Chapter 20: Inexplicable Emotional Conflicts
Lu Xuefeng stood far away at the other end of the dance floor, staring at me with cold eyes. That kind of coldness is not the coldness that he usually carries on his body to reject people thousands of miles away, but the loneliness that seems to be abandoned and abandoned.
Those obsidian-like pupils were still gloomy as before, but there seemed to be a little puzzle hidden in the deepest part. His shoulders seemed to tremble slightly, and he sometimes took several deep breaths.
What's going on?
Not like him, not at all like the one I knew. He's supposed to be the most comfortable guy on the dance floor, isn't he? Shouldn't he dance passionately with that beautiful red rose? Why is he looking at me at this time, and is he looking at me at all.
I was a little confused, but I couldn't escape his gaze. Yu Guanghu scanned the surroundings suspiciously, everyone was talking enthusiastically, not noticing the change between me and him. It was as if everything here except me and him was still, leaving me and him alone.
In the end, we seemed to be in silence and engaged in a battle of patience, and if he didn't move, I would not move and we would each be there. His eyes looked at each other without hesitation.
To be honest, I couldn't read anything from his eyes, but I don't think he could read what I was thinking at all.
Because my mind is completely blank at the moment.
Gradually, the things in his eyes became clearer, hesitation, blame, and complaining, and then turned into a little bit of loss, and finally condensed into some indifferent disappointment.
At this time, the red rose that had danced with him before appeared behind him, and a slender crystal wine glass was handed to Lu Xuefeng along the hand with the bright red gloves.
Sure enough, he was just looking at the scenery in front of him? Not looking at me......
I glanced away, avoiding his gaze.
What am I doing here right now? The most important thing is to go back early to rest and make time to track down the seaweed. With a hurried turn of my high heels, I picked up my flowing skirt and ran out of the hall without looking back.
"Brother Lu...... Alas! How to ......" Behind him, Red Rose's voice revealed surprise and surprise.
As for what happened, I didn't bother to look back even if I was curious.
……
I just ran out with all my might, passed through the door of the Maple Leaf Hotel, turned left and continued to run towards the street.
"Ying'er! Stop it! Behind him, Lu Xuefeng's voice caught up.
'Why should he chase after me, even if I long for him to catch up?' I've got the information I want, what's wrong with going back and resting! Inexplicable complaints and contradictions arise spontaneously in my heart, what am I complaining about him? Am I mad at him?
I know he has a wife, he just wants to have fun, doesn't he?
I didn't stop, and the unhappiness that kept growing in my heart took me faster and faster. But strange things happened, and the surrounding green belt deepened in color as I ran, slowly changing from the original emerald green to dark green, dark green, and finally to endless darkness.
But where can I pay attention to this, a light in front of me guides me to break through, I have no time to stop any longer, only to rush towards the light.
As soon as I brushed the beam, I saw an empty modern ghost town, with ruined walls, collapsed buildings, broken reinforced concrete, and rag dolls abandoned and torn by the side of the wide street.
Where is it...... How did I get here......
I was faced with the strangeness of all this, and I tried to turn back. But behind him is still this empty modern ghost town, or ruined walls, or collapsed buildings, or broken reinforced concrete, or abandoned rag dolls torn by the side of the spacious street.
Wait, why do I have to say it or?!
I hurriedly wandered around the street, there were exactly the same scenes everywhere, I seemed to have stumbled into some otherworldly space, where countless mirrors were stacked and overlapped, and I was constantly shuttling through this mirror.
I walked anxiously towards the end of the street, trying to find the edge of this endless loop. But no matter how I walked, I still saw these ruined walls, collapsed buildings, broken reinforced concrete, and rag dolls abandoned and torn by the side of the wide streets.
Beads of sweat appeared on my forehead, and I began to feel a little claustrophobic.
What should I do, what kind of illusion did I stray, how to get out! One is called heaven, and heaven should not; Calling the ground, the helplessness of the earth swelled up in my heart.
'Didn't he chase me after me?' Will he come and take me out? ’
'No, he has such a beautiful bouquet of red roses, he won't come......' I leaned against the wall and breathed carefully, for fear that even the air in this confined space would be exhausted because of me.
It was at this moment that the humming sound came closer and closer from behind me in my direction, like the sound of an engine.
Is it a car?
Maybe there is salvation!
For a moment, I was overjoyed with the rebirth of a Jedi. I hurriedly retreated to the side of the road, quietly waiting for the source of the sound to arrive.
It is an ordinary red taxi, although it is a little old, but it is similar to the old taxis you see on the street. The taxi sign on the roof of the car has a yellowish glow, which is a bit out of place with the empty sign inside.
'Great, and others! ’
The taxi stopped in front of me as if it had made an appointment, as if it had come to pick me up. At this time, I only picked up a big bargain for myself, and I didn't think about the inexplicability at all, but I just wanted to escape from this place as soon as possible. So he didn't look at the driver's seat a few more times, and hurriedly stuffed himself into the back seat.
"Master, please send me to the Eton Apartment on the East Ring Road."
The taxi, as soon as I closed the door, was started and sped up to speed. My heart couldn't help but rise and fall slightly, and I began to worry a little as I looked at the street scene flying by outside the window.
What if this master also strayed into a hallucination? Or does he want to go to the end of what I just did, until he breaks through the illusion?
Two loud thuds snatched me back from my contemplation, and the smashed stone shards came in through the gap in the window. It spilled all over me.
Just when I was willing to take a closer look at what was happening in front of me, the scene in front of me couldn't help but surprise me, where is this driving, it is clearly suicide!
The speeding taxi, unaware of the moment, had driven into the ruins and crashed straight into the dirt and concrete walls blocking the front of the car, as if trying to open a new road. The violent impact caused the entire car body to shake violently, as if the whole car was about to fall apart.
"Master, you slow down. Such a rampage...... Ah! I nervously tried to stop the frantic driver from stepping on the gas, but I didn't want to give me a chance to finish my sentence when the car slammed into a huge wall.
The engine swooped off, and as the temperature in the entire car cooled down rapidly, the surroundings finally quieted down.
I calmed my hanging heart in the air, and watched the driver twist the key under the steering wheel as if he were crazy, and it was not hard to imagine the driver's face twisted in fear now, and I clutched the hem of my skirt, constantly suggesting that I should not peep into the rearview mirror.
The engine was restarted, and I tried to escape from this small space that was even more terrifying than this ruined city.
Cluck...... Cluck...... Gurg......
A strange laugh suddenly came out of the driver's seat, and I raised my head violently, and I was greeted by a ** corpse smell.
The severed head from the middle of the throat slumped against the backrest of the front seat, bones and rough muscle fibers pulling out tiny porous plates like shallots, and worms as slender as earthworms were weaving through the pores of the bald hair on the back of the head.
It's really not terrible to have a severed head, but what is terrible is that these dense wormholes make me goosebumps fall to the ground with dense phobia.
It's a ghost driver! How could I suddenly stumble into this place by mistake!
"Miss, where are you going?" Slowly, his face that was pressed against the saddle twisted one by one, making a sound of fractures.
Maybe it's because I've seen a lot of strange things lately, and it's no longer strange to see such ghosts. I watched the ghost driver's head smirk at me. sighed, fortunately, the face was still intact.
It's just that the teeth that rattle against the mouth have already been eaten by the worms. Fat insects came and went in and out of the blood-red tooth base, and from a distance it looked like a smile was shaking muscles. It's just that the only thing that makes me a little uncomfortable is the thick dark red dirt between the teeth, which really adds a strange sour smell to the otherwise rancid air.
It's sour, it's delicious!