Section 3 Jelly Man
When I woke up, it was already the middle of the night, it was pitch black, and there was a faint moonlight outside the window. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info only felt cold on his forehead, covered with cold sweat, covered with a thick quilt, and felt cold, the night in August should not be like this.
"Are you awake? A small voice came from the direction of my forehead, but I didn't see anyone.
"Ahh Unable to stand the fear suppressed in his heart any longer, he sat up at once, and then something seemed to fly out of his forehead. Immediately the refreshing feeling disappeared, the heat seemed to pour into my body, I pushed the quilt away, it was too hot!
"Brother, brother, are you okay?" A small voice ran across the street, and I suddenly realized what had just been on my forehead.
"Little green man, are you alright?" I asked in that direction with a weak heart, I couldn't see such a small figure in the dark, could I still have a voice to answer after falling so far away?
"We have names!" After a while, a voice suddenly came out of my ear and startled me.
"What about you? What's your name? I asked, in the midst of this darkness, not sure where they would come from.
"My name is 1211, and my sister's name is 2439," the little green man named 1211 said, and sure enough, the guy's voice came from the desk again. But I noticed that as soon as he got close to me, the air around me cooled. When I turned on the light, I saw that they had set up a home on their desks, and they had built a makeshift tent out of a few books, and dragged my wool bear into it as their mattress. It just so happened that there was a zipper behind the bear, and inside was a small pocket for change, and all the change was taken out by them and placed on the table, and it is estimated that the pocket is now their territory, what kind of creature is this, and they really don't treat themselves as outsiders when they go to a strange place.
"Your names are really special, who got your name from you, it's really simple and rude." I looked at the finished library and said with a smile.
"I could tell the mockery in your tone." 1211 came out and said with a little anger, I knew they weren't asleep.
"Absolutely not, you misunderstood!" I said seriously, and then asked with great interest, "And what is the name of your youngest brother or sister?" “
"I really don't know this question, the youngest sister I know is her, and I haven't seen anything else." He thought and said earnestly. On the contrary, I, the person who wanted to laugh at him, was a little embarrassed to see him so serious.
"Get down to business! I'm ...... now Go back in time? "I suddenly remembered this question, so I had to confirm with them to see if my guess was correct. I jumped from a deep stream...... Wrong! It was like someone pushed me down, and then I appeared in the fish pond behind my old house, and was rescued by my father. It makes sense that I couldn't have been there, and my parents seem to have gotten a lot younger, so I guess I jumped in and didn't know why I went back many years ago.
"It seems to be so." 1211 answers.
"So, I'm not dead, then at this time, it should be after my high school entrance examination, if I remember correctly. After all, the first time I fell into the water, the feeling was still not so easy to forget. That is to say, Xiaoyi at this time should also be alive and well! This time we can do it all over again, I am no longer so willful, thank God for giving me another chance! I cried out excitedly, clasped my hands together, and bowed everywhere.
"However, many times, fate has been arranged by God for a long time, and what happened last time, according to people's personality and living habits, there is a 98% chance that it will happen." 1211 said.
It was as if someone had poured a basin of ice water from head to toe and instantly froze there.
"Try one more thing!" I looked at him resentfully.
"There are too many such cases, and many people think that going back to the past can change the fate of their lives and live a better life than before. Unless he's already succeeded, he's found the trick to success. Ordinary people, even if they go back to the past, will be trapped in the surrounding environment because of the inherent temperament they have formed, and they don't know how to do it and how to break through. Such a person is at most a little better than the one he lived before. It's like I've studied once before I read a book, and my grades are definitely a little better than before......" 1211 kept babbling and kept saying.
"Shut up! Show me, I'll be able to do it. Maybe some of the little tempers in the relationship can't be changed. But......" I said with a deep breath and determination, "I can let this relationship not start, and I will live alone for the rest of my life, doing what I have always wanted to do." “
"What do you want to do?" 1211 asked.
"Correct what you regretted not doing, or what you regretted doing." I said.
"For example?" 1211 said impatiently.
"I regret that I have made my eyes short-sighted, I regret that I have been arguing with my mother, I regret that I didn't learn some self-defense skills to strengthen myself, and I won't be so timid when I encounter things. I regret not studying hard, I regret that I made myself so fat in my junior year, I regret that I sometimes pick the door so hard, and I don't want to do a lot of embarrassing things when I borrow money from others for fear that others won't pay it back. "I've made a lot of lists in one go, but thinking about what is happening now, maybe I'd still do it.
"From you, I can see that your mentality is only at your current age, how old were you before? After graduating from college, you should be in your twenties, but your mentality is not more mature than what you are now. Tut-tut...... You're right to do it again, see if you can mature this time. 1211 shook his head, and said in a tone of an adult, seemingly helpless, dismissive of the vast array of things I had listed.
"Wait for you, I'll do it!" I was unconvinced and said, "But tomorrow I must go to see if Xiaoyi is okay, I must confirm." “
"Look, look, I'll know." 1211 shook his head, like a wise man who saw through everything, and the arrogance of "knowing that this was happening" when what he had deduced was happening step by step according to the inferred situation.
"I won't...... I just took a sneak peek, and I was relieved to see that he was okay. “
"You won't be anything, will you?" 1211 glanced at me, then slipped into the stack of books, ignoring me. What kind of attitude is this! Living in my house, you dare to use such an attitude towards me! I picked up the apples on the bedside table and wanted to smash them, but I hadn't eaten or drunk since the afternoon, and I was really hungry. When I took a bite, it was empty, was the apple rotten? When I spit out the peel of the apple in my mouth, it didn't look rotten, but when I turned the apple around, it turned out that there was a hole in the back, and the meat inside had been eaten, and there was still about two millimeters thick apple peel and kernel, which looked like a whole apple from the outside. This precision! It's not something that ordinary bugs can do, except for the two green bugs who are sleeping soundly and have the same jelly body!
"Damn!" They ridiculed them, the apple was eaten, and then I saw that there was a whole banana next to it, this can't be hollowed out! When he reached out and touched it, the banana immediately softened completely, leaving only a whole skin.
Helplessly, he looked at the two greedy green mice sleeping soundly in the stack of books, and could only survive hunger in the middle of the night.
"What to do, what to do? I hate this job! I don't want to do it! Don't like it, don't like it! "There were a lot of phone numbers and a lot of things in front of me, and I cried and looked at Xiaoyi.
"Then you go home, you don't have to work, I'll support you!" He said.
"Don't go home, don't go home! Isn't that a waste when you go home and stay! I yelled.
"So what do you really want to do, what kind of life do you want to live?" He looked at me, and then slowly moved away, slowly getting farther and farther away from me, no matter how I grabbed it, I couldn't catch it, and then I cried alone, this kind of fear that has just come out of social psychology, and the total denial of myself when I encounter setbacks, I am too fragile, too useless, because of this, I have lost Xiaoyi.
"Xiao Jin, Xiao Jin, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying so much? “
When I woke up, I found my parents looking at me nervously, it turned out to be a dream, a dream that I had to have every night before I came back here. I hesitated for too long, that's why I tortured day and night, and lost weight every night, just strange that man is born a kind of animal afraid of death, in fact, death is simply a shortcut to solve all problems.
"Dad, Mom, am I the most useless person?" I threw myself into my parents' arms and wept bitterly.
"How come, you are the most capable and strong child, we don't cry, we don't cry!" Mom and Dad comforted me, but they didn't know, they didn't know how much I hated going to work after graduation, how bad my work was, how bad my relationship was, and I needed to see a psychiatrist.