At this moment, the immortal qi in my body began to expand rapidly, and soon it exceeded the limit of the Demon Sea that I had come to cultivate before, and began to impact towards a higher top, every edge of life and death means a breakthrough, the so-called breaking and then standing, the world is invincible is not unreasonable.

Feeling the breath of Nie Xiaoyue in the courtyard outside, I also pursed my mouth and laughed, just wanted to stand up, I suddenly felt that my heart began to be impetuous, it was an inexplicable and wonderful impetuousness, it seemed that there was a heart fire emerging from the depths of my heart, it was an extremely anxious flame, so anxious that I couldn't control it.

Patches of blood red began to appear in my mind, the exhilarating pleasure of killing in the Shushan Cave Mansion. The earth, the fairy world, the sense of collapse that is the enemy of the world, the kind of betrayal and exclusion by others. The feeling of being expelled, the grief of losing a loved one, and the negative emotions came up one after another.

"Sixty-Nine Heavenly Tribulation!" That's when I suddenly realized this.

Little Buddha said that the Sixty-Nine Heavenly Tribulation is a yin fire, which is very similar to my current situation. I took a deep breath, and at this time, Nie Xiaoyue also came to the door of my room and said, "Brother Jiang Liu, are you awake?" ”

"Don't come in!" I took a deep breath, forcibly suppressed the irrationality in my heart, and said with the last shred of clear consciousness, "Don't come in! ”

"What's wrong with you?" Sensing that something was wrong with my voice, Nie Xiaoyue also panicked at this time and said loudly.

"Leave me alone, don't come in." After I finished speaking, I directly sealed my power, I was afraid that after I lost my consciousness, I would do something irreparable, and after sealing, my consciousness was also instantly engulfed.

Time turned back, Jiangji Village, I looked helplessly at the group of villagers who had to be rescued the day before, thinking they were relatives.

They were holding hoes, kitchen knives, and sickles in their hands, staring at me with fear, jealousy, and ...... in their eyes

Thick killing intent!

They want to kill me!

Why, why! Why do you do this to me when I want to save you?

My eyes turned red, and I stared at the man in front of me who seemed to me as if he were vicious.

This is the scar hidden in the deepest part of my heart, and I thought it would heal over time. But at this moment, the moment the scar was reopened, I knew that some things, pain, that is, real pain, are not something I thought I could forget, I could forget.

There are some things that I can't mind in my life.

This is my heart disease, and there is no way to get rid of it.

In this moment. If there was a mirror in front of me at this time, even I would find that the whites of my eyes in the mirror began to be filled with a black gas.

I stared at the men and gritted my teeth.

"Why, why did you do this to me!"

"Even if you killed my parents because of a misunderstanding, tell me, maybe I can forgive you."

"But why do you want to eat my parents and give me their broth!"

"Why, why!"

My emotions began to completely lose control, I looked at those people, and the killing intent in my eyes began to spread, boiling, as if water that had been silent for a long time, in this moment, it was completely boiling, expanding, and gushing.

I clenched my fists, "Why, what the hell am I doing wrong!" ”

This time, I didn't have Jiang Xiaoshi in my mind, and I felt like I was back in that summer many years ago. I was powerless, and without the stimulation of Jiang Xiaoshi, I chose to feel sorry for myself.

I chose to blame myself.

I......

Overwhelmed by the crowd and watching as weapons slammed down on me, devouring my life, I began to ......

Confusion.

I was devastated.

The picture also collapsed, not giving me any respite at all, and I returned to the top of Tiger Peak.

That Zhang family hall.

I knelt on the ground, and in front of me was my uncle.

That, I think, is my own home. I fight for it, dedicate myself to it, and work hard for it!

And this person is the master of this family!

But when he looked at me, his gaze was so cold.

Days of torment. At this moment, completely collapsed, I raised my head and looked at Uncle Yuyang in a daze, "Why." Why did you abandon me like a chess piece? ”

Uncle Yuyang looked at me and didn't speak, the coldness in his eyes seemed to be stubborn ice.

He just looked at me as if he were looking at a stranger.

I started to get nervous.

"For the sake of the Zhang family, is it okay for you to die?" At this moment, a figure appeared beside me.

He reached out and pressed his hand on my shoulder, and I turned my head to see my beloved Chief Brother.

At this time, I can't tell that this is an illusion at all, as if Zhuang Zhou dreamed of butterflies, at this moment, I don't know if I really exist in that place, that time. It still starts with that time split, and what follows is not my imagination.

I foraged for food in the fire of my heart.

For the sake of the Zhang family, am I going to die?

My pupils began to drift and my gaze began to fog.

Yes, death is for me. It seems that the best relief is this.

"Didn't you say that you could die for the Zhang family? Then, this time, you will die for the Zhang family. Uncle Yuyang's voice slowly sounded.

I froze in place, "I can die for the Zhang family." ”

"But what is it?"

"What is this? Give up on me? ”

"I can stand and die for the Zhang family. But you can't die on your knees like this! ”

"Aren't you my family?"

"Why, why can't you say even a good word for me?"

"One sentence, even if it's just one sentence!"

But no, my eyes were full of pleading, as if I was a beggar, I was praying for the love of others, at this moment, even if there was one person, as long as one person came out to speak for me, let me feel the warmth of home.

I could die.

But. No.

It makes me feel like a lump of garbage, a mass of garbage that has been used up, and now that the garbage can be recycled, they naturally like to hear about it.

This moment. I felt that I was the only one who thought it was my home.

They, all of them don't feel like I'm their family.

I'm just an outsider.

An outsider who can be abandoned at any time!

Why, why, why, why!

My eyes began to completely crumble, "What the hell am I doing wrong!" What the hell have I done wrong, you are going to do this to me! ”

"Ahh I started screaming in a heart-rending voice.

"It's so painful to live, why do you still want to live, you say that you are for the common people of the world, but have you thought about it for the common people of the world?"

"Everything is just your own imagination, you think you are noble, you think you have done a lot."

"But actually, even if you go to the end. It's just you who moves! ”

"Who would take you seriously!"

In the Little Immortal Realm, Shushan Sword Palace, I looked at the aggressive head of the Ao family in front of me, speechless.

The whole thing was denied, and all the hard work completely collapsed at this moment.

At this moment, I felt fatally alone.

And it was at this moment that there seemed to be a breeze blowing, I can't tell what kind of breeze it was, I could only feel it, it was very gentle.

Very gentle.

With the softness of spring and the energy of the recovery of all things, it seems to carry the scorching heat of summer, which makes people warm and cool......

In front of my eyes, a delicate face appeared, three thousand white hairs scattered over my shoulders, and the depths of my cold eyes were filled with endless tenderness.

"You're going to abandon all this, can't you help but hurt?"

I looked at her blankly, "I don't know, I don't know, I don't know what to do, I'm afraid of betrayal, I don't want to try this loneliness anymore!" ”

"But, have you ever thought about it......" the voice sounded again.

"Even if people all over the world betray you, they will encourage you."

"It's not ......"

"And me?"