Chapter 279: Confused Heart
On the high roof, darkness filled the entire space, Zuo Qingtian sat on the protective wall, learning from Cheng Sinian's appearance, raising his head, looking at the night sky without blinking, not speaking, just a posture, I don't know what I was thinking? It's just a feeling, sad mixed with a little confusion. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Worry-free can only sit with him, but his eyes look at their boss from time to time.
A cold wind blew, blowing their hair, the sky was clear, carefree but couldn't help but shiver!
I don't know what the boss is thinking? It was as if something in the sky was attracting him, and he was really a little puzzled, and couldn't help but ask, "Boss, what's so beautiful in the sky?" ”
Zuo Qingkong sighed, and after a long while, he said thoughtfully, "Looking at the stars in the sky, twinkling and twinkling, I suddenly feel so small, some things really should be seen lightly?" ”
The corners of his mouth hooked up a long-lost smile, no wonder Sisi likes to look at the stars, it turns out that the stars can purify the soul and make people feel relaxed.
"Boss, shall we sit here until dawn?"
Zuo Qingkong subconsciously glanced at Wuwu, he hadn't thought about this question yet, but it didn't seem like there was anything to do? Probably it's almost dawn, right? Because the stars are a little dim!
I thought in my heart, if I don't go back to hell, where will I go? Sisi can't go back there? Wooden house? That Mo Lanxue must still be there, is the Zuo family? It's even more impossible, since it's broken, why bother to bear the parting again?
Zuo Qingkong felt that even if he really wanted to stay in the yang world, he found that he really didn't belong here, and everything in the yang world unconsciously forced him back to hell step by step!
And Sisi, still come to an end, there is no turning back, without trust, how to continue?
Perhaps, he is not worthy of her trust at all, he always disappoints her, and he doesn't even have the courage to meet her!
"Boss?" Carefree shouted again, I don't know what their family boss was thinking? When I asked him, I waited for a long time, but he didn't answer.
"Don't worry, if you don't like it, go back, right? Actually, there's nothing to be nostalgic about here? ”
Zuo Qingkong said lightly.
"Boss, what about you?"
"I, I'll go back soon!"
"Boss, really? Have you decided to go back? ”
Carefree is surprised and surprised!
Zuo Qingtian didn't expect the worry-free reaction to be so strong, and couldn't help but smile, in the dark, the handsome eyebrows stretched, and his face was relaxed.
replied lightly, "Think about it, go back, go back and never come up again!" ”
After speaking, with a good-looking posture, he easily jumped off the protective wall.
Without looking back, the person had disappeared on the roof.
Worry-free reacted, and wanted to ask the boss, when will you go back, but found that the boss of his family has left, sighed, and was still a little unsure.
Zuo Qingtian walked alone in the dark, it was close to the early morning, but the street was empty, the cold and deserted street, only the cold wind swept a few fallen leaves from time to time, swept the ground, and made a "fluttering" sound.
I felt empty in my heart, and I felt that my chest was a little uncomfortable, and I walked aimlessly, and unconsciously walked out of the bustle, and my footsteps stayed in the cemetery on the outskirts of the city.
The cemetery on the outskirts of the city, Zuo Qingtian was buried in this place in that life, I really don't know what happened to me, I actually came here, since I came, I still couldn't help but go inside.
The sky is almost dawning, and the space is filled with a misty mist, spraying on people's faces, as fresh as a light rain, giving people a refreshing feeling! It's just that in such a season, in such a place, in such an atmosphere, what makes people feel the most is cold, cold, lifeless, lonely, row by row, neat graves, presented in front of the eyes of the left clear sky.
Zuo Qingtian stood in the front of the open space, with a calm face, on both sides of the cemetery, although it was already winter, the pine trees surrounding the cemetery were still tall and verdant, and the arrogant zero stood on both sides, this is really another world, isolated from all worries.
Zuo Qingtian subconsciously walked in, and then walked in, following the rows of tombstones, and walked to the grave where the ashes of that life were buried.
Under the tombstone, there are still a few bouquets of flowers, although they have withered and frozen, but they can also be seen that they have not been placed here for a long time, and the color of the flowers is faintly visible, white, white flowers that have withered.
sighed, except for the people of the Zuo family, who in this world will remember him?
Love and hatred must eventually be dissipated, and the past life and this life have long been empty.
Looking down and smiling, I really figured it out.
"Kid! Long time no see? ”
An old voice came into Zuo Qingtian's ears.
"Who?" Zuo Qingkong was startled, and asked, and when he finished asking, he remembered that it was the neighbor uncle who was buried next to him.
"Well, it's been a long time, I'll take a look!"
Zuo Qingkong glanced at the grave of the neighbor's uncle, he didn't appear, and he just said hello to him.
"Kid, you seem to have a lot on your mind?"
The neighbor's uncle's words made Zuo Qingkong stunned, did not answer his question, and asked coldly, "Uncle, why don't you go to the underworld to report, so that you can be reincarnated as a human being?" ”
"Hehe......" helpless laughter!
"I'm waiting, waiting for my wife? If I leave early, I may not be able to meet nagging in the next life? ”
Uncle's words made Zuo Qingkong smile bitterly, people are monsters, in fact, being a man is not good at all, there are too many things that can't be let go!
The east was slightly white, the sky was bright, silence was restored in the cemetery, Zuo Qingtian squatted on the ground, looking at his tombstone, the photo on the tombstone, the smile was very bright, it seemed to be laughing at him, laughing at his slow brain, some things always can't be put down, can't figure it out.
Reaching out and touching the tombstone, a photo of yourself, how did you feel? It's indescribable.
Once, in front of this tombstone, Sisi cried for him and was sad for him, but he couldn't forget, he couldn't forget, he couldn't forget.
Why can't you give it up? Angrily stood up and kicked the tombstone hard, but the tombstone did not move, but his foot hurt.
turned around and was about to leave, but when I looked up, I saw Sisi standing at the intersection of the cemetery, with dull eyes!
Sisi just stood there, looking at him without blinking, she was still wearing the same clothes last night, the clothes were very thin, her long hair was also wet with fog, giving people a feeling of being so desolate, so weak, so lonely.
Zuo Qingkong really wanted to run over in a few steps, take her into his arms, and give her some warmth, but when he thought of the things that made him very uncomfortable..., he really didn't have the courage, the matter was really not explained, I'm sorry, Sisi, since I have lost trust, I can only leave you far away.
Turning slowly, he walked towards the other end of the cemetery, and the lonely back, in the morning mist, faded away. (To be continued.) )