Chapter 348: Her Attitude
When I returned to the room and was about to go to bed, Li Fengyuan suddenly asked me with a cold face, "Why are you so ruthless?" Knowing that person can't beat you, why still do you have such a heavy hand? ”
Seeing her questioning me so solemnly, I was stunned for a while, not for anything else, but because I had never seen her speak to me in such a tone.
After a few moments, I explained, "I didn't mean to, and I don't know why my internal forces suddenly exploded. ”
"Can't you control yourself? Fortunately, Hu Jin was not seriously injured, otherwise how would you explain to the villagers and his family? She yelled at me again.
I immediately panicked in my heart, the woman in front of me was the person I cared about the most, and she was talking to me like this at the moment, but I wanted to explain but couldn't find a reason to convince her. I was anxious and said in a panic: "You have to believe me, I really didn't mean to, am I that kind of person in your heart?" Competing with my own people, how could I step down and be so ruthless? Why don't you believe me? ”
"This is not the first time, the bearded man last time, although he should be damned, you are not wrong to kill, but your methods are too cruel, right?" Li Fengyuan still looked angry.
When I heard it, it was even more strange, it turned out that she still remembered the last time? Then why didn't she mention a word for such a long time, and she didn't complain about me, why do you want to settle the new account and the old account together today?
What to do? Although I can't explain this clearly, I really don't want to become the kind of murderous and ruthless image in her heart, and now I have treated her as my relative, and I don't want to lose her.
After thinking about it, I pressed her to the chair, squatted in front of her legs, tried to level my tone, and said, "Girl, listen to me, I understand your current mood, if it were me, I would have misunderstood."
I didn't think that it was my intention, but I felt like my mind was confused, and although I knew what I was doing, I didn't seem to be able to fully control it, or I didn't want to control it at the time, so I did something like that.
Including today's competition with Hu Jin, yes, I do see him a little unpleasant, because I feel that he is too arrogant and wants to teach him a lesson, otherwise this kind of person will definitely suffer in the future. I didn't mean to hit him at the time, I just wanted him to know my strength, I did urge the internal force, but I really didn't expect the internal force to suddenly explode and become so strong.
These are all words in my heart, I didn't want to tell you, because I really don't want my image to become like this in your heart, but since you asked, I can't hide it from you, please believe me, okay, what I said is the truth, there is no lie. ”
Li Fengyuan listened to my words, still with a stiff face, but he didn't refute me again.
I did say all the thoughts in my heart, originally, if you want to gain the trust of others, first of all, you should not be able to hide something, although I don't want her to think that I am different from normal people, although she may be alienated from me since then, but I have become like this, and I can't help it.
Gently placing my hands on Li Fengyuan's legs, I raised my head to look at her face, hoping that she could see the sincerity in my gaze.
"I'm afraid you're going to be a bad guy." Li Fengyuan suddenly said in a low voice.
"No, you believe me," I promised, "I won't become human, it may be due to the sudden increase in internal force recently, such a thing will happen, not in the future, absolutely not." ”
"Well," she nodded slightly, "get up, squat there like a child, yes." ”
I smiled silly, got up and said, "Go to bed early, there are important things tomorrow." ”
"Sister, don't quarrel!" Changsheng, who was already asleep, woke up at some point, stood on the bed and looked at Li Fengyuan with a calm little face and said.
Li Fengyuan hurriedly went over to comfort: "It's okay, we're not quarreling, we're just discussing things, hurry up and go to sleep, be good." ”
treats Changsheng, although Li Fengyuan is only his sister, she is like a mother, because at this time they are about the same age as mother and son. Although Xiao Changsheng doesn't like me very much, and he doesn't let me get close to me many times, he has no objection to us living together, which makes me feel a lot more at ease.
I also tried to get close to him, tried to make him accept me, but it didn't work, he never said a word to me, he always saw me as air, which also puzzled me.
Blowing out the oil lamp, lying in bed, thinking about what happened today.
What worries me the most is Li Fengyuan, I'm really afraid of doing something that she can't accept, completely changing my image in her heart, I guess if there really is that day, she will definitely leave me.
At this moment, I can clearly feel that the true air flow in the dantian is still surging, which will not bring me any discomfort, but will feel very comfortable, but at the same time, I am also faintly worried, I already know that the recent explosion of my strange internal force is likely to be due to this air flow.
Through today's battle with Hu Jin, especially when I wanted to save Ouyang Han, I really didn't have much hope at that time, because if it was me before, I wouldn't have been able to attack so quickly, and what surprised me the most was that when I used my True Qi, I didn't need to prepare in advance.
In the past, in the fight with the enemy, if you want to use the power of true qi, the necessary luck in advance, although it only takes a few seconds or even a second to achieve the effect, but the battlefield is changing rapidly, and a few tenths of a second may endanger your own life, so when dealing with powerful opponents, it is difficult to use the true qi practiced in the body.
And now I am very different from before, and that increasingly weird true qi can completely explode with my moves, that is, there is no need for the slightest preparation.
This makes me excited, but also a little worried, I know that the thing that hurt Hu Jin today is not that I can't control the internal force, but because I didn't expect that the internal force driven by the true qi has become so strong, so I accidentally injured Hu Jin, although in the future fight, I can try to control it, but who would have thought that there would be an accident next time, I am not afraid of anything else, mainly because I am afraid that Li Fengyuan will misunderstand me.
There was something in my heart, I couldn't fall asleep over and over, and Li Fengyuan's even breathing sound next to me told me that she had fallen asleep deeply.
After thinking about it, I haven't practiced martial arts for a long time, do you want to go out to practice, and by the way, I feel how my internal strength is. Thinking of this, I gently put down Li Fengyuan's hand on me, got dressed, and tiptoed out of the door like a thief.
The room was dark, but the outside was bright, and this was the strange place of the underworld.
The courtyard was quiet, except for the unknown insect calls from the grass in the distance, there was no other sound, and it was very quiet.
The middle door was open, and there were two team members on duty in the front yard, and a faint light came through the room, illuminating the four walls of the aisle.
There are not a few houses behind this house, it is an endless wasteland, and after thinking about it, it is easy to alarm others here, and it is better to go out of the village. (To be continued.) )