The two women lived in fear all day long. Every time Jiaojiao picks up something, she thinks of her mother, a piece of clothing, and even pots and pans that can make her cry sadly. Since her mother's death, she has always been unable to sleep at night, staying up night after night, and insomnia has tormented her with pain.

All this Ying can be deeply experienced. She often comforted her. But Ying knows in her heart that only time can dilute her sadness.

"Jiaojiao, what are you doing!" Ying woke up in the middle of the night and found Jiaojiao sitting at the table drinking on her stomach. She jumped down from the bed and snatched the wine bottle from Jiaojiao's hand, "Jiaojiao, what are you doing here!" ”

"Ying, you just let me drink it." Jiaojiao was a little drunk: "Ying, do you know." It's been so long, and now is the happiest time for me to live, how can you not let me drink it, are you deliberately making me uncomfortable, ah! ”

"Jiaojiao, you can't torture yourself like this, who said to support each other, we all have to cheer up."

"Do you know how hard I live? My dearest person suddenly left me, and suddenly I was left in this world, and I was left alone, what is the point of my life?! Perk! To put it lightly, I have to have a reason to cheer up! Why should I cheer up, and for whom am I cheering up! Yes! Tell me! ”

"Jiao..."

"Listen to me!" Jiao interrupted Ying and continued: "Don't you think, people are constantly suffering from torture, illness, trivial things, and losing loved ones, and even the dead can do whatever they want to bully the living and take the lives of the living!" And we can only sit here and wait to die, wait to die! If that's the case, why am I still alive, why am I going to live, I'm just dead, and then do whatever I want... At the very least, you can't be at the mercy of a dead ghost! After speaking, Jiaojiao couldn't cry anymore.

Ying's heart was very uncomfortable, she picked up the wine bottle and took a sip of "coodong", "cough..." choked her for a long time. She suddenly felt very comfortable with this feeling, and her heart was very comfortable.

"Jiaojiao, you think I'm better than you! What sin have I not suffered from you? You say, I lost the person closest to me at the same time, the man looked for a woman outside, didn't want me anymore, and knocked me out of the house! I have a daughter, but my own daughter can't be by my side, you say, you say, what kind of life do I have! Can you be worse than me? ”

"You have at least one more relative, you still have your daughter, you still have a hope, I don't even have a hope..."

"Hopefully... This hope makes my heart twist like a knife! Do you know how much I miss my daughter? Whenever I think of my daughter, my heart hurts like a knife, and it hurts me... Sometimes I really want to die, and this pain seems to be really impossible to solve except death... But I can't die, you know, my daughter is in the hands of her stepmother, I don't know how she is doing, whether she will abuse her, I will tremble all over my body when I think of my daughter suffering, I don't feel at ease when I die, I can't die blindly! ”

"You'd like to take the time to call your child! You are always holding back like this, you are too wronged by yourself and your children. ”

"I want to fight, I want to fight too much, but I can't, he's too ruthless, it's impossible for me to talk to the child."

"Why, the child is not his alone. You're just too weak, if you change me, I'll do anything for the sake of the child. ”

"Desperate?! I also want to be desperate, but you see, right now, I don't even have a serious place to settle down, I don't even have a job, my children have to live, it costs money to go to school, I have to leave the house, and it's difficult for me to even myself, what else can I do to raise my children? Let the child suffer with me, how can I bear it. Look at it now, I can't protect myself, I don't know whether I live or die, how can I guarantee the safety of my children! ”

"Alas, it's still me, it's okay to worry,!" Jiaojiao smiled bitterly: "I have always been dependent on my mother, I never thought that my mother would leave me, let alone that she would leave me in such a way, the person who loves me in the world just said no, I have nothing to worry about." It's really painful to have it, and it's painful to have it without it! Why are our lives so bitter! ”

"For the sake of two miserable people, drink!"

"Drink, drink, get drunk and relieve a thousand sorrows!"

The two women just took a sip of you in the middle of the night, and I drank the wine in one gulp.

The next day, Ying woke up and it was already dawn.

"Jiaojiao, Jiaojiao, wake up!"

"Hmm," Jiaojiao asked sleepily, "what time is it?" ”

"It's 10 o'clock." Ying glanced at her watch.

"You say, it's not a matter for the two of us to stay at home all the time, and we can straighten out our nerves by thinking about it every day." Ying said.

"And what do you think we should do?" Jiaojiao asked with squinted eyes.

"I thought, let's find something to do, and forget about our worries when we get busy."

"To put it simply, the big trouble hasn't been solved yet, are we leaving, where can we run?"

"Don't we have a talisman on us now, as long as this talisman doesn't leave us, he can't get close to us."

"That's what I said" Jiaojiao got up suddenly: "We have a charm!" yes, let's get out to work! But what can we do? Jiaojiao was worried again.

"Isn't there a glass factory outside our village, let's go there."

"Are people hiring now?"

"Didn't the daughter-in-law of the previous family work there, don't you know? You go and ask. ”

"Oh"

"Let's go!"

"Now?"

"Isn't it now, go, hurry."

"Okay, you wait for my news." After saying that, Jiaojiao went out.

"Ahh

Ying hurriedly got up and ran out.

"Jiao! What's wrong? ”

"Ying, come on!" Jiaojiao said in a trembling voice.

"Ahh

It turned out that her little black dog died at the door, staring at the boss with blood-red eyes, and blood in his nose and mouth, looking terrifying.

When it calmed down, they were ready to bury the dog. The two of them took shovels and large plastic bags from the house and were about to pack the dog away, but at this moment, the dog suddenly twitched, and the two of them were so frightened that they squatted on the ground. After settling down, they found that the dog had not moved, so they took shovels and shoveled the dog into the bag, pulled it out with a flat cart and buried it.

This terrifying experience did not discourage the two of them from looking for a job.

"Ying, Ying, good news, they are short of people there, and it is not enough for the two of us to go."

"So you're okay?"

"Okay, I'll go tomorrow, work eight hours a day, and change three shifts during the day and night."

"Then we still have to work night shifts, don't we?"

Jiaojiao nodded: "That's the rule, and besides, it's not the night shift every day, isn't there also a day shift, I'll transfer the two of us to the same class, and we can come back together." ”

"Oh, so be it, it's better than staying at home all the time."