This day is a day of confusion, a day of anxiety, a day of helplessness, my heart seems to have been greatly impacted, and the whole person has become bad.

I sat in Nobita's office in a daze, not eating or drinking all day, as if I was sick, just staring at the pot of tobacco flowers in Nobita's office.

The pot of tobacco flowers in Nobita's office has also lost its spirituality and has become an ordinary pot of tobacco flowers, and I can't feel the cold breath from it, nor can I detect the grimace-like storage zài.

The reason for staring at it is just that I am unwilling, two lives, just disappeared abruptly in front of my eyes, if I hadn't gone to Zhao Xing's house, and didn't want to help him exorcise evil spirits, wouldn't they have died?

I don't know why I blame myself for the deaths of Zhao Xing and his wife, but that's what I think.

It's not that I haven't seen dead people, I can even say that I have seen many dead people, just like in Castle Peak Hospital, I am afraid that I have seen more dead bodies than many people have seen in a lifetime, but I do not feel the slightest guilt.

The death of Zhao Xing and his wife means different to me, because they are just ordinary people, they have no interest relationship with me, they do not belong to our circle, they do not deserve to die.

But they are like them, maybe their death really has a lot to do with me.

I sat on the sofa with this heavy question on my back, neither Nobita nor Jiao Zhisen could wake me up, even if Gan Yunshan rushed to hear the news, I didn't react at all.

Nobita was obviously a little anxious, he thought of many ways, and even did not hesitate to use the Buddhist meditation mantra on me, but I still didn't respond.

Zhao Xing's matter has become a knot in my heart, and I know that if this knot is not untied, I am afraid that it will not be smooth on the road of cultivation in the future.

This state of affairs began when I saw the pot of fireworks in Nobita's office, and ended with the warmth of the piece of sheep fat jade on my chest.

I'm really grateful to my grandfather for giving me this piece of mutton fat jade, I don't even know how much magic it has, but one thing I know is that whenever I have a problem with my state of mind, or when I am lost by some evil cult, it can pull me at the most critical moment.

In the haze, I seemed to see a figure in a white cotton coat standing in front of me, she stuffed a cold thing into my hand, and then said to me very coldly, you are so capable, how can you know more about this world?

The Dao is natural, you have been cultivating the Dao for more than ten years, and the so-called Dao heart is so vulnerable?

If you can't even cope with this little setback, then how will you survive in this circle in the future?

I was a little excited, and a little confused, her voice was so familiar, as if it had been ringing in my ears all the time.

I trembled and stretched out my hand to her, calling softly: "Yunruo, is it you?" ”

The figure didn't answer me, turned around, and gradually faded away, leaving only the coldness in my palm.

I spread out my palm and found a black chess piece lying quietly in the palm of my hand!

Sure enough, it's you! A smile tugged at the corners of my mouth and I opened my eyes.

"Wake up, wake up, I'll go to your uncle's, you're finally awake!"

Nobita patted his thigh and kept shouting.

I looked at my empty palms, as if the coolness of my sleep was still there.

I withdrew my palm and gently pinched the piece of mutton fat jade on my chest, but the thoughts in my heart had already crossed thousands of rivers and mountains.

Could it be that I have been so tired these days that I have hallucinations?

"Hey, you're dying, you're going to say something when you wake up?"

Nobita reached out and patted me on the cheek.

I knocked his hand off, glared at him shamelessly, and asked, "Where's the white rouge?" ”

Nobita sighed: "She said that she was going to handle the funeral for Brother Zhao's family." ”

I nodded, this white rouge is really affectionate and righteous, and it is really not easy to help deal with the aftermath.

Nobita patted me on the shoulder: "I said brother, this thing is too strange, I Jianyì, you better stay away from the hustle and bustle, go back to school, you have not officially attended a class since you went to college, this is more sassy than me." ”

I smiled wryly: "I guess all of them have failed." Alas! I don't want to, you see what I'm doing, I haven't stopped every day. ”

Nobita sighed: "O miserable child! So, what are you going to do next? I'm bored, why don't you find something to do? ”

I'll go! How did I meet such a bad friend, and I think about excitement every day?

I thought about the moment I hallucinated, the white figure, and when I thought of that figure, my mind flew to the depths of the jungle again, and then I got up and walked out.

"Hey, where are you going?"

Nobita hurriedly asked.

I smiled bitterly: "Things always have to be solved, I'll go find Tong Nan." ”

Nobita hurriedly said: "Now you have a showdown with her, isn't it too early?" ”

I shrugged my shoulders: "Go and help her get her things done first, you don't know what happened in Qingshan Hospital, someone wants to kill me, I can't sit still." ”

Referring to the matter of Aoyama Hospital, Nobita was a little indignant: "I don't know which bastard did it and caught him, I will definitely not spare him." ”

Then his expression darkened again: "I think it is necessary for us to seek Grandpa Ning's help, after all, this kind of thing is not a trivial matter." ”

I tilted my head: "I can't live under their protection for the rest of my life, some things always have to be solved by myself." ”

Nobita nodded and said, "I'll go with you." ”

I smiled and held out my hand to him.

This bastard, he actually made a very gentle appearance, handed his salted pig paw and put it in the palm of my hand, knelt down on one knee, and said affectionately: "Oh, I promised you." ”

I was so disgusted that I spat out three words in resentment: "You are paralyzed! ”

Then the two of them giggled and walked out with their shoulders hooked.

"What are you going to do about the white rouge?"

"Let her be busy, she'll come to me herself when she's done."

"Damn, you're so obscene."

"Gathering the soul is a very troublesome thing, I always need to take a break and recuperate, seize a qiē opportunity and time to recuperate my body, this is a wise saying! If I get hurt and injured, how can I go to the northern frontier? ”

"You bastard, I have long seen that you are interested in Sister Fairy, you still don't admit it, rough, Ning Wa'er, are you ready to abandon my childhood sweetheart?"

"Fuck off, I'm not doing it!"

I thought I could solve Tong Nan's problem quickly, but what I didn't expect was that this time it was actually a difficult problem, but what made me excited was that I thought it would take a long time to see Yun Ruo again, but I didn't expect that my reunion with her would come so quickly, and I was even a little caught off guard. R1148