Chapter 77: The Cave 14
Fu Mingbing's words made me think deeply, if he really knows the truth, then what does the latter sentence mean?
"If you make a mistake with others, they won't give you a good way to go. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”
Literally, it seems a little provocative, or a little threatening, and when I think of this, the hair stands on end, and the light and shadow cast by the lamp form a vague ellipse on the diary, as if my father's diary has become a little grotesque at this time.
Fu Mingbing is his father's best classmate in college, how can he talk to his father like this, his father only abides by the law and the principles of life at most, and fails to give Fu Mingbing the accommodation he wants, and even if Fu Mingyong is indeed a suspect, Fu Mingyong has committed suicide, and it is impossible to pursue it at the legal level, why does Fu Mingbing still say such seemingly malicious words?
I stood up and walked to the window, and through the lights of the city, I saw the edge of the city in the distance, there was no moon in the night sky, no starlight, only fog and dust, yellow and misty colors, which made people feel unpleasant.
"You're doing it yourself." I seemed to hear Fu Mingbing's voice talking to my father on the phone ten years ago, how surprised my father would be when he heard this sentence, and his former good classmates suddenly became predators of interests.
Fu Mingbing in the office of Yimin Hospital in the morning is so elegant, I admire him in my heart, like my mother, he is indeed a Confucian businessman, a highly educated public welfare businessman, but now my father's diary has given me such a big contrast, who does I believe? Do you believe my father's shocking record, or do I believe what I see in front of my eyes?
Maybe Dad's record is right, after all, my experience is not enough to probe the deep inner world of others, as Liu Da said, I am still too kind, too confused by superficial phenomena, but what can I do? What else can you do but trust your eyes?
Daddy, if you come home now and help my daughter, then I won't be so tormented, I cried out silently in my heart as I was alone at the night sky.
In the distance, a trace of silent lightning swept through the night sky, as if it was going to rain, the weather forecast said that there were thundershowers at night, this lightning came in time, it seemed to be just in line with my mood, Fu Mingbing, a polite dean, an elder worthy of my worship, what kind of challenge did he send to me?
Another flash of lightning flashed in the night sky, and with a low thunder, the dark clouds began to roll up in the night sky, and I saw my father's diary on the bookshelf in the mirror image of the glass window, staring at me neatly.
I suddenly thought of a terrible thought, why did Fu Mingbing's last words to his father be so coincidental to his father's injury the next day? I couldn't believe I had such an idea in my head.
Fu Mingbing, Dad, Fu Mingbing, Dad, their images flashed quickly in my mind, and it seemed that they were really connected by something, not because they were the best classmates, but because there were some things that were not cleaned up.
Distraught, I called my mom: "Mom, are you sleeping?" ”
Mom shouldn't have slept yet, feeling that she should be making a mask, she muttered, "Su San, what's wrong, call so late?" ”
I was still standing in front of the window, looking at the sky that was getting darker and darker, and the lightning was getting longer and longer, and I said, "Mom, it seems to be thundering, how are you doing there?" ”
Mom still muttered and said, "Su San, what's wrong with you?" Isn't it normal to thunder and rain? Isn't it the same when it's thundering on your side? Do you really think I'm a paradise? ”
I was afraid that mentioning my father's matter would make her angry again so late, but now I feel that she is in a good mood, and finally asked: "Mom, do you know what the relationship between Dad and Fu Mingbing is?" ”
Mom really looked a little stingy: "I know that your dad is in a good mood today, let me tell you, your dad and Fu Mingbing were the best classmates in college, but your dad later went to the United States and came back just to be a forensic doctor, and Fu Mingbing's hospital has been run well, and everyone's pursuit is different, you know?" People grow at different speeds, there is no common language, there will be fewer contacts, classmates are the same, husbands and wives are the same, you don't always treat your dad as an idol, idols don't grow, they will be eliminated. ”
I basically don't accept my mother's prejudice against my father, idols are not idols, I haven't thought about it like this, but my father does have an irreplaceable position in my mind, at this time I don't want to reason with my mother, as long as she mentions her father, she will talk to the north and south, and it is 10,000 bad for my father, I don't know why my father owes her so much?
At least my mother told me that although my father and Fu Mingbing were very good classmates in college, after graduation, although they lived in the same city most of the time, they didn't have a lot of communication.
I asked, "Then at least Dad and Fu Mingbing didn't have a bad relationship, right?" ”
Mom said, "When do you mean?" ”
I said, "It was some time before my dad got hurt." ”
Mom said, "Then I really don't know, and you don't know, I never dealt with your dad in those days." ”
I silently withdrew my eyes from the lightning, and heard my mother chattering on the phone: "But I don't think it's going to be evil, although Fu Mingbing is full of business experience, he is still a person who values feelings, although he didn't have a lot of dealings with your father before, but this kind of college friendship is very sincere, it can stand the test of time, no matter what, it won't be stiff, right?" ”
I think my mother's judgment is just a general inference, and has no practical guiding significance, I looked at the open diary on the desk, these words in my father's diary, and this question mark left by my father at the end, although it is very ordinary, but now I think this question mark is really meaningful, as if it is left for me, my father had a premonition ten years ago, I will find this question mark tonight in ten years, to help him find the real answer to this question mark.
Fu Mingyong was originally my interest, but after a day of tossing today, I already feel in my heart that he has actually been outside this big drama, and Fu Mingbing has begun to appear in the plot faintly, he is my next step.