I agreed to Zixi's request, I got on the boat with him through his friend's old house by the lake, Zixi said, this old house is left by his friend's ancestors, and now the Xizi Lake expansion project is about to be demolished, his friend's family has now moved to the city, this is actually an empty house, just waiting to be demolished, his family used to be a fisherman in Xizi Lake, this fishing boat can still be used now, Zixi said that he came out of the hotel for half a day to help me get this boat, no matter what, I can't leave regrets in that Bula. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Our boat began to ripple in the blue waves of Xizi Lake, and the starlight sprinkled on the water surface as still as a mirror, at first glance, it looked like a sparkling rhinestone.

Zixi shook the wooden paddle in his hand, the ripples rose, and the starlight was also bent and broken, I quietly looked at the water, watching the starlight change endlessly on the water, at this time, my heart was really messed up, I didn't know how to say something to Zixi, was it the tone of interrogation? Or pretend you don't know anything?

Zixi's words were like a storyteller narrating alone in this quiet night: "Su San, do you know, in fact, I haven't finished telling my story on the train, I lost Boogie, after losing my mother, I became an orphan, and then Aunt Dongmei took me in, Aunt Dongmei was very good to me, but she has always had lung disease, and she died before I graduated from elementary school." ”

"When she died, she asked me if Phuket was pushed off the bridge by me, I looked at Aunt Dongmei's thin face, I couldn't bear to lie again, so I nodded, but Aunt Dongmei didn't forgive me, she scolded me, scolded my mother, I was really hurt at the time."

"Later, I was really helpless, so I was sent to a children's welfare home, where I met my future adoptive father and adoptive mother, and so I moved from Nabula to the city where I now teach, and then I went to the National Normal University and have been teaching there ever since."

"For me, I feel like no one in this world loves me and no one is cute, except for Boogie, Boogie and I were very young at that time, it was impossible for me to understand what love was, we just got together naturally, Boogie is a very good girl, we can say that there is nothing to say, only in Boogie, I can do whatever I want, no matter what I do, Boogie will not blame me, but unfortunately I pushed Boogie off the bridge."

"When I grew up, I prayed for Phuket every day, hoping that Phuket would be happy in heaven. After graduating from university, I would come to Naple every year to pray for Phuket at Xizi Lake, this year is the fourth year, unexpectedly, my sincerity touched Princess Xizi, she brought me a beautiful girl. ”

"Su San, as soon as I saw you on the train, I was shocked, because you are too much like Phuket, like Phuket and I grew up together and became the you you are now, I know it's not fair for me to say this, but I have to tell you, because you are leaving Nabra tomorrow, I am afraid that I will never see you again, I have to tell you everything I have in person, because I feel that it is my four years of pious prayer in exchange for reward, Princess Xizi sent you to me, but we have no fate, it doesn't matter, I won't blame you, This kind of thing can't be forced. ”

"You know what? I swore that I would never let you go like this, I had to let you live well, and when I crossed the snowy mountain, I almost fell into the gap of the glacier, but Princess Xizi didn't give up on me, and let me escort you safely to Nabra. ”

After Zixi said these words, his oars didn't move, and we stopped quietly on the lake, the white starlight sprinkled on Zixi's face, Zixi's shoulder, he looked like he was about to feather away this time.

In fact, Zixi's words have confirmed many things, Zixi has come to Xizi Lake every year for four years, and every time it is his so-called pious prayer, he wants to pray for Phuket, Phuket is his childhood best friend, and he doesn't want Phuket to be unhappy in heaven.

And I happened to be like Phuket when I grew up, Zixi poured all his love into me, and he felt that it was he who touched Princess Xizi and sent me to him.

In fact, I don't care that Zixi treats me as a Phuket, my feelings are the most important, I think Zixi's love for me is deep in the bone marrow, as long as he doesn't have those things I imagined, I am willing to accept everything Zixi wrote to me on the lily card:

"I believe in fate, but also in the impermanence of fate, from the day I met you, I decided to be with you forever, I try to let you know that it is a happy thing to stay with you for a lifetime."

Fate is impermanent, this trip to Nabula touched me the most is this sentence, the fate of Zixi, the fate of Tianmei and Inla, and my fate, everything is impermanent, only the starlight in the sky, this Xizi Lake, and the Nabula Snow Mountain that guards the Xizi Lake not far away, they are eternal.

It's time to say something to Zixi, I haven't said a word since I saw Zixi just now, I just quietly listened to Zixi talking alone, now it's my turn, how do I start?

I looked at Zixi's somewhat lonely face, I knew that he must be unhappy in his heart, I knew why he was unhappy, he thought I was unwilling to accept his love, but how did he know, I really wanted to tell him, I was very willing.

Will Zixi know my mood at this moment? I love him, but I can't, because I'm a forensic doctor, and I discovered his secret.

I finally got the words out of my mouth: "Zixi, do you know how I feel at the moment? ”

Zixi looked up at the boundless starry sky and said, "I know, you don't have me in your heart, so you think I'm pitiful." ”

I said silently: "Yes, you are really pitiful, you have been pitiful since you were a child, but why have you grown so big and continue to make yourself pitiful?" ”

Zixi still looked into the distance, it was the shadow of Nabula Snow Mountain, and he said: "I am pitiful because I asked for it, I just want you to be happy." ”

I couldn't cry at this time, Zixi didn't know what I was going to say, I cried and said, "Zixi, you know that I am a forensic doctor, why do you still love me?" ”

Zixi's body was fixed there, and I knew that he might understand what I meant, probably why I didn't say what I promised him, and maybe I knew that he couldn't successfully escape the forensic disaster this time.

No matter how beautiful the night of Xizi Lake is, it can't hide our sadness at the moment, Zixi's body keeps shaking, Zixi cried, maybe this is the first time this suffering child knows that he could have changed the suffering, but now it's too late......

Zixi trembled and said, "Because I need you." (To be continued.) )