Chapter 59: The Heart Knot

Looking at the raging fire still burning in the hall, it was simply self-defeating to enter the center of the pit at this moment, and everyone had almost no rest for a day, so they randomly lifted their gas masks and stuffed a few compressed biscuits into their mouths, and fell asleep after climbing up the pit. Although I have slept very comfortably every night since I was given the seal by the Heavenly Dao, I will wake up automatically after two or three hours, and I will no longer feel sleepy.

Seeing that they were still sleeping in the big sunglasses, they didn't bother much, and they squatted on the edge of the big pit and watched the raging fire in the pit in a daze, thinking about the various changes before and after entering Laojun Mountain, as if they were in another world; Thinking like this, suddenly an unprecedented sense of loneliness arises, feeling that I am isolated from heaven and earth, and somehow I have the idea of seeking death.

After this thought jumped out of my mind, I could no longer linger, and slowly the thought of seeking death became more and more determined, and I only felt that there was nothing to love, and I stumbled down the pit and walked towards the raging fire. Just when his hand was about to reach the fire, he suddenly felt the spirit platform cool, as if he was dripping with nectar in his mind, and his whole body was extremely sour, and then he came out of the demon thought of seeking death, and when he touched his face, he found that his eyebrows were all burned and smoking. I secretly sighed in my heart that this place was really weird, and I jumped up the pit with a roll, and was in shock, when I suddenly felt a cold in my head, and fainted again. As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw a pair of thief eyes lying in front of me looking at me, and when I looked closely, it was actually the old man in the green robe, it seemed that this time the fainting was the ghost of this old man, except for the time when the little six sons' soul was broken, the old man without a beginning spoke in my head, and the rest had to make me unconscious every time to communicate with me, and I don't know why. After the beginningless dwelled in my mind, he seemed to know everything about my thoughts, and replied: "Although this Tianzun is now settled in your mind, the brain is the place where the three souls and seven spirits are conceived and a little spiritual light, and it is also a place where the mysteries and mysteries are mysterious. So although I have become your companion artifact, if I want to communicate with you in my mind, I also need the support of aura, although the aura required is so small that it is almost negligible, but the deity really can't take out the slightest, so I have to forcibly urge you to dream, and hook your soul into the seal to talk. Previously, Qingluan's life was in danger, and the deity was worried that it would take too much time to hook your soul into the seal and talk, and it was likely that you would return to the West as soon as you dreamed of Qingluan; Therefore, a little bit of spiritual light in your mind is extracted and turned into aura to transmit to you, so although you left Yinzhong before Qingluan, you woke up later than Qingluan. Wushi looked at me with a serious face and said, "But the deity called you this time not to explain such trivial matters, but to help you resolve the knot in your heart, so that you can completely break off the idea of suicide." “

I was stunned for a moment, and defended: "Didn't my previous move of stepping into the sea of fire be because the yin qi in the tunnel was too heavy, which confused my mind? Was you reminded of it and immediately cut off the idea of dying? The old man shook his head and sighed: "When the stone ape was in the seal before, most of my energy and anger were spent on imprisoning the stone ape, and I failed to play the most fundamental role of the great seal in suppressing the aura. “

After saying this, the old man of the beginningless paused, and said to me meaningfully: "I live in your mind, and I can naturally feel your loneliness at that time, maybe you yourself don't realize that in your consciousness, you have never integrated yourself into this team of Faqiu Heavenly Officials.

Although the will of the Holy Son of the Yellow Emperor in your body has not awakened, the blood flowing in your body has faintly told you that the path of Faqiu Tianguan is almost dead and lifeless, and when the Heavenly Dao signed the treaty, you thought that you were the person appointed by the Heavenly Dao, Ah Niu, they were just innocent accomplices implicated by you, the Yellow Emperor's testament, and the appointment of the Heavenly Dao were all burdens on your shoulders, and they should not accompany you to birth and death. “

Every word of the beginningless words is like an awl pierced in my heart, I didn't expect this old monster who has lived for tens of thousands of years to have such an incisive view of human nature, indeed as he said, after being sealed by heaven to understand his responsibility, I completely counted the Yellow Emperor's legacy on my head, on the one hand, I secretly blamed myself for not being strong enough, unable to take all the responsibility in my arms. This deep sense of mission and powerlessness has been piled up in the depths of my heart, so when I tried my best to save the four people in the big sunglasses who were controlled, I had a sense of accomplishment to prove myself, and I was almost about to cry, and after the big sunglasses they fell asleep, I looked at the raging fire alone, like subconsciously facing the dilemma of not knowing how much I don't know in the future, and I couldn't get rid of it for a while, and I actually had the idea of suicide.

Wu Shi glanced at me, and then said: "Junior, you are not a person who is greedy for life and afraid of death, is it true that your accomplices are greedy for mortal beings?" The will of the Heavenly Dao is something that no one can disobey, and having signed a treaty with the Heavenly Dao, even if you want to take sole responsibility, it is no longer possible. And life and death are unacceptable to those of us who have lived for tens of thousands of years, is it really so terrible for you who have lived less than a hundred years?

Even if you can't face their death, you can choose to strengthen your own strength to protect your team, and when your Holy Son's bloodline awakens, you can converge the aura into the body, and I can borrow the aura in your body to cast all kinds of great arrays, the heaven and the earth are so big, how can there be a place where you can't go? Do you have to worry about not being able to take care of their safety? After listening to Wu Shi's words, the blue light in my eyes exploded, and I only felt that the thoughts up and down my body were extremely smooth, my fists were clenched, and I secretly said in my heart: Since I am ordered by Tiande Faqiu Tianguan, the bloodline of the Holy Son of the Yellow Emperor of this generation, there is no reason why I will not become stronger, and one day I can grow up to be an existence that can shelter the rest of the team from the wind and rain.

The old man of the beginningless saw that my heart knot receded, and his solemn expression faded, although it was because of the reason why we were bound by our lives that he cared so much about me, but it still moved me. The old man seemed to see through my thoughts, waved his hand at me and said, "Where did a young young man get so much thought, since your heart knot is gone, don't stay in the palace, go out and run in with your teammates." “