Chapter 16 The most difficult thing to realize is lovesickness

Coming out of the operating room, Ma Senhua couldn't help but laugh wildly, he had never seen Sun Ling so upside down. He had already thought about it, and this was the way he could laugh at Sun Ling in the future.

Looking inside the operating room. Du Faran smiled, thinking that when he first met, Sun Ling's appearance of the walking dead was also because of that name, and also because of a girl, now Sun Ling is at most at a loss, except for Sun Ling at that time, everything is like a dead person.

How many years have passed, time has passed, and the situation has moved. However, apart from wearing a mask that was straightforward to the heart of everyone, Sun Ling still did not improve.

Today, the change is coming. Although the sky is still so dark, people still have to live after all, and they live better.

When Mason Hua stood in front of everyone again with panda eyes and several bruises, Rihar came over with a bone-setting wine very intimately.

"No, I'm sad. Did you betray me, when your master was beaten so cruelly? "Completely inch by inch buried his face in Rihar's arms. Mason Wah began to complain.

"If a beating can make the owner realize that he should not disturb other people's lives with noise, then I think it would be better to have more activities that are beneficial to the owner."

"Ah, are you so unconfident in your master's artistic cells?"

Rihar sighed, "Master, other people's singing is art, you sing, it's a biological weapon, in addition, please pay attention, you are a gentleman, not a pervert." ”

Saying that, Rihar's action of rubbing the medicinal wine was a little rougher, and Mason Hua screamed in pain and sat up straight, pretending not to see the water stain on Rihar's chest, and pretending to be a good baby.

At this time, Sun Ling had already been called to the balcony by Du Faran.

In the past, balconies could be used to dry clothes, put flowers and plants, or chat and watch the sun. The balcony used to be the exclusive domain of a certain type of husband, to show his "male style" who did not enter the house in his Chinese New Year's Eve.

But now, even the sun on the sky dome is not visible, and the balcony has been added with a layer of transparent material. From the balcony, all you can see is the clouds in the sky, and all kinds of huge buildings that have been abandoned, like the corpses of dead giant beasts, surrounded by various plants and plants on the original city. There is a sense of decadence.

The two moved two chairs, and the two middle-aged people looked at the dead old city and didn't know what to say. Du Faran handed over a cigarette. Sun Ling wanted to take it, but he remembered something, but he didn't stretch out his hand. "I quit smoking."

Du Faran's expression was speechless, "Mason Hua told me all the things you did outside. ”

Sun Ling swallowed a mouthful of saliva, his face was more embarrassed, his black and reddish face had a benefit, no matter how blushing others couldn't see it. Du Faran looked at Sun Ling, a smile bloomed on the face of the ice cube that had not moved for ten thousand years, and he stuffed the cigarette into Sun Ling's hand heavily, "Okay, I've known each other for more than ten years, don't be like this." ”

Two guys are spitting fog on the balcony. Looking at the fluttering smoke rings, Du Faran remembered the past, "Remember, when I first met you, you didn't smoke." ”

Sun Ling squinted, "From then on, you were a dead bear child who couldn't laugh, and you couldn't beat a fart with three sticks." He took another hard sip.

"But, you're more skilled at spitting smoke rings than anyone else."

Du Faran's half-ridiculous words made Sun Ling fight back without thinking, "You have been laughing more these days than in the past few years, and your facial paralysis has been cured?" Because of whom? ”

The two fell silent again.

Du Faran thought about it, and spoke first, "No matter what, this is a happy event. ”

Sun Ling opened his mouth, but he really couldn't say the words before, this was Du Faran in front of him, not Mei Senhua who didn't know the roots. And his earlier behavior has already said everything, what excuse can be used. Searching for dry intestines, he only said one sentence, "I don't want to hurt her." ”

"Is it harmful?" Du Faran was noncommittal, the two have been together for more than ten years, and they already understand each other without even saying too much.

"She's not a substitute, and I don't want to find someone to replace her, a 20-year-old girl, with me who hasn't lived for a few years, and ......" Looking at Du Faran's flat gaze, Sun Ling found that he didn't seem to need to say a lot of reasons for what he wanted to say, but in fact, he couldn't say it.

Flicking the ashes into the ashtray, Du Faran turned his gaze away to the sky.

"Actually, a lot of people here don't have many years to live, we've only been here for five years, and yet, not many patients can even step into our clinic for the second time. The fighters have to be removed. Ordinary civilians, there is basically no second time to come. ”

The cigarette was put to his mouth, but he didn't continue to smoke, "Even when we were talking, there were people who died, who might be eaten by wild beasts, who might have stumbled and fallen somewhere. Probably got killed in a fight. Or they may lie in bed and wait quietly to die. ”

The head was tilted towards Sun Ling. "A lot of people don't know when they're going to die, so they die in a daze, maybe just drinking water from the wild without noticing, and you at least know how long you'll live. It's already very happy. ”

Silent. After Du Faran inhaled, he continued, "This is a girl, this is a beautiful girl, and this is still a beautiful girl without any protection from anyone. In the past, she was supposed to go to the draft, no matter what she did, she would be posted on the Internet, called XX Shih Tzu, hyped, praised, dreamed of, and countless boys chasing him. ”

Looking at the silent Sun Ling, Du Faran shook his head lightly, "But these are gone, now there are beasts outside the city and beasts in the city who are chasing her, this is not an advertisement for urgent syrup, she was pounced on by the cheetah and only took a bottle of medicine and it was gone, they would tear her apart, swallow her in her stomach, and not even vomit the bones." ”

"But ......"

"There's nothing to do......," Du Faran shook his fingers, "Don't think that you or Lao Zhang can do everything, women are not a disaster, but don't expect you to have any long-term deterrent." No matter how you arrange it, people who know they are going to die will often do more than you expected. And the people here actually know this, and they will die at any time. It's better to have fun in time. ”

Sun Ling's head was already bruised, and Du Faran was still saying, "As for substitutes, living is already a luxury. As for what independence, freedom, dignity, love, these extravagant appendages do not belong to her. When you are selfishly trying to leave a pure heart space for a dead person, you are destroying the pillar of survival of a living person, and if you reject her words, she will definitely die. ”

"And," Du Faran seemed to be still pursuing, "you just lied to yourself after cheating physically, saying that you are still a virgin in spirit." ”

"You!" Sun Ling stood up, his hands clenched into fists, Du Faran looked at Sun Ling, his eyes showed pity, "Don't torture yourself, no Chen Yue would want to see you like this, they all love you." ”

"Is there a plurality of love?" Saying this, Sun Ling seemed to have lost all his physical strength. Slumped down in his seat.

"You can't save the people you love, and don't drive the people who love you to death." Du Faran also fell backwards and looked at the sky, "Senior brother, just treat you as mercy, and in the last few years, live a good life with Chen Yue." Do you think that if you create another sin before you die, you can make Chen Yue a little happier underground, or let yourself suffer less before you die? ”

Sun Ling was completely dumbfounded. Only Du Faran inhaled and exhaled heavily, making noise endlessly.

"At that time, you proposed to let Boss Qian take care of her, first, you don't want to be sorry for the living, second, you don't want to be sorry for the dead, third, you are also lying to yourself, you think that being like a mistress will also make her alienate you, give up on you, and even hate you, you can also face yourself calmly and lie to yourself that you are not in love with her."

Sun Ling smiled bitterly, leaving only a default to himself.

"Stop torturing yourself and enjoy life and love. She is still very weak, take an infusion for a day or two, clean up the wounds on her body, and when she is well, listen to her own choice, senior brother, you should also have a woman. ”

"What about you?" Sun Ling asked coldly.

"I, what's wrong with me?" Du Faran still looked at the ceiling with blank eyes.

"You say I should have a woman, but what about yourself?" Sun Ling asked about the more important position.

"Me, it's impossible, what can you do."

No matter how Sun Ling asked, how he provoked, how he scolded, Du Faran closed his eyes, and a dead pig was not afraid of boiling water and never answered again.

When Mason Hua was still eating tofu with bruises and dead skin, a guest came to the door.

Looking at Zhang Yunde, Mei Senhua was in a very unhappy mood, if he didn't come early or late, it was really not the right time to come.

Zhang Yunde was happy, "How's the situation?" ”

Mason Hua Yile, "Of course, Young Master Ben came out with a top trick and solved it." ”

Zhang Yunde arched his hand, "Good things and good things, when will you drink happy wine?" ”

"Forget about drinking wine, this year is not over, many people in the family have to do a lot of things. Just get it. ”

"What about my idea, so that I can do it."

Hearing Zhang Yunde ask, Mason Hua also smiled. "Before you can get your idea to play, this guy's fox tail has already been revealed, that six gods have no master, and the work is upside down. But in the end, it depends on our unparalleled acting skills. ”

Zhang Yunde didn't fight with him either, "I've already cleaned up the money over there, and I won't make trouble for anyone." ”

Speaking of money, Ma Senhua's eyebrows stood up, "Forget about this thing, it's still an eyesore to keep." ”

Zhang Yunde shook his head, "No, it's not worth it." In short, I have my own arrangements. ”