Last week, the editor asked me, can you keep updating, your score can be strongly promoted, if you guarantee the update, I will apply for you. At that time, I was not excited, and suddenly I felt a little weird, how to say, a little sour, a little like crying. But it's not that I'm excited by the push.

Those who know me know that my name as an author is actually the same as before. That's right, I eunuch has a lot of books, including better grades than this one. Sanjiang has been on the homepage, on the homepage, and on the strong push, along the way to write a book for four years, and today it is on the strong push again, how to say it suddenly, I am really emotional.

I remember that I was writing books for 11 years, and I was still a freshman in college, and no matter what, I mainly played with it, and writing books was just a hobby, not a way to make money. But four years of life suddenly like a dream, now it is 16 years, I was married last year, the baby will be born in June this year, I found out in a daze, it turns out that I have lost a lot of opportunities, I have wasted a lot of time, very bad.

I disappointed a lot of readers who liked me, and it was really a lot of people who talked to me privately and asked me what was wrong with me and why eunuchs. How can you say it, because LOL is in a ranking? Because of a new single-player game? Because chatting with friends? Or even just because of the mood that day?

It's ridiculous, isn't it, my unscrupulous eunuch for these reasons. Then I wasted four years of opportunities, and I missed out on a lot of opportunities to succeed. Then I came back to Qiangtui today, and I thought about the past four years, it really seemed like a dream.

Now sitting in front of the computer, looking at the book "Vault 32" I wrote, I really feel a kind of sourness in my heart, I am still a rookie writer, I have disappointed many people until now. And now that I have a heavy burden and really realize the responsibility, I realized that I should write a book well, I should be serious, and I should learn to be responsible.

There are still a lot of new readers reading my books, but I'm going to reveal what I used to do, because that's what I did. That's right, I really have a lot of eunuchs, eunuchs to the point of disappointing many people.

I'm sorry.

I apologize to my former readers, I really squandered the trust you placed in me, and I'm really sorry. If I could do it all over again, I really wanted to go back 11 years, finish my first novel, and then follow that trajectory and finish all the writings, even if it's only 500,000 words, it's called a complete book, not a eunuch.

But an apology can't undo anything lost, I just want people to recognize my past. Then please get to know me again. I'm going to finish this book, and I'm going to really be a new writer, so let's make this my first novel. I want to start over, and I hope you can get to know me again, and I hope you will support me.

I still have flaws in writing books, but I'm willing to make up for them. I still have loopholes in writing books, and I am willing to learn. There are still all kinds of unsatisfactory things in my book, and I hope that everyone will give me time, give me encouragement, and I will try to correct it. I'm really grateful to the readers who are still supporting me, old readers and new readers.

Thank you.

Thank you for supporting me. And I am here to tell you, please cherish your time, and never waste your talents and opportunities. Really, really regret it, but it can't be undone. Whether it's work or study, please don't be rash, a thousand words are better than a silence, silently remember, it really works.