If the body of the shadow has tears, I think I have already shed tears at this time, of course, even if there are tears, they are unwilling tears!

Yes, I am not reconciled, because I still have a lot of unfinished business, and a lot of things that I can't let go. I've always wanted to see my grandfather, I've always wanted to change my fate to be with Yang Qing, and I've always wanted to have a home. Now, however, it seems that none of this has any chance, for from now on I may only see them pass over the bridge until they cross it. Of course, I could see them then, but they couldn't see me.

Maybe this is fate, maybe this is predestined, destined for me to go this time and never return. With a long sigh, I finally asked, "Is what you said true?" ”

"Yes." The bridge god nodded and said, "I voluntarily jumped into the river that day and became a water ghost, this is thousands of years, in these thousand years, I have never harmed anyone, do you still think that I will harm you for no reason?" ”

Yes, the bridge god will not harm people, the reason why he became a water ghost and became a bridge god is because he has that kind heart, and he would rather go to hell himself than drag others to hell.

Thinking of this, I asked him, "What do you want me to do?" ”

He pointed to the Lechuan River, where the waves were huge and the wind was blowing, and said, "Jump down!" ”

For some reason, my heart trembled when I heard this, and this tremor was a trembling at death. I thought I wasn't afraid of death, I thought that my lonely life was worse than death, and I thought I had seen through all this. But now when death is facing, I am afraid, perhaps because I really can't let go, there are too many things that I can't let go.

However, I also know that now I have no choice, should I really not fulfill the promise I made? Although I don't remember this promise anymore, I also know that all this can't be fake, as the bridge god said, he has never harmed anyone for thousands of years, and he can't intentionally harm me.

"Hosara-sama, please!" The bridge god made a "please" gesture.

I let out a long sigh and said, "If I jump, you will be reincarnated?" ”

"Yes, that's our agreement, to exchange your life for my rebirth." Hashijin said.

I nodded, thinking that the bridge god had been a water ghost for thousands of years, and it was indeed pitiful. However, at the same time, I also despair when I think that I will be like him when I jump into the Lethe River today, and I will live in the icy water day and night, year after year. I said, "I'm going down, and I'm going to come up for you, and when will I be the head, alas!" ”

Yes, although the bridge god has been a water ghost in the river for so long, he met me a thousand years ago, and I gave him hope, but what about me in the future? Who will give me hope and hope? Or will it never turn over?

Of course, maybe one day I can't stand the loneliness and pain, and I will find a stand-in by myself, but in this way, is this still me?

The bridge god seemed to see what was in my heart, and he said, "If you jump into the Lethe River today, do you want someone to give you a glimmer of hope and be willing to exchange you for a new life?" ”

I nodded, yes, I hope there is such a person who is like me thousands of years ago, who gives others a glimmer of hope and a hope.

The bridge god pointed to the hundreds of ghosts in the Lethe River under the bridge, all of whom had fallen into the river or been pulled into the river by the water spirits when they crossed the bridge, and they fell into the river and could never go ashore again. The bridge god said, "Look at them, these hundreds of ghosts, some have just fallen into the river, some have been in the river for thousands of years, day and night under the cold and biting water, and the endless insects and snakes, they are so pitiful, they also hope to be able to go ashore one day." ”

Hearing this, I also felt sympathy for the ghosts in the Lethe River, perhaps because I was about to become like them! Although they are all wicked people, and they deserve to suffer endless suffering when they fall into the river, no matter how evil they are, there should be an end of suffering, not endless despair.

Looking at the thousands of yin spirits in the turbid yellow river, I said, "With so many yin souls, how many people should be needed to give them hope?" ”

Yes, I can only change the bridge god to come up, but among the thousands of Yin Souls in the river, will anyone be willing to give them a chance to be reborn with their lives? Maybe not, that's why they desperately came to pull the ghost of the bridge into the water, so that they could have a chance to be reborn.

At this time, the bridge god said, "Do you also think that you should give them hope and give them a chance?" ”

I nodded, like ghosts, they were not afraid of waiting, but of being afraid that no matter how much they waited, there was no hope.

"As long as you are willing to give them hope, you can save them." The bridge god mysteriously suddenly came to such a sentence.

Hearing this, I was completely blinded, I said how can I save them, I only have one life, I can only save you, how can I save these thousands of ghosts?

"You can save if you want to, as long as you're willing to jump into the river." Hashijin said with a smile.

I stared at him and saw that he didn't look like he was lying. To tell the truth, if I can really save them, I would be willing, anyway, I have to jump into the river, and change the bridge god to be reborn alone, it is better to change thousands of Yin souls to be reborn.

The bridge god said, "Jump, you are the hope we have been waiting for for a thousand years, are you willing to let our hope that we have been waiting for a thousand years also perish?" ”

Speaking of hope, hope, I'm about to become a drowning ghost now, so I can feel how strong this hope is for them. If I don't fulfill the promise I made a thousand years ago today, I will be very desperate for the bridge god.

In the end, I had to sigh helplessly, and said in my heart that maybe this was the will of God, God would send me in exchange for their rebirth, maybe I was destined to be a lonely life in the morning, whether it was alive or in the river.

At this time, the bridge god apparently saw that I had made up my mind, so he said, "Go down, you are a star in the sky, and I will not harm you." ”

I don't know why, but I feel that there is something wrong with what the bridge god said, and he wants me to jump into the Lethe River, but he says that it is not harming me, it will hurt me, why do you still say that it will not harm me?

However, at this time, I only took his words as a comfort, so I closed my eyes and said in my heart, Yang Qing, farewell, senior brother, farewell. Then he plunged headlong into the murky waters of the Lechuan River......

With a plop, I entered the water, and then it was as if thousands of hands grabbed me, and then dragged to the bottom of the river, and the yellow river water poured into the stomach one by one, and the cold of the Lechuan River was like ice wrapping around the body, like a needle piercing the bone, this cold penetrated the soul of the person, and I was not awake without a few flutters.

I know, this time I'm really finished, I'm going to be a water ghost, a water ghost who will never turn over in my life. I will be like this night and night, day after day, year after year, enduring the bitter cold and the endless loneliness.

There is still a day of rebirth in the eighteenth layer of hell, but what about me? Am I never going to see the light of day? Am I supposed to suffer this? Why wouldn't God help me? Why does God see me suffering? Why do you have to go down alone to exchange thousands of ghosts to get out of this sea of suffering?

Yes, at the last moment when I lost consciousness, I had these thoughts in my heart, fear, unwillingness, and endless despair......

I don't know how long it took, I felt like I had a dream, I found myself floating in the river, the yellow and turbid Lechuan River was quiet, the thousands of ghosts before were gone, I was the only one left in the boundless river, the river was so silent, and I was so lonely.

I swam hard in the river, and found that the river had no end at all, and no matter how I played, it was as if I could see the shore, yes, I am now a water ghost, unless I find a substitute, I will never think of going ashore forever.

I swam and swam and swam and swam and swimmed and swam and suddenly heard a call in my ears, yes, this call was actually my name, they were calling Mr. Chen.

The voice was far away, as if it were 108,000 miles away, and then it was very clear, as if someone was calling in my ear. I felt very uncomfortable, and shook my head desperately, and finally I woke up from the dream, and when I opened my eyes, I found that I was lying on the shore, and the person who had been calling my name was Li Dashan.

Seeing this, I was stunned, and I got up from the ground in a flash, looked up, and found that I had come to the other side of the Nai He Bridge at some point, and I was standing at the other side of the bridge at this time.

At the moment, I thought all this was incredible, because I remembered that I had jumped into the Lechuan River and become a water ghost, but how did I get ashore? Couldn't I find a stand-in? But I haven't been looking for a stand-in, have I?

I hurriedly asked Li Dashan on the side, asking him what the hell was going on, how could I appear on the other side of the bridge for no apparent reason?

Li Dashan said that he didn't know, but after crossing the bridge, he saw me lying on the ground, so he came to call me, and then I woke up.

When I heard this, I wondered even more, what the hell is going on here? Was the bridge god I had hallucinating before? Or is that falling river also an illusion?

Thinking of this, I looked into the Lethe River, and then I realized that what had happened before might not have been a dream, because there was a dead silence in the Lethe River at this time, and the thousands of ghosts before were all gone, perhaps they had already landed.

At this time, out of the corner of my eye, I found a person standing in the middle of the bridge, and I hurriedly turned my head to see that the person was none other than the bridge god who had asked me to fall into the river to be reborn. At this time, he was smiling at me and giving me a deep bow.

I was about to call him out and ask him what was all going on, but then he plunged headlong into the Lethe River and disappeared again......