Chapter 53: Self-blame
There was a sound of footsteps at the door, and Bai Li subconsciously turned her head in anticipation and saw that the person who came was a red baby.
"Hey, it's you......"
Chi Ying was stunned when he heard this, and then laughed: "What, who else can it be?"
Bai Li smiled shyly, but he couldn't say it.
"There's good news, bad news," Red Infant smiled mysteriously and stepped forward, "Which one do you want to hear first?"
"Good news......" Bai Li blinked, "No, no, bad news first." ”
The red baby sneered as if he was swept away: "The bad news is that I am dying of hunger after a busy day." ”
Bai Li didn't hear the sarcasm: "What about the good news?"
Chi Ying choked: "The good news is that your master may be able to save Su Su." ”
"Really?!" Bai Li was pleasantly surprised and almost jumped.
"Hmm. "The red baby's reaction is very flat," but the bad news is that Su Su may ...... It won't be the same vegetarian it used to be. ”
Bai Li's surprise froze on his face: "What do you mean?"
"The spirit master you killed last night, a very small part of all the demon spirits she took was left in a glass pendant," Chi Ying explained methodically, "I searched with your master and brother all night to find Su Su. ”
"Susu ...... The demon spirit?" Bai Li was stunned and didn't react.
"Yes," Chi Ying nodded, "Fortunately, Su Su has returned to her original form, but the demon spirit is completely gone, and it has ...... Killed. ”
Bai Li's heart skipped a beat.
"I thought that even if it was just such a demon spirit, if it could be returned, maybe Su Su could be saved, but ......"
Bai Li listened to Chiying's words, but the exit was stuck, and she was suddenly so anxious: "But what is it!"
Chi Ying hurriedly picked up: "But even if Susu's demon spirit can return to its place, she probably won't remember what happened." ”
Bai Li twisted his eyebrows: "Doesn't it mean that even a small demon spirit can carry all the memories......?
"Because Su Su is dead...... Chi Ying looked at Bai Li, even if he couldn't bear to say it so bluntly, he still had to explain it clearly, "And it takes a lot of energy to resurrect Su from the dead, even if Su Su is rescued, at most he is an ordinary rabbit, and he can't become a demon anymore, so he can't understand the memories of when he was a demon." ”
"Then you only found Su Su's little demon spirit, is it enough?" Bai Li was anxious.
Chi Ying nodded: "Although there are not many demon spirits to go, after all, it is her own, and there is probably no problem to become a rabbit." ”
After Bai Li heard this, he was silent.
Looking at Bai Li's silent appearance, Chi Ying didn't know if he had explained clearly: "Your master has never tried to bring the dead back to life with demon spirits, so I don't know if it's feasible." ”
"That'...... After all, it's still her own demon spirit, right......" Bai Li muttered, as if trying to grab some hope.
"Even if Su Su can only turn into an ordinary rabbit, she can still ...... Remember me, and Yulan, and Jinglu, there are so many demons in the Ten Thousand Demon Mansion, everyone likes her......"
Bai Li said incoherently, and tears fell with it.
She didn't understand in her heart that all things have limited intelligence, and if she was no longer a demon, even if she had those memories, she would slowly forget them because she couldn't understand them.
If Su Su can be rescued, Xu is still a little familiar with them, but in the past, he will never be able to go back.
The red baby was silent.
Su Su is already considered lucky.
In the catastrophe twenty years ago, how many people died unexpectedly, and how many innocent demons were involved.
No one has the time to cry for anyone.
Looking at Bai Li sadly, Chi Ying really didn't know what to say.
In today's world, for demons, it is a luxury to be alone.
Chi Ying sighed, and finally comforted: "Don't be sad, when the time comes, you talk to Su Yue and ask him to accompany you to the Demon Forbidden to see Su Su." ”
Bai Li still hung her head and sobbed lowly.
The red baby didn't say anything more, patted her on the shoulder, and turned back to the house.
After a busy day and a night, he just wanted to hurry up and get some food and sleep.
When Su Yue came back to Shao's house, Gu Lian Yexin and them were all in the courtyard, but they didn't see Bai Pear.
He asked, everyone looked at each other, and then looked in the direction of the white pear house, and said nothing.
Su Yue knew in his heart that Bai Li would probably be uncomfortable when he got the news.
After standing at the door of Bai Li's house for a while, Su Yue pushed the door and entered.
The white pear inside turned into its original form and crouched by the window.
The small pointed mouth was facing the window, and around the squinted eyes, the thin fluff was gently swaying with the night breeze.
Su Yue entered the house, and she heard it.
When the door closed, Bai Li turned his head.
He still didn't say anything, just quietly.
Su Yue silently walked to her side, reached out and pinched her little ear.
The ear shook unhappily, and easily broke free from Su Yue's fingers.
Su Yue's hand paused, and he asked in a calm tone, "What's wrong?"
Bai Li lowered his ears: "Chi Ying told me, Su Su's business." ”
Su Yue nodded when he heard this: "If you want to go back, go back and have a look." ”
Bai Li lowered his eyes and did not make a sound for a long time.
Su Yue sensed that something was wrong, and asked, "Is there anything else?"
Bai Li was silent for a long time, and then he raised his body, looked at Su Yue with crystal eyes, and saw that Su Yue's heart was stagnant.
"Is it my fault?" Bai Li's voice trembled slightly.
"What?" Su Yue didn't react.
Bai Li's tears could no longer be contained, and instantly turned into a little girl, covering her face and crying miserably.
"If I hadn't killed her......"
Bai Li cried sadly, and Su Yue could only hear a few words intermittently.
“...... Is it possible to get more demon spirits from Susu?"
Su Yue was stunned when he heard this, and Bai Li continued to cry.
"If there are enough demon spirits, Su Su may ...... Maybe you can continue to be a demon, right?"
Bai Li raised his face, wanting to hear a truth from Su Yue.
Even if it's her own fault, she wants to know the truth.
Su Yue was speechless for a while, and paused for a moment before saying: "Your master has never tried to use demon spirits to bring the dead back to life, and even he is not sure of things, don't think about it." ”
Bai Li looked at Su Yue, her eyes full of tears.
She didn't know whether to believe it at this time, whether it was Su Yue or not, or just to comfort her.
"I let you capture the spirit master alive, just to ask more things out of her mouth," Su Yue took a step forward, his tone still unfazed, "I knew that her pendant might be exchanged for Su Su's life, but I am not completely sure." ”
Bai Li was still sobbing silently.
"Most of the demon spirits are estimated to have also been used by her for cultivation, and even if they are left alive, they may not be able to get them back. It's the best possible now......"
Su Yue couldn't bear it, and he blurted out this sentence that he was not sure of.