In the face of Chen Yu's answer, Reimeng's face remained unchanged. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"Don't you know who we are?"

"I used to know, but now I'm not as sure as I used to be."

I don't want to be okay, and the more I think about it, the more suspicious I become. At this moment, after confessing the guess in my heart, many details came to mind that I didn't usually notice.

"Really?"

"Then in Chen Yu's heart, what are our identities?"

At this time, it was not Reimeng who answered Chen Yu, Gaia stood up from the computer desk, came to Chen Yu's side and asked.

Looking at Gaia, who was smiling, Chen Yu was asked by Gaia.

Why would you suddenly say something like that to them? Is their identity a threat to themselves?

Threat......

From now on, in addition to finding a little trouble for themselves, they are more about helping themselves.

Thinking of this, Chen Yu recalled that the first time she was really helpless, it was Lingmeng who helped her. And Gaia, as for him, gave him so many gifts when he first met.

Let's not talk about what Gaia was trying to do this, but the attitude she showed at that time did not make Chen Yu feel anything wrong.

Suspicious or naïve, why do you care so much about their identities?

Confusion is a blessing.

Once, the reason why Chen Yu was able to live without much pressure before crossing was that he was pretending to be confused about many things.

There are some things that are far happier not to understand than to understand them thoroughly.

His mind was in a mess, he thought about it and finally replied.

"Restless ......"

Indeed, when doubting Reimu's identity in his heart, Chen Yu felt a little uneasy in his heart. Before this, the chat group was a home that could make him feel at ease and warm after crossing over, but when he learned that there were unstable factors in this home, his heart naturally became uneasy.

"Is it because you suspect us?"

Chen Yu nodded, he could face any cunning suspicions other than his relatives and friends, but if he was in the middle of this, he would hesitate to raise money like ordinary people.

"It's really unexpectedly naïve......"

"If Chen Yu doesn't correct such shortcomings, he will suffer a big loss in the future."

In the face of Gaia's teasing, Chen Yu was silent.

Perfect......

Chen Yu never thought he was perfect, on the contrary, he was very aware of his shortcomings. But what's the use of knowing? In terms of human nature, even if he knows that these shortcomings exist, Chen Yu doesn't want to change them and doesn't know how to change them.

This is like, knowing that gambling loses more and wins less, the odds of winning the lottery are very small, and drug abuse ruins a lifetime, but there are still many people addicted to it. Those who are addicted to it, some pay a small price for this to wake up and quit, but some can't quit even if their families are ruined. Among these people who can't quit, they are divided into two types: those who don't want to quit and those who can't.

In short, human nature is not something he can explain, nor can he determine.

Up to now, even with such an adventure, Chen Yu's mentality, compared with before the crossing, has changed in some details, and the others have not changed much.

It's annoying...... It's really annoying......

Gaia's simple words not only made Chen Yu's self fall into chaos, but also made him feel extremely irritable.

The reason for this irritability is that he thinks that the words he just said, as if Kuroyukihime's behavior, crossed a certain line. Now he doesn't know what attitude to use to face the person in front of him.

"Chen Yu, I just heard from Lingmeng that you cheated?"

“......”

“！！！”

Gaia's words made Chen Yu wake up from the chaos.

Derailment???

What the hell is this, when did he cheat, he even ...... No, he didn't cheat at all?!!

"Reimu, what did you say to Gaia?"

At this time, Chen Yu temporarily suppressed the previous irritability and chaos, and what he was thinking about now was what Reimu said to Gaia behind her back, causing Gaia to say such things.

"It's nothing, it's just a statement of what you implied."

"What is implicit word to explain !!"

"What I told you just now is not what Gaia said now."

This joke is not funny, what bothered Chen Yu before was the problem he had avoided for a long time, and in order to completely solve this problem, he asked Reimeng.

As soon as she mentioned this issue, she was called here by Reimu, and then she actually passed the word behind his back, and if she didn't clarify, what if Gaia 'accidentally' said something in the future.

"Is there any difference? Isn't it all Chen Yu, you are struggling with desire and reason? ”

“......”

Lust and Reason...... Does Reimu refer to the problem of escaping from his mind?

Chen Yu has always avoided a problem, that is, his attitude towards the opposite sex around him. This problem has appeared since he came into contact with the excellent girls around him after crossing over.

Possession or relinquishment......

If Chen Yu had forgotten the memories before the time crossing, he might not be as troubled as he was in front of him, but it was because of those memories that he became as hesitant as he was in front of him.

The so-called desire,It refers to Chen Yu's own possessiveness of the girls around him,As a man,Especially the young who have not been in contact with too much of the opposite sex before the crossing,In the face of this God-given opportunity,Chen Yu has thought more than once in his heart about the idea of possessing all the girls around him。

Before the crossing, he envied the male protagonists who were surrounded by all the beauties in the dramas, and sometimes wished that he would replace the male protagonists who were 'sexually impotent' and push down all the girls who had a good feeling.

Now, his chance had come, but he hesitated.

The reason for the hesitation, he knew very well, was not that he cut off such thoughts, but that in such thoughts, there was something in his mind that restricted him.

For example, if Chen Yu gets such an opportunity before the age of twenty, then the idea in his heart must be to push down all the people around him who have a good impression of him or who have a good impression of her. But now, while Chen Yu had that idea in his heart, there was also something else in his mind that was restricting him, and this restriction was called reason.

The existence of reason makes him have a lot of restrictions when he wants to fulfill his desires.

Once, when he thought about overthrowing those beautiful girls who were as beautiful as flowers, he didn't think about anything else, he was simply attracted by their appearance. But later, as he matured, Chen Yu cared more about the other party's appearance and the other party's character.

Then, when Chen Yu had the opportunity to contact them in person, he understood a little more. What Chen Yu is facing is no longer a virtual object in the computer, but a real, flesh-and-blood life.

At that time, the possessive desire to simply possess the other person's body became very small under the limitations of reason.

Even if this desire is small, it has not completely disappeared in Chen Yu's heart. Originally, Chen Yu has not taken the initiative to cross the line with other girls except for Eri Ayase from time to time, just because the reason in his heart has been suppressing desire.

But today's kiss from Heiyukihime made the indelible desire in my heart reach the point of fighting against reason again.

Chen Yu is a human being, a normal man. In the face of a beautiful girl like Kuroyukihime, out of manly nature, he himself has a good impression of Kuroyukihime. Even if Kuroyukihime's explanation was just to repay Chen Yu for protecting her in the overclocking acceleration world, for Chen Yu, it was not only the act of crossing the line, but also the expansion of possessiveness in his heart.

Men are selfish in their dealings with the opposite sex, and no one wants a girl they are having an affair with to be ambiguous with other men. There is only one possibility for those who can accept this, and that is that they are not able to stop it. Saying that you can only give up if you can't get anything, and you can't force it, these reasons are just justifying your own incompetence.

"Chen Yu, we've all heard about you from Reimeng, I want to know what you think now."

Back at his desk, Gaia continued to use his computer to browse the website.

"Don't you be disgusted by my thoughts?"

Talking about this kind of topic in front of women was something that Chen Yu had in mind at that time. Now calm down, Chen Yu wanted to avoid this kind of question in front of them.

Really, it's very embarrassing to discuss the harem with them.

"What's so disgusting, not all of you are the same, everyone wants to take advantage of the women around them and not take those good-looking women for themselves."

“......”

Yakumo Zi's words hit the nail on the head, which made Chen Yu even more embarrassed.

It's one thing to think about it yourself, but it's another thing to hear it from Yakumo Purple, who is a woman.

"Actually, I admire Chen Yu quite a lot, it's rare to be able to persist until now before making a mistake."

“......”

Do you praise me or hurt me?

"Chen Yu, if you want us to help you, then please tell us your truest thoughts in your heart at the moment."

"Do you want a tolerant heart to tolerate all or a dedicated heart to favor one person."

Is there a difference between harem and pure love......

Chen Yu, who originally wanted to try to be confused, faced with Reimeng's straightforward question, pondered for a while and took a deep breath.

"If it were possible, I would like not to let the girl I have a relationship with be harmed in any way."

Whether it's a harem or pure love, Chen Yu suddenly figured out where the reason for his irritability came from.

In his heart, Kuroyukihime behaved like that to him, regardless of anything else, in his opinion, out of his own responsibility (self-inflicted), he treated Kuroyukihime as a special person in his heart, and Kuroyukihime's status, although it did not reach the same height as Ayase Eri, but with a single kiss, her status in Chen Yu's heart was higher than that of other girls.

Selfish or amorous, this is his possession of Heixue Ji, and this possession is out of Chen Yu's own possessiveness under the limits of reason.

If in the future, Heixue Ji found a better reliance to leave him, even if he wanted to keep her in his heart, Chen Yu would not force her to stay. Because, in such a position, he himself is unfair to Kuroyukihime.

On the contrary, if not, then he will be responsible for Kuroyukihime.

Chen Yu himself felt a little funny when he had such a thought, and if such an idea was known by others, he would definitely laugh at him. has experienced this way, and it is really innocent and naïve, it is really stupid.

But it was this stupidity that made Chen Yu understand what kind of attitude he should use to face the problems he had been avoiding before.

"Does that mean you want to open a harem?"

"Sure enough, Chen Yu, like other men, have such dirty thoughts."

“......”

originally thought that he had found the right direction, but Gaia complained casually, and suddenly Chen Yu felt that he was too selfish.

"Gaia, don't hit Chen Yu."

"Chen Yu, I understand what you said."

Lingmeng's answer made Chen Yu a little puzzled.

I see? Could it be that Reimu understands what he is thinking now?

"Chen Yu, do it according to your heart, act according to your heart, so that even if you fail, you won't regret it."

"But ......"

In the face of Reimeng's encouragement, Chen Yu still couldn't untie the current knot.

"What are you trying to say about Eri?"

"Uh-huh....."

Eri Ayase's problem is the biggest reason for Chen Yu's problem.

Even if Chen Yu doesn't really want to open a harem, as Ayase Eri, who grew up in monogamy, she definitely can't accept Chen Yu's way of dealing with feelings.

Unable to accept what this meant, Chen Yu knew it very well.

In other words, Chen Yu is now faced with owning a tree, but he is facing the problem of giving up the entire forest. Chen Yu, who was originally wandering, suddenly appeared another tree in the forest, which made Chen Yu even more indecided.

Whether to give up the tree you owned first and find a way to own the whole forest, or to give up the whole forest for that tree, which also includes cutting ties with another tree. Or, by giving up the tree he owned first, Chen Yu did not own the forest, and he also lost another tree. All of this is beyond his control.

"How so...... If Chen Yu's heart has been hesitating, we can't let you get out of the way. ”

"Reimu, you can't help it now, you still have to rely on me at the critical moment."

Just when Reimu didn't know how to continue to enlighten Chen Yu, Gaia turned off the computer and came to Chen Yu.

"Chen Yu, I have a question for you."

“？？？”

"What would you do if Eri Ayase kept that view after learning that she was no longer an ordinary person?"

"I ......"

Gaia's question made Chen Yu realize that the point she was asking now was something he had never thought of before.

Yes, since Ayase Eri knows about the existence of other worlds, since she joined the chat group, since she has had a relationship with him, she is no longer an ordinary person, so even if she gives up in the end, Chen Yu will let go, so what is her ending?

Judging from the means of the group system, it is certain that she will erase all the memories of the chat group in her mind, and Chen Yu, who knew her because of the chat group, naturally could not escape this catastrophe. That's not the point, the point is that, as Gaia said, even though Ayase Eri lives an ordinary life, she is no longer an ordinary person in essence.

The reason why this is so certain is that Chen Yu at least he will not let Ayase Eri experience birth, old age, sickness and death as simply as ordinary people. If possible, he wanted her to be with him until he died.

Before, Chen Yu was thinking from the perspective of ordinary people, but now that he is not an ordinary person, it is different. (To be continued.) )