Lin Ruofan was undoubtedly despised.

Although Lin Ruofan and Qinglong can be counted as having the label of the imperial court, the attitude of the desert judge towards Lin Ruofan and Qinglong is the opposite.

If the desert judge treats Qinglong with sympathy and admires him for finding what he wants to rob, then Lin Ruofan is a stinky dog who does not learn and has no skills in his eyes, even if Lin Ruofan beats him in the competition.

So much so that when discussing countermeasures, he directly made a plan with Qinglong without even asking Lin Ruofan's opinion, and the ignorance made Lin Ruofan roll his eyes.

"Why don't you go to see the fireworks during the fireworks festival?"

Qinglong and Lin Ruofan sat opposite each other, drinking wine without a sip, and eating, although there were many people in the inn, and Lin Ruofan also sat with him, but Qinglong gave people the feeling that he was the only one in this world.

Lin Ruofan knew that this was Qinglong rejecting this world, and the years of performing tasks and the pain in his heart made him subconsciously stay away from this world, even if he was out of Jinyiwei now, this habit couldn't be changed for a while, or rather, he didn't want to change?

"Watching fireworks is such a thing, it is necessary to watch it with your beloved, the cool breeze, watching the fireworks in the Tianshan Mountains, holding hands with your beloved, and feeling the heartbeat between the two, this is interesting. I've lived for so many years, I've been alone, and I've long been used to it. But you, now that you have the opportunity to do it all over again, don't dwell on the past. ”

Whenever it comes to this kind of time, Lin Ruofan's mood is a little depressed. In a huge world, there is not even a confidant, if Qinglong still has a little nostalgia in this world, then Lin Ruofan doesn't care at all!

doesn't care about his own life, doesn't care about the lives of others, doesn't care about the fate of this world, this is the real Lin Ruofan.

The emergence of the system is just to give Lin Ruofan a reason to continue to live, so far, everything Lin Ruofan has done is extended from the tasks released by the system, and nothing comes from the heart, it is really what he wants to do!

For Lin Ruofan, this world is not the world he knows after all, there are no damn friends who shout and continue to drink, there are no girls who are ambiguous with him, there are no damn computers, there are no damn car exhausts and parents who talk in his ears every day!

In a huge world, there is no place that really belongs to Lin Ruofan!

Cao! In such a big world, there is no place for me! I'm just a passerby! A passerby with only ten years left to live!

Mid-Autumn Festival...... Mid-Autumn ...... Fuck you! Why is this always the case?!

"You're loner than me...... I've never understood why you shouldn't go to them if you can easily find your parents with your current ability? ”

Or the similarity of the breath, Qinglong easily discovered the kind of loneliness hidden in Lin Ruofan's body, it was not easy to ask before, but now he has no scruples.

"Parents...... There are no parents in this world...... Heaven is the father, the earth is the mother, they are my parents......" Lin Ruofan felt a pain in his heart, the Mid-Autumn Festival fireworks made the thoughts he had been suppressing in his heart drown him like a tide, and the faces of his parents resurfaced in front of him: "Gone...... Don't look for me...... According to my information, ****** has a daughter named Toto, a woman from the Western Regions, who is good at making a soft whip, and the golden cicada shelling and light body method is unpredictable, don't do it! ”

Looking at Lin Ruofan's lonely figure, Qinglong suddenly felt that the wine in his hand was even more bitter, like the last time he shed tears.

"The spring breeze that blows through me is hoarse, and the snow melts without drifting.

Even if the rain hits all over the world, it doesn't dare to fall on my hair......

The places I have been to have become the end of the world, and the roads I have traveled do not bloom.

The hands that can overwhelm the mountains and the sea can't keep a cloud!

Where is my home at the ends of the earth, and the farthest star answers for me......

No matter how big the sea is, it can't cover my evil. The ends of the earth are not my home......"

A sip of turbid wine with tears on his face, drinking alone and looking around without relatives and friends, where is home in the vast world? In this world, there is no room for me Lin Ruofan!

Lin Ruofan, who has never been drunk, is drunk today, this is indulgence, forgetting, what he drinks is not wine, it is pain, wine is mixed with tears and swallowed, so that he can forget the taste of tears.

The bright moon has remained unchanged through the ages, silently staring at this world, but she doesn't know, does the bright moon know that someone is looking at the bright moon in this world and thinking about people in another world?

"Ah~~~~"

In the deafening sound of fireworks, Lin Ruofan's roar was covered by death, no one knew that in this joyous festival, there was a person who was screaming in pain in the dark, licking and licking his heart that seemed intact, but was actually full of wounds!

The wind whistled behind his head, the dust under his feet flew up, rolling up dust and sand, under the gaze of the bright moon, Lin Ruofan stumbled into the desert, and roared bitterly in the desert!

"Here comes the sword!"

In the drunken and misty, Lin Ruofan summoned Yi Shuihan, in this empty and boundless desert, wantonly swaying his pain and venting the depression in his heart that had nowhere to complain.

"There is a path in the sky, there is a road in the world, and it is rare to have a resting place in the dust! Heaven and earth have love, the avenue has righteousness, why is there no place for me to stay in the world?! Yes! ”

In the empty desert, under the bright moonlight, Lin Ruofan's cold sword was like his cold heart, drawing messy traces of Taoism, disorganized.

The sword qi was like thunder, resounding in the empty wilderness, like a wounded wolf roaring in the dark night, at this moment, it seemed that the whole world was responding to Lin Ruofan's sadness, but in the cloudless sky, there was a sudden explosion of thunder, falling from the sky one by one, landing on the wilderness!

"Oh haha...... It turned out to be a thunderstorm...... I mean...... Come on! Come on! It's kind of hacking me! In my previous life, I was playing with the computer on a thunderstorm and was hacked, but this time I played with a sword! Can you still hack me?! Come on, come on...... Let you see what it means to be a man and a sword, and what is a sword man! ”

It turns out that it is easy to get drunk and crazy after drinking with a depressed heart, Lin Ruofan is almost crazy now, full of nonsense, and rushing to the dense thunder and lightning area with a sword!

And countless ironclad evidence is enough to show one thing, don't take metal when thundering, let alone rush to places where lightning is dense, so it will be split, I tell you.

If someone asks Lin Ruofan what it feels like to be struck by lightning, I believe that Lin Ruofan will tell this person very responsibly that he doesn't feel it, and in that moment, he doesn't feel it. But if you survive, you can eat your own meat, because it seems to be delicious...... (To be continued.) )