"The exact opposite?" I pondered the devil's words for a moment, and then sneered, "It seems that being a devil is not a good thing according to your words." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoIf you think it was a mistake to be a devil, why do you want me to be a devil now? ”

Hearing my words, the devil shook his head, as if trying to get all those annoying thoughts out of his head. Then he looked at me and said, "Maybe I made the wrong choice, but I was willing to do it." Maybe you will regret this choice in the future, but regret is also a matter of the future, and now you, do you have the right to regret? ”

I know that the devil has some point, and now I really don't have the qualifications to regret it. But do I really want to make that choice? Am I really someone who wants to build my happiness on the pain of others?

Seeing that I was hesitating, the devil said, "It is almost dawn, and I am afraid that if you don't choose again, you really won't have a chance." ”

I looked to the east, and sure enough, I saw a thin golden line in the dark curtain in the distance. I knew it wouldn't be long before a rising sun would emerge above that thin line. When the time comes, whether I want it or not, I'm afraid my fate will be completely decided.

"I don't have a choice, so I have to be sorry for Gao Yang."

"Hahaha, hahaha."

The devil laughed dryly, but said nothing. I looked up and wanted to ask the devil what was funny. But when I looked up, I saw only the rising sun, but I saw no sign of the devil.

It's still summer, and the sun has already risen, but it's still a long time before class. I spent the night on the rooftop, which would be when I was sleepy. It doesn't matter what the devil wants to do, I just want to lie back on my bed and get a good night's sleep.

I pushed open the small door on the roof and walked down, completely forgetting that I had difficulty climbing up with my legs and feet, but I walked slowly for a long time.

When I got back to the dormitory, everyone hadn't gotten up yet. I lay down on my bed, but then I heard Gao Yang ask, "You didn't come back last night." ”

"I drank too much and fell asleep when I went to throw up." I feel guilty now and don't want to talk to Gao Yang. It's just that since he has already asked, he can't help but perfunctory, "Why did you wake up so early?" ”

"I don't know what's going on with my feet, they hurt so badly that one didn't fall asleep."

Hearing Gao Yang's words, my heart trembled violently. Could it be that the devil's words are true, after my legs and feet are dexterous, Gao Yang will immediately become a lame. I couldn't bear it, but I couldn't tell what I knew. I had to be relieved: "It must have been during the game yesterday, and I pulled the tendons with too much force." It's okay, go to sleep, just sleep. ”

After I finished speaking, I was afraid that Gao Yang would continue to talk to me. He pulled the quilt over his head and pretended to be tired. At first, I just pretended to be asleep because there were so many things in my mind that were flooding my mind. But soon I fell asleep and woke up to find that it was already afternoon.

"Sixth son, what's going on? Why don't you wake me up? ”

"You slept like a pig, and we didn't wake you up." The youngest roommate in our dormitory is called Liuzi, and when I used to have bad legs, I had to trouble others to do a lot of things. Liuzi is easy to talk to, so he helps me a lot, and he is familiar with me. He looked at no one around, so he whispered to me, "You have slept for a day, and you must not know about Gao Yang." ”

"Gao Yang? What happened to him? "I already had some worries in my heart, but I didn't say it. I just skeptical, "This morning, Gao Yang told me that his leg hurt all night, and that's what you said." By the way, he wasn't in the dormitory either, did he go to the infirmary? ”

"The infirmary? You might as well talk about the health center. Liuzi put the towel on his shoulder, then picked up the basin and walked out leisurely, and before going out, he turned back and said, "He went to the hospital to take a film to see if he had a broken bone." Who knew that the fracture was not detected, but bone cancer was detected. He had to have his leg sawed off, or it would have dragged down the rest of his body. ”

I was stunned by Liuzi's words, because I knew that if my legs and feet were good, Gao Yang would definitely be unlucky. Because after those words on the rooftop, I have believed in the devil and know that he must have the ability to change the fate of me and Gao Yang. It's just that I didn't think that the price would be so big, Gao Yang would not only become lame, but even his entire leg would be sawed off.

I sat up on the bed and touched my limping leg with my hand. I shook my head, not regretting what happened to Gao Yang, but lamenting that I couldn't do anything about it.

When the devil was on the rooftop, he had already made it very clear. That's a chance, but this kind of opportunity is only once, and there is no choice to do it again after that. And Gao Yang will only have an amputation, if I choose another option, I'm afraid I will definitely become a vegetative person.

In the past, as a disabled person, I already felt that life was very difficult. If you become a vegetative person again this time, I'm afraid it will be even more unbearable.

"Gao Yang, I'm sorry." I apologized to Gao Yang in a small voice like a mosquito. Then he lay down on the bed and continued to sleep with his head covered.

On this day, I didn't leave the dormitory door, and I didn't even get out of bed. It was as if once my feet were on the ground, even if I wasn't walking. It's just that stepping on the ground smoothly like this, I will also remember that this is in exchange for Gao Yang's health.

By the next day, I finally got out of bed. Actually, according to my own thoughts, of course I would like to continue to lie in bed. This is not out of apology to Gao Yang, but because I want to face the blame in my heart later. But I eventually got up because the basketball team, led by the big guys, was all here.

"Ah Jian, you know all about Gao Yang. Without him this time, it's all up to you whether our department can win or not. ”

I looked at the people around the bed and knew what was going on in their minds. But I didn't plan to play, and I didn't even bother to get out of bed. I waved my hand: "I drank so much that I felt like my head was still dizzy." I know you want me to do it, but I threw up yesterday and didn't get out of bed for a day. Now I don't have any strength on my body, even if I force it out, I'm afraid it won't make any difference? ”

"You just need to go up and miss a few shots, even if it's just a shot, and you can stop the guys in the sports department who are above the top. When the time comes, you just have to run to the inside and let the gang revolve around you. ”

I'm going to push myself off a bit, but the big guy seems to be addicted to kidnapping. This time, I can't help but say it, and I was dragged to the basketball.

It's still the basketball court of that day, but the opponent has been changed to the physical education department. is still Xiaoya and Chunqin, but there is no Gao Yang on the sidelines.

I didn't eat for a day and a night, but when I got to the basketball court, I felt like I was full of strength. Even though the people in the physical education department have big shoulders and round waists, I don't just have a higher shooting percentage than them. Even when the body collided, it didn't lose to them at all.

"Ah Jian, that's good."

Chunqin cheered me on the sidelines, and even Xiaoya, who was just a fan of Gao Yang the day before yesterday, was screaming at me excitedly. I could see the sparkle in her eyes, just like when she scored against Gao Yang.

I was on the pitch and became the star of the department. All these things that originally belonged to Gao Yang have now all changed owners, and that is me.

When I covered my head with a quilt that morning, I looked at Gao Yang, and there was a bit of loneliness on his face at that time. That was the last time I saw Gao Yang, because I never saw him again. When Xiaoya and I were walking hand in hand on the tree-lined path in the courtyard, I heard her say that Gao Yang was taken back by his family for amputation, and then transferred directly to a university in his hometown, which is also convenient for his family to take care of.

I now have everything Gao Yang has ever had, whether it's on the court, or off the court, or even his girlfriend. But I wasn't happy, because I grew tired of these things. I wanted to meet the devil who had changed all of this and ask him why he was doing all this and what his purpose was.

But just as Gao Yang has completely disappeared from my life, there is no trace of this mysterious devil at all. I asked a lot of people who were on the pitch that day, and they just saw me yelling into the air alone, and they didn't see the devil at all. It seems that not only did they not see the true body of the devil, but they could not even see the body of the giant sweat that the devil used to hide his whereabouts.

I spent my college life in such a mess, and when I graduated, I couldn't bear this kind of life that seemed to be happy, but was actually uneventful. I'm crazy about fitness, and I've made my body tough enough to be hard to come by. Then I went crazy to all kinds of extreme sports to reach a kind of limit.

In my opinion, since the devil is a demon in the heart, it must only appear when I am exhausted. I do these extreme sports to pursue this limit. So that at the moment when the limit comes, you can let yourself face the demon in your heart again. I want to meet the devil and ask him if he can do it again if I regret it now. Although I know that it is useless to ask, but without asking, I feel that I still cannot feel at ease in my life.

(To be continued.) )