Chapter 121: The Core (5)
How long has it been, Xu Ming buried the painful memory that made him, the two similar figures, deep in his heart, not forgotten, but unwilling to recall it again.
At this moment, in order to break through the sea of flowers on the other side, Xu Ming turned out this unforgettable memory again, and for a while, Xu Ming's heart felt like he had knocked over the five-flavor bottle, and all kinds of flavors came to his heart.
Despite the blessing of meditation, although Xu Ming tried very hard to restrain himself, at this moment, nothing could stop the longing and remorse in his heart.
If someone is in front of Xu Ming at this moment, you can see two lines of tears flowing from the corners of Xu Ming's eyes, that kind of experience is something that ordinary people can't experience.
Who can experience the feeling of burying a person who loves himself and loves him equally?! I am afraid that the only one who can understand is myself.
"Alas...!"
With a sigh, Xu Ming's original posture of sitting cross-legged on the ground instantly turned into a kneeling ground with his hands on the ground. Tears, falling silently, slapped on the fallen leaves on the ground, like the sound of rain falling on it, sad and miserable.
The saddest level is the love pass, no matter how heroic and beautiful you are, as long as you still have love, there will always be someone who will live in your heart forever, and can never be erased, even if he/she is gone, it is still irreplaceable by others.
Just like Xu Ming now, with his strength in this world with big fists, it is not easy for him to want a woman? But since that person left, since that day, no one has been able to enter his heart, and he who originally loved to laugh is like a different person, cold all day long.
Originally, according to this situation, Xu Ming had to wait a while longer before he could try to break into the sea of flowers on the other side, but when the accumulated emotions erupted, Xu Ming, who was originally cautious, lost his senses.
Crying silently for a while, the muscles on Xu Ming's face shook slightly, the tears disappeared, and he got up slowly, Xu Ming stared at the sea of flowers on the other side for a while, no longer hesitated, raised his legs and walked towards the sea of flowers on the other side.
"I just want to see you again, I just want to see you again!"
Xu Ming roared angrily in his heart, it turned out that Xu Ming's idea was to use the ability of this sea of flowers on the other side to let him meet the person who had been thinking about it again, even if he knew that it was illusory, even if he knew that it was very dangerous, and even a carelessness would make him completely sink here and become the fertilizer of this sea of flowers on the other side.
Even though he knew that the danger was magnified, even if he knew that he was impulsive to do so, Xu Ming still rushed in without hesitation, just because of the person who had been thinking about it for a long time, just because the memories that were evoked made him want to see that person again.
Sometimes love can make people very great, and even in the eyes of some people, their other half is like their own sky, but sometimes love can also make a person stupid, even stupid, but the taste of love still attracts countless people to go forward, because the taste of love and being loved makes them happy.
At the moment when Xu Ming rushed into the sea of flowers on the other side, Xu Ming's lips could be seen trembling slightly, as if he was saying something, if someone put their ears to Xu Ming's mouth, they would hear what Xu Ming said.
"Yezi, I've come to see you!"
The word love is really the most difficult to understand, and people who have not experienced this taste will not understand it, and even they will laugh at those who are deeply involved in love, because some things are stupid in their eyes! But how do they know all kinds of tastes!
Without hesitation, like a moth to a fire, although he knew that the fire would ignite himself, he still rushed firmly into the fire.
Of course, this is an inappropriate metaphor, but it is very apt, and those who are deeply involved in love are like moths to the flames, making people look tragic and desolate.
Xu Ming knew that he had been targeted by the flowers on the other side the moment he had just entered the sea of flowers on the other side, and he could even feel that strange and pervasive power was invading his mind. But Xu Ming didn't resist too much, and even had a feeling of not doing it, I work with you, well, that's the feeling!
Sure enough, without Xu Ming's independent resistance, he couldn't deal with the invasion from the sea of flowers on the other side with his subconscious resistance alone, and the defense line in Xu Ming's mind was quickly broken by the flowers on the other side, and when Xu Ming lost the last trace of sobriety, Xu Ming could clearly feel the trembling of the flowers around him, which seemed to be an emotion called "excitement".
"I'm coming!" This was Xu Ming's last trace of consciousness before he lost his sobriety.
At the moment when the defense line was broken through, Xu Ming even had a hint of happiness and expectation, was it because there was a great possibility of meeting that person? Xu Ming couldn't tell.
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A white space, empty, except for the monotonous white is monotonous white, not even a little bit of other colors, except for a person, a person who looks like he has been walking for a long, long time, the feeling of exhaustion and loneliness emanates from him, and people can't help but worry about him.
"Ahem... Bastard! How long do you ****** want me to go! Why? Why is this the case?!! Bastard! Get the hell out of here! The man walked for a long time, and at last he stopped his steps, and looked up and roared.
This person is naturally Xu Ming who has fallen into an illusion!
There is no expected person, no troubles, no flaws in the heart, not even nothing, except for the dazzling white that catches the eye.
Xu Ming doesn't know how long he has been gone, he doesn't know how long the outside world has passed now, and he doesn't know if his body is dead now, in short, he has been walking like this, without hunger, except that he is a little tired from the long and non-stop rush.
At the beginning, Xu Ming still felt that this white monotonous space was just an obstacle, maybe he could see what he wanted to see when he walked over.
But after such a long time, in addition to white, it is white everywhere you look, if it weren't for Xu Ming who could also look at the color of the clothes on his body, maybe Xu Ming would have gone crazy now.
White, endless white, finally Xu Ming couldn't go any further, roaring and scolding at the sky, but no one paid attention to him, let him shout until he sat on the ground weakly, and still no one or a creature appeared.
Tired of shouting and scolding, Xu Ming sat on the ground dejectedly, knowing that he shouldn't be so impulsive, and now he is like a fish to be slaughtered.
Of course, this is definitely not an unsolvable situation, there must be a way to break the situation, but Xu Ming didn't think of it yet, and an impulsive move put himself in danger.
But Xu Ming didn't regret it, because it was that person who made this decision, even if he died because of this, Xu Ming wouldn't regret it, but he would regret that he couldn't see her.
Sitting on the ground dejectedly, Xu Mingcai muttered to himself in a low voice for a while: "No, I can't give up, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, I can't give up, otherwise I'm sorry for her!" ”
In the end, Xu Ming's eyes were extremely firm, and when he raised his head, Xu Ming got up again and walked forward, even if this road never ends, but who knows that hope will not be ahead? Giving up is the least responsible choice!
PS: This chapter is probably the most uncomfortable chapter written by Bubble, not because of how difficult it is to write, but because of that emotion.