Chapter Thirty-Four: Extravagant Love
Just when Zuo Jiamu was coughing very uncomfortable, his son said to him, "Dad, let's smoke less, it's not good for your health!" ”
Zuo Jiamu suddenly held his breath and stopped coughing, his whole body tightened suddenly, he heard it right! The son actually spoke to him, and he said something that cared about him, could it be that he was dreaming? He quietly put a hand on his thigh, and then pinched it hard, and then he felt very painful, this is really not a dream, his son is not only back, but also behaved, and cares about him, the son obediently watched him eat, the son obediently said to let him smoke less, and said that this is not good for the body, probably he is really overexcited! He snuffed out the cigarette and threw it on the table, then got up from the stool without raising his head, and then rushed out of the dining room, he walked through the hall, straight up to the second floor, then walked into his study, and slammed the door shut! He was too excited to disguise himself in front of them, he could only allow himself to flee quickly, he ran into the study, he came to his desk, supported his body with his hands, and then couldn't help but sob.
When the son was alive, they didn't communicate well, but the son died, although the son's soul appeared in front of him twice, but he didn't know how to talk to him at all, since he read what his son said in QQ, his heart has been trembling, because he knows that in his son's heart, his father will only look down on him and only quarrel with him, so he is afraid, he is afraid that as soon as he speaks, his son will turn away, and he is afraid that as soon as he speaks, his son will disappear in front of his eyes as before.
Therefore, he was so scared, he was so afraid that he couldn't let himself express any of his emotions in front of his son, so even if he wanted to hug his son, even if he wanted to say to his son, Clear Sky, Dad really misses you, he still didn't dare!
Two days, since the night of the wedding, his son was injured by the Taoist priest, his heart was uneasy, in the middle of the night he ran to his son's cemetery, he shouted there for half a night, but did not wait for a response, and then he was very disappointed, he was even desperate, because he knew that his son was a ghost, and the sword in the hand of the Taoist priest was his nemesis, his heart was extremely distressed, he thought, his son may really disappear!
So he hated the Taoist priest so much that he found some more people and beat the Taoist priest without saying anything, and then he told the Taoist priest that as long as he dared to eat in this business, he would let him disappear forever.
Just this morning, he and his wife Su Tong quarreled again, she kept complaining about him, he didn't save their son, he didn't want to save it, he also asked someone, but the peach wood sword, an arrow pierced the heart, what else could he say!
So he said some cruel things to his wife, and then left angrily. He didn't go to the company, because he was really not in the mood to take care of the business, and he went to his son's grave, and he sat in his son's grave all morning! Although he didn't say a word, sitting quietly like this, quietly accompanying his son, is also a luxury in his heart!
So, just as he walked into the house full of loss, the servant told him that his wife was eating in the dining room, and when he walked in, he was completely stunned by the appearance of his son, and he actually thought to himself, "Did I stay in front of his grave for a morning, and he was annoyed by me, so he ran back, so he didn't dare to speak, he just let himself hold back, and then ate hard."
He propped his hands on the desk and sobbed for a while, then he started laughing again, laughing until he was tired, he slowly stopped, and after a while, he wiped the tears from his face with his hands, and walked out of the study!
Cheng Sinian endured the discomfort in her heart, and persevered in the crematorium for a day, because she was so tired, she didn't sleep all night, and worked in the studio for another day, waited for her to get off the bus, ate something on the side of the road, and when she got home, she hurriedly took a shower and lay on the bed, originally she thought she would fall asleep soon, but when she was really lying on the bed, she couldn't sleep!
Her mind was full of him, and her thoughts were full of him lying on her bed, so she had insomnia again, her insomnia made her cry uncontrollably in bed, it turned out that the love she had been looking forward to for a long time was not as sweet as she imagined, and her love was a tragedy that could not end after all!
She cried for a long, long time, until she didn't have the strength to cry, and then she slowly quieted down, and then she didn't know how to fall asleep!
She persisted for 3 days in a row.
On the third day, she was also busy in the crematorium for a day, although in their studio, there was no more lifelessness in the past, although in their studio, there were 3 lovely female students, talking and laughing there, but her heart was still very lonely, and her laughter was fake, so fake that she began to laugh at herself from the heart, Cheng Sinian, you actually learned to act.
She walked out of the crematorium door, and just as she was about to walk to the intersection to get on the bus, a white SUV suddenly crossed in front of her, blocking her way, and she was startled.
Her first reaction was that she had met a bad person, she was scared, and she turned around and wanted to return to the direction of the crematorium, just as she turned around, the person in the car rolled down the window glass, and then said to her, "Hey! Cheng miss! ”
Cheng Sinian was completely shocked by this voice, she quickly turned around and saw Zuo Qingtian in the car, although Zuo Qingkong was wearing black sunglasses, she recognized him at a glance, this was the first time she saw him during the day, and then she was stunned for a moment, just as she was about to ask him!
Zuo Qingtian continued, "Get in the car!" ”
Cheng Sinian was a little overwhelmed, this car looks valuable! She had never been in such a car, and the person in the car made her heart tremble, so she hesitated!
Seeing that she still didn't react, Zuo Qingkong couldn't help but feel a little confused, was she angry? It turns out that she is still angry!
Zuo Qingkong didn't think much about it, but walked directly out of the car, he turned to Cheng Sinian, then opened the co-pilot's door, and then said to Cheng Sinian very politely, "Get in the car!" ”
Cheng Sinian still didn't react, let alone speak, a sense of inferiority suddenly rose in her heart, this inferiority complex made her whole person sluggish, she couldn't hear what Zuo Qingkong said at all, her heart told her that she was an ugly duckling, she thought she had found someone she liked, she thought she could get the love she dreamed of, he ran away from her pain, but when this person stood in front of her again, she suddenly found that her heart was even more painful, she wanted to have no education, she wanted to have no appearance, she wanted a family without a family, To work yourself but in the crematorium, and in front of this person! He looks good, and he seems to have a good family, so the job must be no worse!
Thinking of this, her heart was completely desperate, it turned out that she was dreaming all these days, and this dream made her feel disgusting, Cheng Sinian, what kind of thing are you, you still expect such a man to like you?
Thinking of this, she no longer had the courage to stand in front of this person, so she held back the tears in her eyes, endured the discomfort in her heart, turned around and walked back!