Chapter 126 Life Counseling

Anna slept peacefully, Claude really couldn't sleep, his heart kept churning, he thought a lot, the first time he saw Anna when he was a child, until the disaster happened, all this picture appeared in his mind like a non-stop movie, the more this memory, the more he felt that it was not a way to go on like this. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Claude also couldn't understand what kind of mentality he had towards Anna, it was the relationship between brother and sister, but beyond the relationship between brother and sister, and the boundary between family affection and the love between men and women became more and more blurred and unclear.

When he was young, he felt that his sister was his baby, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that it was a puppy's general mentality. Later, as his body developed, there were some signs of love between men and women, and he did have some thoughts about the girls around him, which is a human nature, or rather, the nature of all male animals. Under this nature, his sister Anna, who is closest to him, has become the object of this fantasy, after all, the two of them have lived together since childhood, get along day and night and know each other, not to mention Anna's beauty and loveliness, all this seems natural and immoral.

It can't be said that children really don't understand anything, even if it is the influence of environment and culture, let Claude know that this kind of affection is not allowed. Curiosity about the opposite sex, and the bonds of family affection, the young mind made a choice, this choice seems a little absurd in front of adults, but it is indeed Claude's truest thought at that time: he began to deliberately alienate Anna.

He was 16 that year and Anna was 12 that year.

A child's mind is difficult for adults to understand, just as a boy who doesn't know how to express his affection will deliberately make a mistake in front of a girl, tease her long braids, pull her skirt, and bully her, just to get her attention. Claude was the same at that time, he alienated Anna, reprimanded her, secretly treated her badly, did not play with her, bullied her behind her back, looked at her helpless eyes, told her that he hated her, and told her to stay away from him.

How many times, when Anna cried incomprehensibly, he was not entangled in the silent night, saying that the boy did not know what it was like to be sorrowful, and Claude's heart had become complicated and sentimental at that time.

Watching Anna play with other boys, he panicked in his heart, and when he saw other boys deliberately provoking her, Claude would go up to teach them a lesson, even if he knew that it was a special expression of boys' love for girls, he would definitely take action, among the little playmates of the same age, everyone knew that Anna was Claude's reverse scale that could never be touched.

He knew that sooner or later, Anna would also find a boyfriend and become someone else's bride, but if he asked himself, Claude would also say that he would rather guard her and take care of her all his life, not let her suffer a little grievance, not let her suffer a little, not only because she is his sister, but also because she will always be the secret garden in his heart that cannot be touched and replaced.

However, no one can keep time, and Claude grows up, and reason and thinking begin to control his emotions, which he understands can only be a secret hidden deep in his heart, a taboo that can never be spoken. After all, it is his sister, and this title represents not only a family relationship, but also an ethical way, a kind of responsibility and responsibility.

This feeling was buried deep in his heart, so deep that he had forgotten it, and regarded it only as youth and ignorance, only as a ridiculous child's game.

Until this moment, until Claude touched Anna's heart with his soul, he suddenly realized that not only did he have this feeling, but it turned out that Anna also had this bond for him that transcended family affection. When, where, and with whom love happens is unpredictable. Almost everyone says that love is family affection in the end. If this is the case, how to distinguish between Qing's admiration for his brother or pity for his little sister and love? If love is taken as the standard, how many people suppress the "natural" relationship because they know what the brother and sister "should" be from the surrounding environment since childhood?

Eighteen-year-old is the youth of dreams, the sourness of green apples, the purity of gardenias, the ethereal clouds, the free and easy of the wind, Anna is exactly eighteen years old, it is the season of budding, for her, love is an indescribable attachment, a bitter and sweet tea. Love is the gentle blowing of the water across the beach, erasing the footprints, but bringing the shells. Love is the warm wind of spring, which blows away the cold winter and also evokes the stinging insects.

The girls of this season are pregnant, the girls of this season are pure, their love is not as full of sexual traces as adults, there is no responsibility and money like adults, this feeling is pure and sweet, but it is so heavy and bitter for Claude.

Knowing that there is no good result if it goes on like this, he knows that his sister's feelings for him have broken through the limit, but Claude just can't agree with it, and even he doesn't dare to agree with this, the shackles of morality trap him, and the ethics accumulated over the years crush him to death, fate gives Claude a good past, but it can't bring him the future he wants.

Even, the stronger Anna's feelings and the purer his love for him, the more he blames himself and feels guilty. Sometimes, he even felt that touching her with his own hands was a kind of defilement, even thinking about it was a blasphemy, and in his heart, his sister was a sacred faith, a goddess who could not be blasphemed.

If she weren't his sister, Claude would have accepted it with joy in his heart, but the truth is that he would never be able to bear this heavy love.

So, he had to find a way, and took a deep breath, he felt that it was time to come to a life consultation, to untie Anna's heart knot, and also to untie his own heart knot.

"Woo, you slept well, oh, brother, haven't you slept all the time, have you prepared breakfast for Nana?" Anna stretched, leaking out the girl's slender waist, and a lazy breath like a kitten came to her face.

"Pervert, did you do anything at night that shouldn't be, right? Why does it look weird today? The little devil Anna rubbed her eyes and looked curiously at her brother, whose eyes were bloodshot.

"Good Xiao Wang, you say, did my brother do anything bad at night?" The little angel rubbed the belly of the velociraptor , but his eyes were skimmed to Claude's side, a little face with a sleepy flush, and there was an indescribable emotion in his words.

Coughing lightly, Claude tried to speak, but the words came to his lips but couldn't say it, how to say this? Could it be that I know you like me, how can he say such words? After thinking about it, he decided to change his approach and remind Anna of the fact that the two brothers and sisters were siblings.

"Anna, I'm your brother, right?" Claude made up his mind, and when he spoke, he was startled, the voice was dry.

"Wow, okay I see, really." Anna seemed to have misunderstood something, took out the snacks that had been stored in the psionic space, handed them over, and said, "Brother, please use it slowly~~"

"Uh, thank you." Claude took the milk, and then said with difficulty: "Anna, you see, you are my sister, right?" ”

The two Annas picked up the food, looked at Claude blankly, reached out and touched his forehead, and then touched each other again, looking at each other with big eyes, shrugging their shoulders in surprise.

The little angel Anna strangely took out a small mirror, looked at it in front of her, and handed it to the little devil, who took out water and a towel, her eyes suddenly lit up, and she bent down respectfully and walked in front of Claude, pinched her throat and said in a greasy voice: "Brother, your sister has served you to wash your face." ”

"Thank you" Claude subconsciously took the towel and wiped it on his face, then he froze again, threw the towel away, looked at the little Lori in front of him seriously, and said again: "Anna, it's not right for us to do this." ”

"Haha, I'll just say, of course it's more appropriate for me to do this kind of thing!" The little angel happily took the towel and wiped it on Claude's face with water.

"Humph! Stinky slave, you're going to rebel! The little devil kicked away the velociraptor on the side, and looked at Claude with disdain as he squinted in enjoyment.

"Ahem, okay, thank you." Claude tilted his head back and ducked back, wanting to speak, but saw the little devil looking at him with disgust, and said a more serious question: "Hey, it stinks, we don't have much food now!" ”

"Really?" Claude was stunned, this is a matter of life and death, opened the psionic space, and sure enough, he found that the remaining food was only enough for a few people to eat for a week, that is, if they couldn't get out, several people would starve to death here.

"Let's go hunting, that kind of big bug is delicious, Xiao Wang said." The little angel tilted his head and said cutely.

"That's smart!" Claude touched her head and complimented her, and the latter's eyes immediately narrowed in enjoyment.

Looking at the two younger sisters who were washing and dressing, Claude patted his head again dejectedly, and he still couldn't say it, this kind of thing, maybe only he slowly controlled it, and if it went on like this, maybe it wasn't as bad as he imagined.

(This chapter with a mobile phone code, too strenuous, said it's really difficult, recently there is something to go to Kunming, two days and two nights of train, I am also drunk.) ）