Chapter 122: Who Am I?
"In the chaotic and boundless darkness, you can't open your eyes, have you ever been constantly looking for the answer to who you are, where you come from, and why you live?"
"Is there really a soul after death? If so, where is it? Is it happiness or sorrow?"
"What kind of scenery will the so-called heaven and hell have? As far as the theory of relativity is concerned, are not all those who live in heaven necessarily happy? Are all those who fall into hell necessarily miserable?"
"I want to escape, to escape from this endless freedom, no, in the name of freedom"
"I want to open my eyes and see what the darkness is like beyond ......"
"I want ...... Go find out, who am I?"
The woman on the mahogany bed finally woke up, and she sat quietly, without saying a word, just sitting and looking at this festive and strange place. However, this world is strange in the only memory she has. Thinking of this, she couldn't help but laugh softly at herself.
The appearance of the man in red made the woman tense up, but it was only an instant, and the woman asked herself: What can I do to make the stunning man in front of me covet the beauty? There is no such thing as appreciation in those eyes. Perhaps, it's just passers-by, but they are all curious about not knowing each other.
Shang Wushang looked at this magical woman who had been lying on the bed for more than a month, and even the defense was just a moment, who was she? What is her self-protection barrier? He was very curious, but he didn't plan to open his mouth to ask questions, not to mention such a girl's gossip that he couldn't ask, just talk about the master in front of him, no matter how he looked at it, he didn't look like a master who could look at him for a whole day or even several days and couldn't help but ask any questions.
The woman on the bed was also waiting, seeing the man sitting directly on the edge of the table not far away, with a stalemate of not asking and not talking, she resolutely decided to give up the tactic of not moving the enemy and not moving.
"Who am I?"
The woman's voice was very soft, Xu was because she had been asleep for too long, and the state of the whole person had not yet recovered, but this question made Shang Wushang a little stunned, shouldn't she ask 'who are you'? Besides, if he knew who she was, why did he spend so many weeks waiting for her to wake up? Just throw her back to her house. Shang Wushang obviously felt that the woman on the bed was definitely a trouble, he fell from nowhere and smashed his flower field, or he was a master who didn't know who he was, this time it really became 'easy to drop people, but difficult to give away', the key is still a woman!
Shang Wushang responded lightly: "I don't know." ”
The woman thought about it, and yes, she didn't even know who it was, how could this man who seemed to be a passerby know, and secretly laughed at her stupidity in her heart. After thinking about it for a while, let's first understand what the situation is in front of you. You don't know who you really are in this world, but you have to know where you are and what you want to do.
So, the woman did not retreat because of the indifference between Shang Wushang's words, and asked, "Then where is this?"
Shang Wushang wanted to explain, but the demon in his heart scratched his heart at the right time, so he responded in a faint tone just now: "I don't know." ”
Although the woman is very helpless in her heart, on other people's territory, people say that they don't know is not knowing, which is called knowing the current affairs for Junjie. Thinking of this, the woman spoke again and asked, "Then who are you?"
"I don't know. When the words came out of Shang Wushang's mouth, he regretted it a little, but it was fleeting. Since you want to play perfunctory, then perfunctory to the end, anyway, he is mostly a useless idler now, with enough money, no.
The woman only slowly reacted after hearing Shang Wushang's third 'I don't know', staring at Shang Wushang, as if she wanted to see flowers from his face.
Shang Wu Shang saw that the woman didn't ask anymore, and the many 'I don't know' that had been prepared dispersed in defeat, but he didn't plan to do anything.
The woman looked away, no longer to study the answers to those questions, when the inquiry became a disguised begging, then it was okay to be a self-reliant and proud beggar, stand up, go out, listen, see, ask, there will always be someone to tell themselves those questions that blow blisters in their minds, the woman moved her body slightly, this skinny body actually took her whole body strength to support, and it felt like she was going to fall down at any time.
With one belief, the process of everything becomes less lengthy and no longer important.
The moment the woman's feet hit the ground, she felt that the imposing torrent poured out, the body did not have any controllable power, and she did not obey the call at all, she was ready to be strange, she and this strange world were not yet acquainted with each other, and the last moment of closing her eyes was all let go and indisputable.
Seeing the woman on the bed get up and get out of bed, Shang Wushang frowned, but he still didn't move. Until he saw that the woman's body began to slide, he felt as if he was about to fall off the ancient artifact that he had finally repaired, and he rushed over quickly in distress and caught the woman, "If you want to die, go farther." ”
Shang Wushang's slightly angry voice made the woman open her eyes, and her eyes were surprised, why do you want to save it? Is it really because of fear of dirty? But this bed is obviously not high, even if it falls, it will be a little more crippled and a little more idiotic. After the woman was surprised, she was sad, inexplicably sad.
Shang Wushang gently threw the woman on the bed, gentle and a little domineering. He crouched on the edge of the bed and looked at the woman in front of him, her gaze had become glazed, and he didn't know what she was thinking. For the first time, Shang Wushang had the idea of wanting to understand this woman. It's just a line of tears flowing from the corners of the woman's eyes, which made Shang Wushang wake up instantly, and his hand hanging in the air and wanting to touch the woman's face was also still.
Shang Wushang was puzzled by what he had just done, so he stood up to hide his embarrassment and walked away, leaving the woman on the bed with no waves on her face. As if nothing had happened just now, as if she had fallen asleep before.
Suddenly the quiet air made the years stand still, and no sound could break it, only to take over the light of the night, wake everything up with the cool and light of the morning, and announce their own new life and the new life of the people. Only the woman on the mahogany bed, dressed in red, was still lying lifeless in yesterday's posture, stiff was the body that had already been numbed to the extreme, and the thought of not knowing where to go.