Chapter 12: Because I'm ordinary
Nicole's amber eyes were full of struggle, and she kept weighing but couldn't make up her mind. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Eventually, the little girl raised her head, her clear amber eyes shining with determination.
"Maybe you're right, but ...... Adana was determined to pay the price; We, no regrets! ”
Li Fan smiled, got up to salute, and then left the room; Leaving the gate of the tribe under the suspicious and surprised gaze of the tribal elder, he watched Li Fan and them leave until they disappeared from sight.
"They...... You really don't want anything? ”
"Alien ...... Are there also merciful ones? ”
They looked at each other, and they all felt a little foggy now, shouldn't the demons be cunning, greedy, and murderous monsters? The long-term perception has been subverted, and some of them can't accept it.
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On the way, Silva scratched his head, a little irritated: "So, what the hell are you thinking?" ”
Walked around in someone else's nest and saved two people, and then just came out?
That's it!
Didn't even get any good!
Silva was vaguely frustrated: "Are you stupid?" ”
Li Fan scratched his face and was a little shy: "Who called us good people?" ”
Please call us Lei Feng!
Silva pouted: "You? Good? If I don't know you, I believe it. ”
Whether it's Ezela or the Kuiper space station, Silva doesn't see the so-called "good guys" in Li Fan, what he sees is a cold-hearted, scheming, and sometimes long-term layout that makes people palpitate.
Li Fan is a good person?
The is a believer!
Li Fan laughed and said: "Living in the world of the devil, you have to learn to be cunning, and living in the world of the wicked, you have to learn to be cruel." ”
Both to others and to oneself.
This is the means of acting, and if he hadn't learned this, he would have been played to death long ago.
However...... A world breeds a civilization, and human beings are cunning, changeable, complex and unpredictable; But this place is different, at least the current Yadana people are peaceful and friendly, and they are warm and natural.
Give them time, and they may not be able to develop a friendly civilization similar to that of the Hilariel.
Even if he came out of Shura Purgatory, even if he stood on top of the mountain of corpses and the sea of blood, Li Fan still had that self-insistence, otherwise he would have gone crazy a long time ago.
Li Fan said leisurely: "I can feel their essence, just like I can feel that you are always thinking about how to kill me unexpectedly." ”
The bland words were like a thunderbolt exploding in Silva's consciousness, and she stared at her with beautiful eyes and stood on the spot.
He even knew!
How would he know!?
Li Fan stopped, looked at the girl, and said with a smile: "Are you thinking, since you know that you have such dangerous thoughts, why do you want to stay by your side?" ”
He gave the answer: "In order to motivate oneself, comfort wears down one's will." ”
Silva came back to her senses and said, "Suddenly I don't think even arrogance is enough to describe you; Heh, you think you're amazing? ”
Li Fan shook his head: "I'm not arrogant, and I'm not powerful. On the contrary, I am so ordinary, so ordinary that if I don't make an effort to do something, I will soon continue to be ordinary. ”
He smiled, his smile a little bitter: "My background is so ordinary that there is nothing to repeat, even if I try my best to train myself, I can't enter the Warlock Academy, sometimes I think that as long as I have one, it will be enough to have a super-sensing concentration enhancement potion...... Unfortunately, for the common people, expensive potions have always been a luxury, and when I fell off the list, everyone laughed at me, they called me unrealistic, and let me participate in the production work...... But I still chose to join the army. ”
If compromised, he could now be doing a certain job on a certain planet until he dies of old age.
But he didn't, if he was just an ordinary piece of iron, then he would forge himself into a superalloy!
Even if it's dirt...... He's going to burn himself into superconducting ceramics too!
He stepped on the battleship silently, and tried his best to participate in the battle, even if he was robbed of his merits, he was selected to enter the magic sword division like a thorn.
Everyone thought he was going to die.
Such an ordinary guy may have accidentally died in a raid......
But he didn't.
He stubbornly refused to die, holding that unwilling to be ordinary heart and walking scarred and sneaking, withstanding the rain of bullets, passing through the smoke and flames of gunpowder, wading through the mountains of blood and corpses, from a useless rookie recruit to an iron-blooded elite warrior...... He finally got a qualification that could be further strengthened.
But he gave up on the quick and efficient human body modification, and chose the more difficult and long road.
However, on the way to Warlock Academy, the starship he was riding on fell...... He was also forced to leave the army.
Everyone felt sorry for him, they said that he was actually a genius - a clumsy and inward-looking, hard-working genius.
But only Li Fan knows that he is not a genius, let alone a diligent genius.
Again and again, he gritted his teeth and resisted, again and again...... He turned on the shower head in the bathroom and cried loudly to vent his stress...... He is a mortal, but it is because he is afraid of the ordinary that he is so desperate.
Li Fan walked slowly, and Silva silently followed him.
Li Fan said: "Unlike talented or powerful people like you, people like me have nothing to fight for except for their lives." ”
That's his only capital!
Even if he got the "adventure", Li Fan did not dare to slack off.
Listening to Li Fan narrating his past in a flat tone, Silva's eyes drooped and he was inexplicably calm; Those words are not exaggerated, they are not ostentatious, and they are not called inspirational; It's just plain and straightforward, but it's so sad that it makes people's hearts pump.
How hard it is to live.
However, if you just drift with fate and become ordinary, who is willing?
Silva said softly, "Thank you...... I'm not going to squander my talent and opportunities anymore, I'm going to be very ...... Trying very hard to kill you. ”
"Oh." Li Fan replied softly, a little carelessly: "Welcome at any time." ”
He stopped, and the scene in front of him was an endless green and white grassland, and there was a big tree a hundred meters ahead, and the pale red trunk was dense and flourishing red leaves, which were so bright from red to vigorous.
And under that big tree, the girl Nicole stood there with light and grace.
She was as white as snow, her pale blonde hair fluttered in the wind, and her amber eyes shimmered: "She said that you are a good person, a person who can be trusted, so ...... Please take her away. ”
Li Fan scratched his face, is this a good person card?
Who is she, though?
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There seems to be a lot of nonsense in this chapter, but I want to flesh out Li Fan as a person, and, to some extent, Li Fan is an extension of "me".
For some people, it's really hard to live.
Life is a battle that never stops, and someone wears shiny armor and crushes the world with dozens of halos on their heads.
Some people were dressed in cloth and had only a whiteboard wooden sword in their hands - and some flinched, but others charged with wooden swords.
The world is fair, and society has never been fair, salute those warriors who are clothed and clothed with swords.
They may be stupid, but they're really good.
Well, I'm pretty good, too!
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