Chapter 21: Wake up

Month, poignant and sad. The night was so terrible. Through the window lattice, a yellow rhyme is sprinkled.

In the depths of my memory, I always remembered something, but it was so far away, as if it was right in front of me, but I stretched out my hand and left nothing. The boredom in my heart is accompanied by boundless loneliness, and between this piece of heaven and earth, it becomes more and more pale and powerless.

The same class, the same full moon, nothing has changed in the passage of time, but what about people? Maybe people haven't changed, but what has changed is the lost soul.

Zhao Yan was standing alone in the empty class at this time, surrounded by a quiet shroud, the night was deep, as if he was the only one left between this piece of heaven and earth, there was a long cloth board hanging on the wall behind the class, which said "I love my home" in a photo, Zhao Yan tried hard to see every face through the moonlight, but the light was too dark to see the outline.

For some reason, he never remembered coming to this place, but in his heart he felt that this place was very familiar, every grass and tree, every arrangement had his meaning, his mind, but that feeling was like a person walking in the night, knowing that the door was in front of him but he couldn't find it.

Push open the window, a person was baptized by the moonlight outside the window, suddenly there was a surge in the heart, once upon a time a person was standing here like this, looking out of the window, every child behind him, was studying seriously, at this time he seemed to have become another person, a feeling that was not himself, as if he was a bystander, in his mind there was a vague image "There is such a person like him standing here, a kind of sadness wells up in the heart, as if very lonely, a great grievance wants to leave here a kind of reluctance, Looking at the moon in the sky, a person silently reminisces and wants to remember everything in his heart, but he can't think of anything, only that sad feeling. ”

The figure in the moonlight is alone here, and there seems to be a wish in my heart, but I don't know what it is forgotten in that corner of my mind, and I can't find it.

Looking back suddenly, the figure was stretched for a long time, looking up at the cloudless, the evening breeze was still there, and it was even more bleak in this lonely night.

Suddenly, he felt that a person appeared by the last window, Zhao Yan turned around, it was a girl with long hair fluttering, her face was slightly pale, wearing a wide school uniform, and her white legs were exposed under a short skirt, at this time she was praying there with her hands together, but Zhao Yan couldn't hear anything in the whispers in her mouth. But it really appeared in his heart: "Will you be lonely and lonely in the boundless sky?" Will you also need the mercy and comfort of the world? Perhaps it is your ruthlessness that can haunt the night, and it is your indifference that can awaken people's beautiful memories, such as those who have been dependent on themselves; For example, the whispers in the moonlight; For example, the dreams that I couldn't mention to people when I was a child. No one doubts the authenticity of the emotions at that time. So much so that when I looked at my soul in the moonlight today, I felt that the bright moon of that year was really beautiful and beautiful."

At this time, there was no fear in his heart, but there was a feeling that his heart was as calm as water, and the girl's reserve, she made Zhao Yan's heart seem to recall someone, something, and a certain moment. Just like being a passer-by in the world, you can also clean up your old luggage on the busy journey of life, and you can have a little attachment and a little looking back.

Is there really an eternity on earth? Year after year, year after year. This sadness and passing away with the eternal moonlight may be an eternal picture. Zhao Yan really wants to keep this poignant sadness and make this picture eternal, no matter how real it is, he really doesn't want to wake up.

"Teacher, Yan, you're back" A soft sigh with a kind of old-world sorrow, a gentle call, through the shackles of time, like a drop of water, cleansing Zhao Yan's heart.

Zhao Yan turned his head, the girl was still standing there motionless, he couldn't see her face clearly, he could only feel her sadness.

"Rock, people are always so small in this month, since you walked into this class and walked to our side, watching your arrival, the daily busyness unconsciously you have long been looking up at the sky. Think about the deceit and intrigue during the day, with a bright and hypocritical smile on people's faces, and how many people can let go of all fates before this round of bright moon, and let their hearts be sublimated with the baptism of moonlight like water. I vaguely remember the way you stood here alone when you were in a bad mood, lonely and lonely, and everyone had a dream that was difficult to fulfill. Everyone has such a wound and that scar in their heart to a greater or lesser extent. That's life! Life is short and life is painful, so when we see the Buddha say, "Everything in life is suffering," we have a deep resonance. However, because of the pain, we should know how to cherish life and cherish the people in front of us. In life, there are always circles that have been broken and can never be repaired. Life is never fulfilling. Perhaps, this is the true meaning of life.

Sighs and grief, the girl was alone, as if she was telling of a thousand years of pain.

Suddenly she laughed, the sharp resentment between the voices, broke the silence at this time, Zhao Yan felt that the surroundings became dim, I don't know when, a few clouds floated in the sky to cover the lonely moon in the sky, the temperature around became cold, Zhao Yan couldn't move when he stood there, he didn't know what was going on, the wind blew in through the window, and the books and papers in the room were blown up: "I won't let the mistakes come, and the Fan Bangui will die!" Ha, ha, ha, ha" Her hair fluttered in the wind, and the laughter made him creepy, and at this moment he saw a large amount of blood flowing down from the surrounding walls for some reason, and a large crimson letter with "Class Rules" appeared on the wall behind it, which read, "Class Rules Article 1, Death to those who destroy class property!" Second, those who do not leave school on time after school die! Then two clear photos appeared on it, one was Ban Hua, and the other was Xia Xu, who was smiling gloomily at this time, and his eyes were staring straight at Zhao Yan.

"No, I don't care who you are, I don't allow you to hurt them, I don't want to" Zhao Yan didn't know where the strength came from, and he shouted and suddenly felt the scenery around him change.

"Ahh

"Teacher, are you feeling better?" Zhao Yan's eyes straightened and he didn't come back to his senses for a while, and gradually saw that he was in a small ward, the sun was shining in from the window, warm, and Xiaopang was standing anxiously looking at him.

"I'm fine, I'm right there."

"Teacher, why did you appear in the ghost building with Xia Xu?"

"Haunted building?"

"That's right, it's the building that our school is going to fold yet, I just heard that the sophomore on the way to send you said that it's terrifying, and there are a lot of haunted things" Xiaopang took a glass of water and gave it to Zhao Yan,

"Yes, let's not talk about anything else, what about Xia Xu, how is he?"

Zhao Yan asked anxiously.

"Fortunately, the place where he fell was a pile of sand, and it turned out to be just a broken leg bone, nothing serious, but somehow he never woke up, and he is still in the hospital for observation."

"That's good, that's good." Zhao Yan let out a long breath, thinking that everything was too unexpected yesterday.

"Why am I here?" Zhao Yan took a sip of water and asked.

"Don't I say it, I got home and found that I forgot the key in the class, so I walked back, just downstairs, and saw someone falling from the window, and then I saw the teacher You appeared behind the window, and the students in the dormitory building opposite also ran out, everyone went up to see that you fainted, and the police sent you and Xia Xu to the hospital, and I stayed to take care of you for one night." Chubby said as he ate an apple.

"So that's the case, so Xia Xu is there now, let's take a look." As he spoke, he lifted the quilt and walked down.

At this moment, the phone rang, and Zhao Yan picked it up and saw that it was an MMS message. Click on it and see that Zhao Yan was stunned there, it was a photo, because it was taken in the dark, the photo was very blurry, but it seemed to be at the door of that bar, it was a very handsome boy, very thin and tall, dressed very fashionably, but his expression was very weird, as if he was smiling, but behind him, there was an extra half of a woman's face, which was close to the back of the boy's head, and Zhao Yan was scared and his mobile phone fell on the bed.