"The more you give to others, the more you care about them. At the same time www.biquge.info the more I care about the feelings of others. ”

"A confident person lets his surroundings revolve around him, and a person with low self-esteem allows himself to revolve around others."

"Chen Yu belongs to the type that neither will let the people around him revolve around him, nor will he revolve around others, so he is between self-confidence and inferiority, and there is no problem with getting along alone."

"But he is no longer alone now, he has you, he has everyone, if he is allowed to continue to develop this morbid contradiction, it will not only be him who will be hurt in the end, but also you."

"Eri, I want you to take this opportunity to untie the knot in his heart."

"At present, only you can really enter Chen Yu's heart."

This is what Eri Ayase said to Chen Yu before she came to find her. When Eri Ayase heard it, she felt that Reimu Hakurei knew Chen Yu better than her. And Ayase Eri also agrees with what Hakurei Reimu said, Chen Yu's self-deception, self-loneliness disguise, it's time to tear it off.

Even if she took a step back, Eri Ayase didn't want Chen Yu to maintain that disguise that made her feel distressed when facing everyone.

Everyone...... I want to get along with the real Chen Yu.

Chen Yu, who was originally surrounded by emotions such as apprehension, complexity, chaos, uneasiness, and low self-esteem, gradually calmed down under the gentle comfort of Ayase Eri.

I haven't experienced this feeling in a long time......

With his head resting on Eri's knees, Chen Yu experienced a feeling that he hadn't had for a long time. That kind of calmness when I was a child lying in my mother's arms, and I can rely on my mother's dependence for anything.

Depend......

Thinking of this word, Chen Yu didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

This word, he had already cut himself off a long time ago. It is better to rely on others than on yourself. Besides, Chen Yu at that time had no one to rely on. Only by relying on oneself can you live. Only by yourself is the most correct. With such a mentality, Chen Yu lived alone for six years. Even though he made a lot of friends on the Internet, once he disconnected from the Internet, he became lonely again. This kind of difference between the front and back, Chen Yu maintained for six years.

What kind of person he is, Chen Yu couldn't be clearer. But what's the use of knowing, no one can save themselves, instead of expecting others to save themselves who have become sick to the point of perversion, it is better to hide everything in your heart, and use the power of your Weibo to help your relatives and friends who have helped you as much as possible.

Before, Chen Yu had always had such thoughts. Even if he was in a relationship with Eri Ayase, he never talked to Eri Ayase about this in his heart. He didn't want to cause trouble for Ayase, and he didn't want Ayase to know that she was hopelessly sick in her heart.

Chen Yu reminded himself all the time that what he had to do was to give him as much happiness as possible to Ayase Eri. Although this happiness seems ridiculous now, Chen Yu thinks so in his heart. This has never changed.

It's a pity that Chen Yu didn't realize that his own disguise had not been seen through before because he didn't have much contact with other people, and even if someone around him knew about it, he didn't have the extra energy to enlighten him because of his own troubles.

But now it's different, the girls who were helped by Chen Yu really want to repay this kindness. During the period of looking for a chance to repay the favor, under the impetus of some people, they gradually learned what Chen Yu's disguise was hiding.

"Chen Yu, I don't want to be taken care of by you, I want to take care of you too. I want to see Chen Yu put down your pretense and mess around with me, and I want to see you ask me for help when you are troubled. ”

"I don't want to see you give everything and I can't do anything for you."

Originally, after having a relationship, I knew Chen Yu's past memories, and at that time, Eri Ayase was mostly tolerant and understanding of Chen Yu and did not help save him as much as he does now.

Because of Chen Yu's past memories, Eri felt for the first time that there were such contradictory people in the world. Such a person is still her favorite person.

From the initial doubts to the current distress, the changes in Ayase Eri are due to the chat group's understanding and analysis of Chen Yu and her continuous digestion of Chen Yu's memories during this time.

"Eri ......"

I don't want others to know the secret the most, especially my lover, and now I'm being brought up by Ayase Eri, Chen Yu doesn't know how to answer her.

Maybe...... Should I let go......

It's not that there is a problem with Ayase Eri, but Chen Yu feels that he is not worthy of such a kind-hearted girl like Ayase Eri.

From the time to the present, Chen Yu has experienced a lot of things, but Rao has experienced a lot of things, and his mentality is still not much different from before the crossing. What leads to this situation is his outlook on the world that has become an obsession.

Before this, in the dead of night, Chen Yu thought more than once about whether he should follow the example of other novel protagonists, forget his past feelings, forget his cowardly and inferior past, and face the new world with the mentality of completely starting over.

It's not that you want to open a harem, you see Gaia and they all offer to help, as long as they deliberately brush up the goodwill of the girls around them, with the simplicity of the girls around them, things like the harem are not a problem.

Don't want your safety at risk? It's also very simple. As long as you are insidious, a little intimidating when you encounter difficult things, sell your teammates and companions when necessary, and protect yourself with your own ability, this kind of thing is also very simple.

A new start, that's no problem either. Didn't you ever fantasize about punching bullies and stepping on the rich and handsome? As long as you are shameless, deliberate, and ruthless, these are all fine.

Chen Yu let himself be ruthless at some point, so that he didn't take everything around him too seriously, as long as he was thick-skinned, with his current ability, he would no longer worry about status, money, and women.

What's the use of saying so much, I thought about it like this and decided to do it this on the next day, but when I woke up, Chen Yu still returned to the cowardly and inferior appearance of a salted fish.

People are all cheap creatures, and Chen Yu agrees very much with this.

"Eri, purple ......"

Eri Ayase was stunned for a moment, and suddenly heard Chen Yu's words, she didn't know what Chen Yu was referring to.

But when she looked down and saw Chen Yu's eyes on her knees glancing at her chest, she didn't understand what a fool she was.

Chen Yu's eyes are dishonest, and if he is usual, Eri Ayase estimates that he will get up directly regardless of the consequences. But thinking of what he said before, Eri Ayase decided to come to something more exciting.

"There's a color there, too."

Now, it was Chen Yu's turn to be stunned.

Originally, I couldn't find a topic to answer Eri Ayase, and I didn't want to make Eri Ayase sad, so after thinking about it, Chen Yu decided to find a topic that made the girl shy and even angry after hearing it. In his opinion, it is better to be angry and angry for a while than to be sad now.

But he didn't expect that under this kind of H topic, Eri Ayase would take over! Go on!! And then on!!

Moreover, Eri Ayase's succession directly made Chen Yu lose the initiative.

As the saying goes, a wife is not as good as a concubine, a concubine is not as good as stealing, and stealing is better than stealing.

This sentence perfectly describes the gap in a man's attitude towards what he gets and what he can't get.

Now, being 'prompted' by Eri Ayase, Chen Yu really wants to confirm whether it is as she said. The reason why he said that before was to look up at Eri Ayase's expression, but at this glance, he saw an unexpected scenery.

not only satisfied his own desire but also found the topic of the past, which can be described as a topic that kills two birds with one stone, but now it makes Chen Yu more passive.

"Ahhh!!h

"Eri, I'm surrendering."

Sitting up, Chen Yu looked like he was about to go crazy.

"In the future, I won't hide everything from my heart like before."

The answer to Chen Yu was Eri Ayase who stood up in front of him. Eri Ayase, who was originally smiling, Chen Yu could see through the moonlight above her head that Eri's face was gradually covered with redness.

"Chen Yu, since you want to see it......"

If it weren't for the fact that the surroundings were too quiet, Ayase Eri's mosquito-like voice would have made Chen Yu unable to hear what he was saying.

It doesn't matter if you can't hear clearly, because Eri Ayase's hands are slowly untying the belt of her skirt.

Seeing this scene, as long as you are not a fool, you know what Eri Ayase wants to do. If Chen Yu usually saw this scene, he would definitely be very excited in his heart. Because, even though he had a relationship with Eri Ayase, this was the first time he had encountered such an opportunity.

"If you don't mind, you can do it here too......"

“......”

Even though the surroundings were quiet, Eri Ayase almost didn't let Chen Yu hear clearly. After hearing it clearly, Chen Yu was immediately dumbfounded.

Do it here......

In the dead of night, lonely men and widows.

These words are associated together, and it is not good for people not to think crookedly. Moreover, Eri Ayase is telling Chen Yu with practical actions that if he wants to, it is really possible.

But Chen Yu immediately came to his senses after being dumbfounded. He grabbed Eri Ayase's hands and stopped her from doing the next.

"Chen Yu ......"

Eri Ayase was suddenly very puzzled and looked at Chen Yu, why would he stop himself? Isn't it true that women like to make such a move? Especially like Chen Yu, he didn't want to be in this environment......

Eri Ayase really didn't dare to think about it, the reason why she did such a bold act tonight was that she wanted to enlighten and save Chen Yu, and second, in Chen Yu's past memory, she saw part of the eighteen forbidden pictures.

"Eri, you don't have to wronged yourself."

After the excitement, Chen Yu was very calm.

"No, I'm ......"

was looked at by Chen Yu like this, and Eri Ayase panicked inexplicably.

"That's not what I mean, I don't want Eri to do such a thing for you."

Take Eri Ayase's hand and let her sit on her lap. Chen Yu hugged her and said softly.

"I really want to do what you do, but I know that doing it now is not what I really want it to be."

"What I like is that you are calm, serious, cute, and arrogant, not the one who likes you because of your cute appearance and wants to get your body."

A few years ago, Chen Yu liked the second dimension very much, and his liking of the second dimension at that time was very different from now. At that time, he liked the second dimension because he liked the cute female character of the second dimension. As long as it's cute, he likes it. If he had crossed at that time, now Chen Yu thinks about it, it is estimated that nine out of ten will become a bulldozer stallion.

Now he also likes the second dimension, and under the cute appearance, he pays more attention to the character itself.

In the past, Chen Yu was simply attracted by the cute appearance of the two-dimensional girl and didn't care about the character itself, and he liked them at that time, but he simply liked their bodies.

Now, he pays more attention to his character, and he cares more about what kind of sparks he will have if he has the opportunity to meet them.

Of course, success is best, and he will not resent failure.

This is also a time travel to the present, and there is only one person who has a relationship with Chen Yu.

In Chen Yu's heart, he attaches more importance to sex and love.

Although he cares about sex in his heart, when sex and love conflict, he will not hesitate to choose the latter. Because, the former is just a momentary refreshment, and the latter is a lifetime of happiness.

Chen Yu, who had read countless books before crossing, naturally wanted to do some things in the book with his future girlfriend.

After dating Eri Ayase, Chen Yu also thought about making Eri Ayase do things in various environments in the future, if the conditions allowed.

Just now, Chen Yu rejected what he had dreamed of, saying that he was sullen or hypocritical, Chen Yu had thought about it, but he didn't care. Because, he just needs to do what he really wants in his heart.

If he hadn't stopped Eri Ayase just now, Eri Ayase might have done what she said to do with him here. But in Chen Yu's opinion, in that environment and conditions, all he got was Eri Ayase's body. What Chen Yu wants, but no matter when, it is the body and mind of Ayase Eri.

"So, I appreciate your kindness. Next time, don't push yourself anymore. I'm very distressed that you're doing this. ”

There is a girl who does this for herself, Chen Yu is very happy, but after being happy, she is distressed. I feel sorry for her for herself, doing something completely inconsistent with her character.

"But ......"

"It's nothing, Eri, I promise, I'll change it slowly in the future."

Chen Yu knows what his personality is like. If he wants to change completely, he can only change slowly and deliberately. Eri Ayase has done this for him, and if he doesn't push himself, it will be too ......

"Hmm!"

We haven't been together for a long time, but Eri Ayase knows that Chen Yu will not easily make promises to others. Once promised, it means that he will work hard to accomplish it.

"But is it really okay for you to not do anything now?"

The flush on Eri's face still didn't subside, because she was sitting on Chen Yu's legs, and the thing between Chen Yu's legs was now on top of Ayase.

Chen Yu, who reacted, was embarrassed, but then he smiled.

"Don't worry, I've been here for so many years, can't I bear it this time?"

What are you kidding, when he didn't cross over, Chen Yu often solved this problem with his hands. Now in this situation, it's a big deal to go back and repeat it.

Eri Ayase whispered in Chen Yu's ear.

"I'll go to your room tonight."

"But ......"

Chen Yu remembered that everyone slept in a good room tonight, so wouldn't Eri Ayase do this to tell the others that they were ......

"As a girlfriend, in the face of your boyfriend like this, should I just let it go?"

"Good ....."

If he refuses at this time, Chen Yu himself thinks that he is not as good as a beast.