their favor at will? Why don't you just play tricks like you normally do?

Shi Ling ignored me and continued:

"As I said earlier, it's just my personal intuition, there's no evidence, but...... Béduran, you're already a mother, aren't you? "

"You say you don't have proof, but I think you're pretty sure. How is it possible, no kidding! "

Bedullan pursed his nose shyly. This woman, her hands and soul were stained with too much blood, but she was nothing.

"Are you telling the truth?" You Yimo shouted loudly, but was glared at by Yu Zujia.

"Answer me, Béduran. Is it? Or ......"

"Why do you think that?" Beduran's lips turned dark blue to gray, and beads of sweat fell, but her eyes were still wide open, and she never closed them for a second.

"That's right. Shiling people, why? You Yimo echoed in a loud voice.

"Sister Mo, that's why I told you to read the information carefully." Based on the prisoner's state of fatigue, Gynecological observation was attempted, and Pennyroyal residues were found based on poison collection. Shi Ling slammed the table hard, emphasizing his point.

"What is this Penny, who seems to be the heroine of the Big Bang Theory?"

"Pennyroyal," said Shi Ling helplessly, "is a poisonous pyrethrum that acts on healthy and pregnant people. Everyone is conceived in their mother's and from there they come into this world. Pennyroyal contains OleamHedeamaApiol, which is more effective than the "Livanol liquid" with low side effects, in other words, it is the most taboo fetal pill to talk about in hospitals, generally speaking, it will not be sold to women casually, unless there is a doctor's special certificate, anyway, the damage is quite large. It stands to reason that an ounce of belly can flow out in two or three hours, and without knowing it, a child is detached like this, and it leaves in an unimaginable rapidity, which will really make people's hearts feel indescribably happy.

The problem is that when consumed, it will cause severe paralysis and an almost instantaneous coma. It is an alternative to gynecologic surgery, but occasionally appears specific to the internal organs of poisoning, resulting in damage to the body and the inability to ovulate. I'm sure you're aware of that, too. But it was already too late - the body could never get pregnant again.

I can deduce that this is the only thing, if I had to conclude that you found out that you were pregnant during those tearful days, but unfortunately, the child should not exist...... So, you, kill him, don't you? "

"What do you say? She killed her own child! The prison guard on one side was a young man, probably not married, so at this moment he stood up excitedly, pointed at Bedullan and asked loudly,

The unlit cigarette in You Yimo's mouth fell to the ground.

As if to confirm the authenticity, You Yimo cast a sharp gaze at Beduran.

Béduran just quietly bears our gaze.

"Please, explain what's going on?"

After a minute of silence, Yu Zujia cleared his throat before speaking.

"No, it's not! I don't want to say it a second time. I, really not killing my child. It's them, it's my parents......" Bedullan, who had been domineering, couldn't cry. Her body looked very empty, and in the face of such a bloody fact, she moved her lips and spoke softly.

The prison guards sat down with their pens flying, and several of us were all grim-faced, listening to Bedullan's account of the unbearable past.

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That night, in a trance, she told us about the past, but only half of it. And not that half, unconscious experience that doesn't want to be known to anyone.

In her junior year of high school, she was not found by her parents after leaving the ghost market. She was imprisoned in the basement by the second dealer, and knowing that she was begging, the other party was kind enough to throw her into a ravine, and it seemed that she could only be seen in childhood dreams.

She got lost alone, or rather, she subconsciously didn't dare to go back, and she didn't have the face to go back. At first she didn't know anything and lived by begging. But who would sympathize with a man with hands and feet? That time with garbage and rats gave her another kind of fear. Existential fear. She almost forgot about her parents and Liu Yaoyong, and when she was locked up by that person, she at least had no worries about food and clothing. However, without the protection of others, it is difficult for her to survive.

She fainted. When I woke up, I was in the hospital. The doctor said to her, "You're pregnant, seven months."

It's that person's child.

By the time she found out she was pregnant, she had reached a point where she could not perform a harmless abortion. Strangely, she was not surprised to hear the news, even delighted. She wants to live, for the sake of her children. It doesn't matter who the child's father is, what matters is that she has someone to keep with her. Since then, she is no longer alone. She wants to go to work, no matter how difficult the job is, she wants to try.

But at this time, her parents found her. They were anxious and wept over her downcast. At that time, she thought that the nightmare was coming to an end, and she was full of joy. Who knows, when her mother heard that she was pregnant, she was so frightened that she couldn't speak for a long time. She hesitantly touched the face of her daughter, who she hadn't seen for dozens of days, and tears continued. She said, "Lan Lan, you have suffered so much. It's mom who is bad and doesn't take good care of you. ”

Even then, Bedullan rejoiced. Unlike Liu Yaoyong, her parents have always loved her. Well, there should be no problem raising her and her children. It was she who was naïve, how could she think that her parents, who were celebrities, would allow their underage daughter to give birth to that human and animal child. Even if their families are in the middle of the road, they are also characters with heads and faces.

They had a stalemate over whether to have children or not, and then there was a never-ending bickering.

She couldn't understand why her parents wouldn't let the man go to jail and had to strangle his child. And the parents don't want to see the bloody facts, the filthy seed, and the daughter who was pointed at at them for being pregnant out of wedlock, what a sacred and inviolable goddess she was.

At the moment when his freedom was restricted, Berduran smiled sarcastically. When she was taken away and imprisoned, she was reduced to a fertility machine, how could they not see such skills.

The boundaries between reality and past memories are blurred.

In the cold winter, Bedullan escaped from the hospital with nothing, but soon realized that his efforts were in vain. Because, the time is up, child, no, the baby is about to come out obediently. The fetus in the field, which was in its womb a few minutes ago, has now come out.

The snow on the ground was so new and clean, but it was covered with flesh and blood, and the whiter it was, the dirtier it was.

She closed her eyes, and the world was blood-red. The tonic that had been drunk was turning over her stomach. Béduran collapsed from exhaustion, only to feel a cold rise from his heels that he had never felt before, and such a force seemed to come from the earth, slowly penetrating every nerve and entering every bone marrow. The only thing she could do was to wait slowly, watching her beloved baby break away from her body, the protection that slipped out of the flesh with half of her soul under the effect of the medicinal soup! The boy cried loudly, and his cry sounded similar to that of the man!

She held the fetus with her trembling right hand, and then moved it slowly until, until it was completely out of the world. The child is not full-term, but it has already been formed, and it looks like a little mouse in the palm of his hand, red all over, and everyone looks disgusted with these blood and those stains. It could have had a soul, it could have been alive. But it closed its eyes tightly, and it did not want to experience all the ugliness in the world with its eyes.

"Because the hands are weak...... By the time I came to my senses, the child was on the ground and couldn't move. I...... I don't know if I accidentally dropped her on the ground, or if I threw her to the ground on purpose - I am her mother, but I have to bury her with my own hands. I'm a murderer, just like my parents! ”

When Berduran woke up from his hospital bed, it looked as if he had just had a dream, but nothing had happened. Just a pain in the lower abdomen. Emptiness never before surrounded her. The child is gone, and due to the side effects of the drug, it is difficult for her to have children in this life. Doctors said she had a 10 percent chance of getting pregnant again. In fact, it means that you will never be able to have children again. - Fortunately, the birth has not yet been registered, so the family can assume that the child was never born.

But during the recovery period, as long as she heard that someone she knew had a baby, she would cry a lot, and she would burst into tears when she saw the diaper advertisement on TV!

"In that case, why did you keep the child's body and bury it in the cherry blossom forest at the school?"

"That's because ......"

Beduran couldn't keep his children buried in the hospital, and God knows what they would do with it.

A child who was hidden from birth - at least Bédullan wanted to put him where he could touch him.

Because he broke off with his family, he couldn't be buried in the yard of his home.

However, since the body cannot be sent to be burned into ashes, it cannot be hidden in the dormitory. She had heard a story that had become almost an urban legend about a pair of juniors at Capital University. After they secretly tasted the forbidden fruit, the female student was pregnant for a long time, and the two of them were helpless, and they didn't even know where to go for the abortion. Finally, the schoolgirl gave birth to a premature baby in the university bathroom. The two of them panicked and didn't know what to do with the baby. Eventually, the male college student wrapped the baby in a towel, climbed to the roof, and threw the baby into the air hole. The baby did not die, but cried, which later became one of the seven inconceivable things in the school. Until the matter is cracked by some nosy campus detective.

Burying under the cherry blossom trees of the school was a choice made by Bedullan after hard thinking.

A helpless mother's choice.