13 Seek the heart
Liu Mengli didn't know that a problem she didn't have in mind actually made Chu Ci fall into a demonic obstacle, and even the plan to open the meridians and retrieve the sword box in the short term was temporarily put on hold.
As soon as people are serious, it is easy to drill into the horns, Chu Ci thinks about it, and even thinks about it, and begins to think about the meaning of his life.
Then he began to sleeplessly, did not eat or drink, locked himself in the house, and meditated hard, whether it was Liu Shifeng or Liu Mengli, he never paid attention to it, closed in his own world, meditating and worrying.
No wonder this is the case, Chu Ci's time to embark on this road is still too short.
All the way forward, never stopping, until climbing to the heads of countless reincarnators, it seems to be extremely beautiful, but in fact, the inside is moth-eaten and eroded, like an embroidered pillow.
This is not to say that Chu Ci's foundation is unstable, nor does it mean that he can't stand in battle, but his heart and realm.
No matter how good his martial arts are, no matter how powerful his armor is, he may be invincible in the world when he wears it on a mentally handicapped body, but can it be said that he can make a difference?
Today's Chu Ci is such a 'mentally retarded'.
This is not a conclusion that can be reached by thinking out of the body with pure reason, nor is it a problem that can be solved by a few tosses and turns in the world.
'Mind' is not something that can be controlled by the intellect alone.
The first and foremost question is-
Why should I live?
To put it mildly, the last prayer of the young lady many years ago is now becoming less and less restrained on herself, maybe in another ten or twenty years, Chu Ci will be indifferent to everything.
In this way, it seems that the meaning and necessity of living are lost.
Some might say that you never need a reason to live. This sentence stretches out. In fact, there is no need for reasons for life and death.
Chu Ci was afraid of death. But when death comes, he will not have the slightest fear.
Care? Sadako, Wei Lan, maybe some, but Chu Ci has never been a man who can live for others, he can die for the two daughters, but no one has the right to order him to live.
seems to be very stupid and idiotic, but Chu Ci is undoubtedly such a contradictory person.
Afraid of death, but not afraid of the arrival of death.
I want to die, but I struggle to survive.
Man is undoubtedly an intelligent creature with many contradictions around seven emotions and six desires. But all living beings turn into living beings, and with spiritual intelligence, none of them will fall into such contradictions.
The so-called forgetfulness of love, giving up small love, and turning big love into great love is actually a choice between the main contradiction and the secondary contradiction between the individual and the collective.
Overlooking the reincarnation of the heavens and enjoying the beautiful scenery of all worlds, this is also dispensable, the world is so big, he can't finish it. Ordinary people can only be confined to their own world, like prisoners in prison. The reincarnation is a little better, and he has become a prisoner in the main domain of reincarnation, and he regularly goes out to let off steam, and the place of release is different, and he can't help but smash and rob the prisoner.
Chu Ci thought of the main god, the reincarnation, and the reincarnation of the heavens from the meaning of his own life, and the crooked building didn't know where it was going, and the shimmering eyes were like candles in the wind, crumbling and about to be extinguished.
Survive it, see through the demon barrier, and if you can't get through, this wisp of divided soul will be defeated in this reincarnation world.
In the middle of the night, there were no lights, and there was a slight stampede on the roof, and soon, a light figure floated down from the roof, quietly pushing the door in, and the moonlight poured down, and the green silk fluttered.
Looking at Chu Ci curled up on the bed, her beautiful face was all haggard, and the young woman who had been looking for Chu Ci for several days was very distressed, walked a few steps in a row, leaned on the side of the bed, and asked anxiously: "What's wrong with you?" ”
"Don't worry, I'm fine."
The voice is slightly hoarse, the same five words, which were said calmly and indifferently a few days ago, and now only stubborn and stubborn are left.
This is not like nothing, the young woman didn't say a word, picked up Chu Ci's soft body from the bed, and was about to go out, Li Jiangliu was so powerful that she had seen it with her own eyes these days, she wanted Li Jiangliu to see Chu Ci's problem.
"Put me down." Chu Ci let the young woman toss, but said lightly, "I'm just in the magic barrier, just want to open it." ”
It's strange that Chu Ci knew that he could solve these problems if he wanted to, but at the same time, he was also deeply involved.
It's a dead knot without a knot.
"Magic barriers? What's that? The green woman stopped her movements and looked at Chu Ci who was leaning on her shoulder, and from his eyes, the green woman was full of tiredness.
"It's probably similar to your martial arts practice." Chu Ci thought for a moment and replied.
"So what should I do? How can I help you? "The green woman panicked and went crazy, which is no less than death for a person who practices martial arts, during which all kinds of torture and pain make people can't help but commit suicide on the spot.
Can a nine-year-old boy get through it?
"Let me down, think about it, and it's fine." Chu Ci is not worried about whether he will die at all, anyway, if he dies, the main body is fine, but the main body will encounter the same suffering, and if he survives and returns to the main body, it is equivalent to the main body also passing through this magic obstacle, which is unlimited in the future.
"No, let's let Brother Li take a look, and I'll take you out." After thinking about it, the young woman bit lightly with her silver teeth, and finally stomped her foot, wrapped Chu Ci in the futon, and walked away.
Not far away, Liu Mengli was worried about Chu Ci in her heart, and she couldn't sleep at night, so she got up quietly, walked towards this side with a lantern, and happened to see a black shadow wrapped in a large piece of things coming out of Chu Ci's room, and her heart was shocked, and suddenly Chu Ci's head was exposed from the futon held by the black shadow, and she could see it clearly in the moonlight.
"Help! Kidnapping! ”
Liu Mengli immediately shouted, this call, the entire county government woke up, the lights were lit, and there were noises, footsteps, and longing everywhere.
Liu Shifeng appeared in front of Liu Mengli untidy, and asked anxiously, "Mengli, what's wrong?" Who was kidnapped? ”
"Daddy, it's Murong Gongzi, I just saw someone kidnap him." Liu Mengli's eyes were full of anxiety, and her heart was beating wildly, perhaps this was the first time she had lost her temper so much.
"I'll send someone to find it, the city gate is locked, and the thieves must still be in the city." Liu Shifeng turned around and wanted to leave, but turned back, "Good daughter, Ziying's affairs are handed over to the father, it's late at night, you better go and rest." ”
"Yes, Daddy!" Liu Mengli promised obediently on her face, but she was still worried and anxious in her heart, and she turned back to her boudoir and tossed and turned, unable to sleep for a long time.
The young woman is indeed skilled, walking on the wall with Chu Ci's cornices, stunned and didn't alarm anyone, came to a remote courtyard in Shouyang, pushed the door in, Li Jiangliu was sitting in a few medicine bowls and didn't know what to do.
"Brother Li, I found him, come and see, he seems to have an accident."
Li Jiangliu shook his hand, almost mixed the wrong poison, and a bowl of precious Gu poison went down the drain.
Fortunately, he was resolute, he still pinched the Drill Heart Gu in his hand, and slowly turned his head: "I said Ah Qing, can you not make a fuss, Murong Kid has many injuries, as long as I live, I will definitely be able to"
Seeing the appearance of the words clearly, his hand shook, okay, this bowl of Gu poison is destined to be scrapped. (To be continued.) )