【…… It's so pitiful, this kid, can't you remember who you are......]

No one...... No one noticed me......

【…… Alas, don't force him, his current name is ...... Building ......】

No...... That's not my name! Look at me, and look at me here...... I'm so lonely...... It's painful......

The concerned smile that flickered in front of him was obviously so close to him, but it seemed as far away as a time and space. The pen "Fun" pavilion www.biquge.info but the voice that originally belonged to him was responding in an unfamiliar tone, completely uncontrolled by his own consciousness.

Why...... Why do you all ignore me, when I am the ...... I am the original owner of this body!!

Are you crying?

In the chaotic darkness, a figure with a white glimmer quietly appeared in front of him, quietly watching him.

You...... Can you see me??

I wanted to try to help you recover your memory, but I didn't expect to find something terrible...... Xiao Yue.

The young man in the white light sighed softly, and the vigilant expression of the white-clothed young man in front of him was reflected in his calm and soft pupils.

Shut up! I'm not called "Xiaoyue"...... Don't just name me!

Oh? So what's your name? The young man was not annoyed, but looked at the white-clothed young man in front of him with a smile.

I...... My name is ......

A sense of panic swirled in his heart, as if many key pieces had been missing from his memory puzzle, which also made the anxiety in his heart even stronger.

It's okay if you can't think of it, I know that you are "the most original Xiaoyue". There seemed to be a trace of worry in the young man's eyes, and he approached step by step. Moreover...... After seeing your "ominous past", I would rather you have lost your memory......

You...... Do you want to erase me?! Because I come from that "ominous past"??

The nerves suddenly tensed, and the fiery red eyes were full of unease, and all this was seen by the young man in the white light.

I won't erase you, because whether it is Xiao Yue in the surface or you in the deep subconscious, you are important to me [family], and it is precisely because of you that the person "Lou Yue" has been constructed.

The firm and sincere gaze revealed a kind of reliability worthy of trust, and the man in front of him seemed to have an incredible charm, gradually melting the defense and vigilance in his heart.

You...... ...... the hell

My name is Xie Chengyi.

The young man said, squatting down lightly, and looking at the white-clothed young man in front of him gently.

From now on, I will protect you.

……

…………

【Bang——!! 】

The piercing gunshots and heart-rending shouts brought a blood-colored picture into view.

[Brother Xie...... Brother Xie, wake up!! I'm sorry, it's all my fault! Please, please, don't die——!! 】

…… Why...... Why is this happening......

The young man in front of him closed his eyes tightly and fell in a pool of blood, no matter how the "self" outside shouted, there was no more reaction.

Swindler...... Swindler! Say you're going to protect my ...... Why...... Why leave me!!

【Aichi!! Someone's coming...... Quick, come and help with first aid!! 】

A beautiful woman burst into view, and along with several other men in black, she lifted the blood-soaked young man on the ground and hurried away.

No...... Don't go!! Give him back to me!!

The pain of collapse shook his mind, and the strange lines on his body seemed to have found an opportunity to take advantage of it, and began to spread rapidly.

Damn it...... Don't try to take the opportunity to "take away"!

The fiery red pupils flashed with an angry red light, slowly suppressing the lines in the body, but it couldn't suppress the remorse that surged in his heart.

[Brother Xie...... I'm sorry...... It's all me...... It's all my fault!! 】

Yes...... It's you...... It's all because of your fault!! You took Brother Xie away from me!!

The bursts of self-blame in his ears aroused the irrepressible resentment in his heart, pointing straight to the "self" who coexisted as one.

I hate you...... Lou Yue!!

……

"Hmm——!!"

Lou Yue suddenly lowered her head, trembling and holding her chest, her pale face covered with cold sweat.

"Lou Yue!? What happened to you?? Ye Yu was shocked when he saw this, struggled to support his body, and hurriedly supported Lou Yue.

"I—I'm fine...... It's 'him'......' 'he' is hating me again......" Lou Yue gritted her teeth and slowly straightened up, her face seemed to have finally improved after a long time of relaxation. "Every time 'he' has a grudge against me, it reacts to my body in the form of 'heartache'......"

"'He'...... That young man in white, why should I resent you? Seeing Lou Yue's painful appearance, Ye Yu couldn't help frowning. ......What do you mean by 'killing his most important person'? ”

"Three years ago, the state learned that a piece of the Blood Keystone was obtained by a mysterious underground organization, which had many crimes and conclusive evidence, so it sent a special team for the Blood Keystone incident at that time - the 'Blood Keystone Special Search Team' to carry out the final clean-up operation, and the leader of this operation was the then leader of the Blood Keystone Special Search Team...... Xie Chengyi. ”

Lou Yue lowered her head, as if she had deliberately abandoned some emotions, and narrated mechanically.

"The mysterious organization...... Is it 'devouring'? I remember that the first time 'Devouring' was exterminated was three years ago......" Ye Yu remembered something and asked.

"Yes...... That operation was a key battle back then, and the high-level even directly issued a military order, which can be said to be only allowed to succeed and not to fail. Lou Yue closed her eyes lightly and continued.

"However, at that time, even if Brother Xie and the others were fully prepared, because of the lack of individual key information about this mysterious organization, there were many uncertainties hidden in the entire clean-up operation, and Brother Xie also spent a lot of energy on this, but it seemed to have little effect."

"That'...... And then? ”

"Later...... We learned that there was a key witness who seemed to know more about the inside story, but for some reason was completely silent about us, and his application for a brain search was not approved by the superiors for a long time, and seeing that the date of the operation was imminent, in order to help Brother Xie, I took it upon myself to do one thing......"

Lou Yue slowly raised his head and opened his eyes slightly, Ye Yu suddenly found that the other party's dark pupils were full of self-blame...... and despair.

"You...... Use the Blood Keystone in your own body...... Did you search the witness's brain? Ye Yu asked uneasily.

"Yes, however...... That was the beginning of all tragedy. Lou Yue's face turned slightly pale, and the feeling of heartache like a knife seemed to begin to torture his body and mind again.

"That witness has actually been bribed by 'Devouring' a long time ago, and 'Devouring' also intends to use it as bait to seize our Blood Keystone, and the self-righteous me has unknowingly fallen into a trap and is in danger...... In the end, Brother Xie had to act in advance, and ...... without complete preparations."

Lou Yue buried her head in her hands, trembling in pain.

"That day...... That day...... 'devoured' them and intended to kill me! However, at the most critical time, it was Brother Xie...... Brother Xie, he blocked that shot for me...... ...... who was supposed to die It's me! ”

Ye Yu looked at Lou Yue, who was so broken and helpless for the first time, and subconsciously wanted to say something comforting, but he couldn't say anything after all.

He understands that feeling, the feeling of losing his important person because of his own mistakes, and the pain in his heart that is tormented all the time because of self-blame, which he has deeply experienced when he lost Xiaohua. It is precisely because of this that he can't say any words of comfort, because he knows that these comforts can only increase the other party's self-blame.

"Over the years, I have regretted it all the time, if it wasn't for me back then, if it wasn't for the time to save me...... Brother Xie, he won't die! I hate 'devouring'...... But I hate myself even more! Lou Yue collapsed. I killed Brother Xie...... What I have taken away is not only the most important person in my body, but also my [most important family]! Why...... Why wasn't it my ...... who died back then!! ”

"Say no more!"

A breeze gently enveloped Lou Yue's trembling body, Lou Yue slowly raised her head, but saw that what appeared in front of her was a broad and warm shoulder.

"I understand your feelings, I understand them all!" Ye Yu hugged the thin man in black in front of him, gritted his teeth and shouted. "If blaming yourself makes you feel good, I won't stop you, but I want you to know one thing, Xie Chengyi saved you at the beginning, but he didn't want you to say things like 'why didn't I die back then' in the future!"

Lou Yue was stunned, did not move, and did not speak.

"I used to blame myself for Xiaohua's incident, no, it should be said that I still haven't let go until now, but I no longer blindly attack myself, but turn this self-blame into the motivation to annihilate 'devouring', which is also the only way for me to atone for my sins!" Ye Yu said.

"People are always responsible for their own choices, you and I know this, I think Xie Chengyi should be the same back then. Saving you is the choice he made, and it is also the right path he thinks, and what we have to do now is to respect his choice, if you insist on dying for him, isn't that denying him? ”

"I ......" Lou Yue lowered her eyes lightly and didn't continue.

"Alas...... You carry too many things, and there are some burdens that you don't have to carry at all, so you can only go far by traveling lightly on the road of life, right? Ye Yu sighed and patted Lou Yue's back lightly, but his hand suddenly stiffened without patting him twice, because he suddenly felt that there seemed to be a cold aura in his arms that was slowly rising.

"I know the reason, can you let me go?"

With a familiar tone, a cold voice sounded from his arms, and Ye Yu immediately let go of his hand as if he had been electrocuted.

"Yes, yes, yes...... I'm sorry Director Lou!! I was in a hurry just now, and I ...... Only...... I didn't mean to eat your tofu! Ye Yu's face turned red, and he looked at the man in black who had regained his composure in front of him at a loss, and suddenly realized an embarrassing fact - he actually held a man at the level of a sub-bureau chief in his arms just now, and told others the truth of life like a child, this wonderful style of painting made Ye Yu a little crazy when he thought about it.

"Hmph, that's it, I've really lost to you......" Lou Yue sighed and shook his head, as if he didn't bother to talk nonsense. I'm sorry I was a little out of shape just now. What are you talking about...... I remembered. ”

"Really...... That's great......" Ye Yu looked at Lou Yue's eyes that had regained firmness, and the big stone in his heart finally fell to the ground slightly.

"You just woke up, and your body is still very weak, so let's recover well." Lou Yue stood up and said. "When you're well, I'll ask you for information about the tomb robber's brain search......"

"Ah, yes! What was going on inside that Loulan tomb...... I almost forgot to mention that extremely important piece of information! Ye Yu seemed to remember something suddenly, and hurriedly said to Lou Yue.

"I found out...... In that ancient tomb, there is indeed a clue to 'devouring'! (To be continued.) )