Chapter 41: Seeing each other late
At that time, he felt that the whole world was silent, and he was the only one left, and the boundless cold kept invading him, and that kind of loneliness finally found him again.
At this time, it was the same girl again, hugging him tightly, but the weak body exuded scorching heat, warmth, she brought him warmth, she helped him gradually dispel the darkness, her arms were like a harbor, dispelling the wind and rain, helpless him, like a small boat that was about to be submerged by the wind and waves, but found a safe haven.
Although he was very sad at the time, he knew everything that girl had done, and that girl really walked into his heart at this moment. ”
Qin Hao smiled very gently at Suzaku, he was very grateful to Suzaku, although Suzaku just hugged him tightly at that time, but for Qin Hao, it was not just a hug, it was also a life-saving straw, so that he would not be drowned in that boundless silence, she brought warmth to his heart, like a bright lamp, illuminating his world.
Suzaku can still recall Qin Hao at that time, like an abandoned child, helpless, lonely, heartbroken, she is very grateful to God, grateful that she could be by Qin Hao's side at that time, for Qin Hao's cowardice at that time, she did not ridicule, nor looked down on it, that is the performance of a real man, too rigid and easy to break, no one can be strong forever, hard-hearted person, she doesn't need it, what she likes is a flesh-and-blood hero, a big hero, the man she likes can stand proudly in the world and dare to be powerful to the sky, But it's not hard-hearted, and there is no human touch.
The death of the python gave him a big blow, he fell asleep for three days and three nights, although he had been asleep for three days and three nights, but he knew that when he was asleep, it was the girl who was taking care of him, wiping his body, covering him with a quilt, taking care of everything, just like a wife taking care of her husband, he was very moved.
But the death of the giant snake brought him more pressure, he didn't know where his future was, he felt that he was too weak, he even desperately wanted to find his past, he understood the girl's intentions, but he didn't dare to accept the girl's friendship with him, he was like a dandelion, floating, his future was full of variables, full of dangers, he didn't want the girl to follow such a person, he wanted her to be able to live an ordinary life. He was afraid that he would fail her.
So the girl never mentioned it, and he never said it, in the face of the girl's gaze, he even wanted to escape, for him, liking is not to have, but to live happily. ”
Qin Hao slowly stroked Suzaku's hair with his hand, the hair was very soft, with a faint fragrance, and his eyes were full of love.
Suzaku was already in tears, and she said in a trembling voice, "Do you know that the greatest happiness for that girl is to be able to be by his side forever." ”
"I'm sorry!" Qin Hao hugged her tightly, very tight, the cold night couldn't erode the hot heart at this moment.
"The more he avoided the girl, but the more the girl paid, she paid too much for the sake of heaven, he knew what the girl would do because of him, he knew that everything the girl did was for him, he understood all this, he saw it in his eyes, he was very moved, but when he was ready to let go of everything, ignore everything, and want to be with the girl peacefully, something happened again."
Saying this, Qin Hao stopped and looked at Suzaku quietly.
"The next thing you choose to run away from me is? Is it the reason why you are not with me? "Suzaku is very smart, she not only has a flawless face and a delicate heart, but she also has a wise brain.
"Yes, I don't know why at the time, but I remembered a little memory, a person kept appearing in my mind, a person who made me feel extremely concerned and important."
"A woman? It's beautiful? Suzaku looked at Qin Hao tightly.
"Yes." Qin Hao nodded.
Suzaku was silent, the air between the two seemed to be frozen, Qin Hao didn't say anything, just looked at her quietly, he knew that Suzaku was very smart, he didn't need him to say anything?
"What's your relationship?" Suzaku asked with hope, her body trembled a little, she was afraid, she was afraid of an answer that made her desperate, for her, Qin Hao was the dawn of her life, she was afraid that this dream would be shattered, when she loved someone to the point of heartache, if she lost him, she didn't know what her tomorrow would be? She can die for Qin Hao, he believes that Qin Hao can do it for her, but this does not mean that she can lose Qin Hao.
"I don't know, it's just a very blurry image, she is covered with a white veil, I can just feel that this body misses her very much, feels very sorry for her, feels that she is very important, as if facing a giant snake, if you lose her, it will definitely be very heartbroken, maybe it is my most important friend, maybe it is my relatives, maybe it is mine" Speaking of this, Qin Hao stopped, and he didn't know how to say those two words.
"Wife?" Suzaku was very heartbroken, the glass-like eyes seemed to be much darker, Qin Hao had an illusion, as if the world around him was even darker, his heart suddenly seemed to be pinched by a big hand, it hurt, Suzaku was heartbroken, Suzaku was in pain, looking at Suzaku, he also hurt, after all, he still hurt Suzaku, but he didn't want to lie to her, he suspected that the blurred figure was probably his other companion.
Although he loves Suzaku now, he is now an incomplete person, he has amnesia, he doesn't know how to face all this when he regains his memory and remembers everything, if that figure is just his relatives or friends, then everything is happy, if it is his other companion, how will he choose at that time?
As for polygamy? What man wouldn't want to? When love is so unscrupulous, Qin Hao can not care about this, but does Suzaku care? He loves everything about Suzaku and cares about everything about Suzaku, so if Suzaku cares very much, then that's why Qin Hao will always avoid her.
They didn't speak, everything was very quiet, and the sadness in Suzaku's eyes seemed to infect this world. Her heart hurts, and at this moment she unconsciously remembered a song, and she hated to see each other late.
You have a strange face
I didn't see it until today
A little sad between us
Such a brief relationship
Look at the sky and don't let the tears fall
Don't say a word of complaining
It's just that there are a lot of emotions in my heart
Treat it as a debt in the past life and the next life
You said that we met late
I said I wasn't brave enough to love you
I don't expect forever
Forever too far away
The flaw is in the abyss of love
You said that we met late
I said I wasn't brave enough to love you
Between love and unlove
Back and forth a million times
Even if it's scarred
I don't care
With a cry, Suzaku hummed the song softly, her love came too fast, but did it end too quickly? She's like this song, maybe they're just late to see each other.
Who can really do that, not expect eternity, and who can really love bravely in this situation? Does all love need to be scarred to be true love?