But no matter what she did, in the end the smell could not be kept, because as she inhaled, the taste of happiness slowly disappeared, and all that was left was the pale fishy smell, but she still did not give up, but swallowed it in one gulp, and let it become a part of herself forever. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Boom la la la ~~~~

A well-fed Ding Maomao walked into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and then carefully took off his dress, folded it neatly, and placed it on the side of his pillow. She then walked into the bathroom, letting the water pound against her skin.

She ~ washed for two hours, and it seemed that this was the only way to wash off the dirt on her body and wash her soul. At this moment, she felt so dirty, that pure she no longer existed.

Looking at his perfect carcass in the mirror, exquisite curves, what a proud capital this used to be, which man didn't linger when he saw her? What man didn't want to hug her when he saw her, and then love her well? Whenever she walked on the street, she felt like a proud swan, dancing solo under the greedy gaze of a flock of people. At that time, she felt that the whole world was revolving around her, and the man's flattery and disdain in her eyes brought her great satisfaction.

But at this moment, she was so disgusted with her past self.

Looking at the purple-blue bruises on her body, she felt how dirty she was.

Physically and mentally exhausted, she moved her steps in the dark room, slowly came to the window, opened the curtain a gap, and through the neon lights outside, she looked at the bustling world of cars outside, but at this moment she felt that she no longer belonged to this world, it seemed that the prosperity outside had nothing to do with her, and now she knew that in fact, the world did not revolve around her, and her thoughts were just whimsical.

Men compliment her because men want to get her body, men flatter her in order to carry her to bed, that's all.

When the man reaches his goal, she will be discarded like a rag doll that has been broken, and she will no longer be able to repair the wound full of rifts, so she can only hide quietly in the corner, watching the men compliment other women, and then look for the next doll, and she can only cry silently in the cold corner.

The sky is still dark, as if there is no light forever, not a trace of light can be seen, but the erosion of the earth is full of all kinds of desires, which grow and grow under this artificial light, rendering everything in the world, but the people who sink in it can never find that their sky has lost its light.

Ding Maomao slowly retreated to the bed, lying naked in the position where she had been lying before, but at this moment there were no warm hands holding her. She curled her body, allowing herself to escape the cold as much as possible, using her own body temperature to warm herself, while her eyes were firmly fixed on the dress, and her ears were quietly listening to the mechanical sound of ticking on her wrist, although the voice was soft, but it could always alert her, so that she was no longer confused, although the dress by the pillow could not bring her warmth, but it was her warm fuel, the pillar of the flame.

Jingle bell ~~~~ Jingle bell ~~~

The sound of the phone instantly broke the silent world, and Ding Maomao woke up suddenly, and almost without any hesitation, he immediately answered the phone.

"Hey~ I'm Maomao."

"Maomao, I'm your brother Hua~~~"

In an instant, Ding Maomao was brought back to reality, and all her illusions were shattered again, and at this moment she knew that she could not turn back.

"Is there something wrong?"

Ding Maomao's voice was very cold, and she couldn't believe it.

The voice on the other side of the phone was very quiet, as if I was afraid of being heard by someone. "Are you alright? Where are you? I'm sending someone to pick you up? ”

"I'm fine! Thank you for your concern. ”

Doodoo~~~

Ding Maomao turned off the phone, and then threw it aside, as if he was shaking off something disgusting, disgusted and disgusted.

God, I don't know when it's already bright, Ding Maomao stretched lazily, and then held his head that was a little painful. She was sure it must have been because she had been sick last night. But it's nothing, because what she cares about most is another person, and she really wants to know, if that person is willing to forgive her? And accept her again?

Of course, Ding Maomao also knew that this possibility was almost minimal, because with her understanding of him, she knew that that person was usually very talkative, but he was very temperamental and rigid, and it was difficult to change what he believed.

Soon, Ding Maomao put his makeup in order, and then ran out happily again, because a new day had come.

"Boss morning?"

The fat man squinted slightly at the girl who seemed to be full of sunshine. "Early? Well, morning beauty. Check out? ”

"No~ My boyfriend is stupid and found the wrong place yesterday, so I have to stay for a while~"

The fat boss raised his eyebrows and said with a smile: "Poof~~ Okay, what?" Going out for lunch? ”

Ding Maomao nodded and said, "Well~ I'll come back later, by the way, I want that dish tonight, my boyfriend loves it the most." ”

The fat boss nodded, and then continued to fiddle with the computer.

Ding Maomao walked out happily, like a happy elf, full of youth and vitality, and his whole body exuded joy and sunshine.

It wasn't until Ding Maomao disappeared outside the door that the fat boss looked up and took a look, then shook his head and continued to do his own thing, as if nothing had anything to do with him.

"Morning, Miss, what do you need?"

Ding Maomao looked at the dazzling gold and silver jewelry, and asked a little stiffly: "This, how much is this?" ”

The salesman maintained a professional smile and said with a smile: "Couple diamond rings, a pair of 20,000"

Ding Maomao looked at this pair of beautiful jewelry, then looked at his bag, and was silent for a while, but as if he had made up his mind, he immediately showed a smile, and then said with a smile: "Okay, that's it~~"

Seeing Ding Maomao so happy, of course, the salesperson also showed a corresponding professional smile, and this time the smile was more sincere.

"Your ring, please keep it, welcome to visit next time."

Ding Maomao didn't pay attention to her, because in Ding Maomao's world, nothing existed now, and she just wanted to wait happily and wait for her boyfriend to come to her.

When Ding Maomao returned to the small hotel, it was already completely dark, but Ding Maomao didn't care, but smiled and said hello to the boss and then ran back to his room, and then unpacked it by the light, and watched the two exquisite rings lying quietly inside.

Ding Maomao smiled and took out one of the women's rings, and then put it on the middle finger of his left hand, and watched the ring glow with a charming light through the light.

After laughing silly for a while, she covered her forehead with a little headache, although her head seemed to explode in pain, but her smile did not change, as if the pain was not on her. (To be continued.) )