Chapter 254: Mind Slayer and Self-Detachment (Part II)
Date: August 7, 2015.
Location: Zhao Yier's former residence.
In the blink of an eye, the madman had been gone for two months.
I've been here for the past two months.
Today, there is no longer a trace of distraction in my heart.
At the moment when I completely eliminated the demons that had plagued me for a long time, I finally understood Daoyan's good intentions for me back then.
It turned out that he wasn't bluffing me back then.
If a cultivator can't be ruthless, he will really be unstable in his heart, and even have demons in his heart.
The devil is born from the heart, and this is not groundless.
For a long time, I struggled with the choice between friendship and love.
Every time I move my feelings, my Dao heart will be unstable for a minute, and with the passage of time, I will eventually give birth to the demons in my heart.
Not only does it capture the deepest and most fragile nerves in my heart, but it also uses these things to haunt me.
If I can't overcome myself, I'll be lost forever in the illusion of demons.
On that day, because of Xu Wanying's death, I decided to go deep into the Eight Cold Hell to find her soul in addition to remorse.
In order to maintain order in Zhao Yier's former residence, I plan to let Lu Xuesong help me guard it.
I didn't expect him to knock me unconscious, and I went to hell alone.
My mood at that time was very unstable, and in addition to forcibly devouring Concubine Zhen before, I was also eager to purify all the negative emotions of Concubine Zhen in the future.
Therefore, under the influence of many factors, he was exploited by the demons.
The strength of the inner demon has a lot to do with the level of one's own mana.
In my situation at that time, there was only one way to defeat the demons in my heart, and that was to swing my sword and slash the love thread.
The people conjured up by the demons in my heart are the ones I care about the most.
Among them, there is friendship, love, and family affection.
These three feelings are inseparable for everyone.
As the old saying goes, there are clouds, and the cause is extinguished.
Only when I completely let go of these can I truly let go of my feelings and reach the state of detachment from myself.
Back then, Dao Yan once told me that if there is a demon in the heart, I must find out its source.
In other words, let me find out my weaknesses on my own.
But no one is perfect, and a person's weaknesses are not so easy to find.
Not to mention, the things that the demons conjured up were all the things that I longed for the most in my heart.
Even if I knew it was my weakness, I wouldn't want to admit it.
In the illusion, I met my father, who was a very kind person.
I have lacked family affection since I was a child, and I am even more estranged from my parents.
It can be said that the love of my parents is what I desire the most.
Before I realized the existence of demons, I had a very ridiculous idea in my head, and it was actually not bad to live like this.
The power of the demon does not lie in the fact that it can erode your mind.
The horror of it is that it can capture the people or things you care about the most anytime and anywhere, so as to conjure up unreal time and space and hypnotize you.
I admit that this demon that deceives me is indeed very powerful.
The scenes that I conjured up were the most concerned and inseparable in my heart.
But success is also Xiao He, defeat is also Xiao He, and the demon underestimates one thing.
Whatever I do, I don't give up halfway.
Friendship, love, and family affection can bind me, but this is based on the fact that I have no worries.
I mistakenly killed Xu Wanying first, and Lu Xuesong went to the Eight Cold Hell later.
In any case, I will find the soul of the former and the latter back.
Faced with the warm scene of a family, I was very confused and entangled at that time.
By chance, I remembered the meditation decision that Dao Yan taught me.
I simply closed my eyes, calmed my mind, and silently recited the meditation decision.
It seemed to know what I wanted to do, and while I was meditating, the demons tried to bewitch me again.
This time, it brought Xu Wanying and Lu Xuesong here.
But what it didn't know was that it was this act that completely made me discover its existence.
After realizing the existence of demons, my tangled heart was immediately relieved.
Looking at these people in front of me who were usually very concerned about me, I remembered what Dao Yan had said to me.
"If you want to overcome yourself, you must find your weaknesses and overcome them"
At that moment, I laughed.
Then, I casually picked up the fruit knife on the dining table and resolutely stabbed Feng Xuejiao's chest.
At the moment when the blood gushed out, a burning sensation began to come from the palm of my right hand.
With a burst of red light, the magic eye was revealed.
I turned a blind eye to the screams of the others, and the moment I pulled the fruit knife out of Feng Xuejiao's chest, the scene in front of me suddenly began to collapse.
The figures of Lu Xuesong and others were also shattered in an instant.
On the eve of the illusion's disappearance, I heard a strange voice.
"The devil is born from the heart, as long as you have seven emotions and six desires, I will appear again. This time, you were lucky, but next time, you won't be so lucky."
Hearing this, I shook my head and didn't say anything.
What do you do with an illusory thing, and one day, it does reappear, and maybe, I will thank it.
After slaying the demons in my heart, I returned to real space.
I didn't hesitate and immediately cast a spell and went to the Eight Cold Hells.
But what I didn't expect was that almost as soon as I entered hell, the Blood Rakshasa girl flashed out of thin air.
Before I could say anything, she waved her hand and forced me back into the sun.
My nose almost crooked for her move.
Of course I couldn't get used to her, and despite the rubbing, I went to hell again.
Same as last time, I just came in with my front foot when this flashed out of thin air again.
This time, I learned wisely, and when I saw her appear, I quickly spoke.
"Wait, don't do it yet, I'm coming to hell, I have something important, I'll leave when I'm done, and it won't affect any order"
"You came to hell, you are already affecting the order of the two realms, while I am not angry, hurry up, if you continue to be obsessed, be careful that I will kill you"
What made me feel black was that the Blood Rakshasa ignored my words and told me to get out of here.
"This place, if you invite me, I won't come. Between you and me, there are too many accounts to settle, but not today. The purpose of my coming to hell is to get Xu Wanying's soul, and by the way, call my brother back. As the Lord of Hades, you saw the Yin Soul making chaos in the yang world, and it was just a matter of not taking action to govern it, and now that innocent beings are dying, you still don't let me save it, in my heart, between the two of us, who is disturbing the order of the two worlds? ”
There was a burst of anger in my heart, but considering that I had to put the big picture first, I didn't turn against the Blood Rakshasa .
"Stains, it's really noble, this palace doesn't have time to talk to you, go back quickly, what you want to do, someone is already doing it, Zhao Yier's house is very important, and it must not be empty"
The Blood Rakshasa gave me a disdainful look, and his tone was still as cold as before.
In the end, another wave of the hand.
Pity my belly of dirty words, but in the end, I didn't scold, and I was thrown back to the yang world again.
After that, I never went to hell again, because I knew that I would be thrown out by her.
Don't look at what this girl said about selflessness, maybe she can't guarantee it, what kind of conspiracy is brewing.
For the next two months, I continued to be a master.
Although there are a lot of people and ghosts who come to ask for help, overall, there is no big trouble.
The neighbors around me all know that I am the "apprentice" of a madman
Therefore, they were all very polite to me.
Normally, if I have a spare egg, I will go out for a walk, occasionally sit under a big tree with my neighbors, play chess, play cards, or something.
Again, listen to the older generation tell stories. (To be continued)
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