Chapter 30 What a lofty ideal
"Hiiragi Masa, although it seems that you are thinking about me, but you are not trying to use me when you tell me this? Besides, when did I ever care about being used by Kruru? ”
"Huh~"
The beautiful girl with gray law and red eyes was stunned, and Yang Xi's overly calm reaction and answer were completely unexpected by her. In her world, no one wants to be taken advantage of. Because she didn't want to be used by the Hiiragi family and her so-called relatives, she resisted desperately; Because she doesn't want to be used by others, she strives to become stronger, and even does whatever it takes to become stronger, even the people she loves have to calculate and squeeze their surplus value.
In order not to be used by her, didn't Ichinose Red Lotus also try her best to resist?
No one wants to be taken advantage of······ This is Hiiragi's understanding, and it is also what she has seen and experienced along the way.
But now, there are people who don't change their faces, and they don't care about saying that they don't care about being used... Hiiragi really wanted to know what kind of mood he was in when he said this?
"Isn't it in human nature to use everything around us for our own benefit? Being used by others means that it loses its value and ······"
"You'll be treated as stupid, and you'll trample on it at will, right?"
Yang Xi's words made Hiiragi Zhenyu stunned again. She thought that Yang Xi was too naïve and didn't understand the cruelty of reality, but now it seems that this is not the case.
"Then why are you ······?"
"Hiiragi Masa, I'm different from you." Yang Xi shook his head, "You are from a wealthy family, you are talented, and you are being trained by the family as the next successor. Although it is very difficult to live in such an inhumane environment, and it takes a lot of effort, the huge gap in birth makes it impossible for you to understand the life of ordinary people. ”
"I'm just a member of an ordinary family born with average grades and average appearance, plus my personality is a little awkward, I know very few friends, and I'm a lonely person a lot of the time. What saved me like this is an anime that you would never have imagined. It was the anime and manga that brought me out of the shadows, and made me feel that there was nothing wrong with being alone, but deep down I still longed to be needed. ”
"Being taken advantage of... Isn't it scary? What's really scary is that it's not even worth being used. It is precisely because you are the eldest lady who was born with countless halos, and you are also a genius with beautiful appearance, you will be used by others, and at the same time, countless people will be willingly used by you. But I guess those who are willing to be used by you have never been taken seriously by you, right? That's why you can't feel me, you don't understand what I'm thinking. ”
"Of course, if someone is using it at will, what is the difference between it and a public toilet that you can use casually? So even if I'm so small, I have such a little persistence, a little bit of dignity - I will only be used by the people I recognize. ”
“······” Yang Xi's true feelings made Hiiragi speechless for a long time. It took a long time for her to ask the most curious question in her heart.
"Why are you willing to be used by Kruru instead of working with me?"
"Because ······" Yang Xi stared at Hiiragi Zhenday, took a deep breath, and said, "Cuteness is justice, cuteness is truth!" ”
“······ What the? You say Kruru is cuter than me?!!!! ”
If it's some other reason, Hiiragi Masahiro can be considered to admit it, but what is this? For this reason... It's just because of that······
"Where the hell am I not as good as Kruru?! It's not that I'm boasting, but when I was in school, I had the title of 'goddess', do you have any aesthetics!!! ”
Lost to a thousand-year-old Lori in women's power.,This can't be endured!
"Ahem, I don't deny that you're beautiful, but you're not to my liking. Besides, I'm very relaxed with Kruru, as for you······ You are like a thorny rose, looking delicate, but it is a pity to prick your hands. I hate trouble, and you have the smell of trouble all over your body, as long as you get involved, it's absolutely fine! ”
Hiiragi is unwilling... She knew that what Yang Xi said was right, but she was still unwilling. Growing up, she never lost. Born in the demonic family of the Hiiragi family, losing means being eliminated from the competition and losing your personal freedom. In order to control her future, she has always firmly occupied the first position, making the second Hiiragi Twilight out of reach. But today she actually lost, even if it was the queen of the vampire clan. If that queen is more mature and sexy than her, Hiiragi Maki is not someone who can't afford to lose, but what's going on?
"You've lived with her for four whole years, and of course you're more used to being with her, but we've only met for a short time, and you don't know anything about me at all, isn't it too much to define me based on first impressions?!"
"Huh?"
Looking at Hiiragi Zhenday, who was inexplicably angry, a few question marks popped up on Yang Xi's head.
"That... Miss Hiiragi, you didn't bring me in to discuss these things, did you? There's still a war going on outside, so please be serious. ”
Taking a deep breath, Hiiragi Masahiro finally calmed down.
"I'm serious. Hiiragi has been secretly fighting with me since he learned that I had turned into a ghost and became a red lotus. Now, with the advanced technology in his hands, he has completed the experiment of the 'Seraphic Angel of the End' one step ahead of me. Next, what he has to do is to sacrifice the blood of vampires, ghosts, and humans on the battlefield and control the angels through the power of demons. Without my help, his experiment would likely have failed at the last step, and if the control of the angels failed and the angels went berserk, then the world would have really ended. The rampaging Seraphs will cleanse the world, and it will not only be humans but also the vampires who participated in the experiments. ”
Now, Hiiragi is finally willing to confess to Yang Xi.
"I have one more question." Yang Xi stretched out a finger.
"What's the problem, you say."
"If you're against Hiiragi, why do you have to help him complete the experiment? Or why would he ask you for help? ”
"I didn't help him, and he didn't ask me. If I had been the first to complete the experiment, the roles would have been completely reversed. Although he has always been at odds with me, we don't forget that this is a great experiment that can change the world because of personal feelings. At the end of the day, we have all started with the goal of allowing humanity to evolve into a higher dimension. Even if I became a vampire and a ghost because of this, this purpose still hasn't changed. ”