182 The truth of the confession

She paused, bit her lip, hid the name of the place, and told Zhuang Yan, "The first time I saw Master Michael was when I woke up on the Ark of the Fearless. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

"Dreadnought Ark?" Zhuang Yan repeated in confusion.

"Yes. The Ark is the source of Michael-sama's divine power, and she uses the power of the Ark to give the Warrior Queen power and soul. Richelieu bowed his head to his heart, closed his eyes, and recalled reverently and in awe: "I remember when I fell out of the glass wet, and I couldn't even walk, but it was Michael-Michael-sama who held me up, lifted the blonde hair stuck to my face, and called my name softly, Richelieu." ”

Zhuang Yan muttered: "My mother." He paused for a moment, then leaned in and asked, "What does it look like in the ark?" Is Michael alone? What does Michael look like? ”

Richelieu looked at him and shook his head: "Can't say, can't say, still can't say." ”

Zhuang Yan said angrily: "If you hang my appetite again, I won't give you this mango." ”

"You!" Richelieu was in a hurry, pounded the bed and said: "You liar, you are not allowed to cheat, I want to eat!" ”

Zhuang Yan is kind and seductive: "I don't ask Michael, and I don't ask the ark." Was Michael alone at the time? Is it a two-person world? I won't tease you if I tell me. ”

Richelieu took the bait, bit his lip and glared at him for a while, unable to resist the temptation, and lowered his head and frowned as he thought about it. Shao Qingcai muttered, "There's another woman." Her black hair was wet and hung down to her heels, and her light blue and white clothes were as delicate as a uniform but as close as a swimsuit. She leaned far away against the door, motionless, and I would not have noticed her if she hadn't spokenβ€”I vaguely heard her say something as I leaned over to cough up the nutrient solution in my lungs, and I still remember it. ”

"What did she say?" Zhuang Yan did not let go of clues.

Richelieu straightened up, turned his face away, looked at a vivid contempt, and snorted coquettishly: "That's it? ”

"That's it?"

"Yes. That's it. Richelieu finished his performance and nodded earnestly, "That was the first thing I heard, I didn't understand it at the time, but I remembered it firmly." Later, Mistress Michael wiped my body, I drank the fluid, and helped me into the hibernation pod to complete the initialization. ”

"Initialization?" Zhuang Yan felt like his head was about to explode.

"Yes." Richelieu shuddered for a moment, buried his head in his knees, and raised the quilt to wrap his shoulders: "And then she left, three days." For three whole days, I had a headache and endured the side effects of initialization. Three days later, when Mistress Michael opened the hibernation pod, I woke up and threw up all over the cabin. ”

"Initialization?!" Zhuang Yan repeated incredulously. He couldn't keep up with the progress, his thoughts were like spider silk, hanging on these three words and couldn't get rid of it.

"Initialization is the process of implanting fabricated memories into the information processing center." Richelieu's goose egg face was buried in the quilt between his knees, the quilt slipped off his shoulders and he didn't lift it, and the thin hospital gown shivered in the greenhouse: "Richelieu." Battleship. Outfit. Nationality. The memories that I swear to believe in are implanted during the initialization process. All I need to do is repartition and encrypt my memories after initialization, and I will forget about the awakening, about the Ark, about Mistress Michael, about what she needs me to remember, about what she wants me to do, and then devote myself to a fictional life. ”

Zhuang Yan was surprised and shocked, and when he was racking his brains to think about Michael's means and goals, his eyes drifted to Richelieu, and he suddenly saw that her shoulders were trembling violently, and he suddenly woke up from his distraction, realizing that Richelieu was not cold, but crying.

Richelieu lay silently on his knees, his pretty face buried in his palms through the quilt, not moving at all, crying without a sound, only his shoulders trembling slightly, which showed clues. When Zhuang Yan opened his mouth in a daze, he chewed and realized her words, no matter how dull he was, he understood it.

The living suddenly realize that they are just puppets; Memories come from the crappy apocryphal fabrications of amateur writers; The life of striving and persevering is a bubble in the end; It turns out that from beginning to end, I am just completing a tool life. Richelieu revisited the old story, as if he had accidentally lifted the scab that was about to heal, and the tears came without saying hello.

Zhuang Yan's hand hung in the air for a second. He remembered that if it had not been for the satisfaction of his curiosity, Richelieu would not have had to repeat the old story, and at the end it was the girl who was coaxing him, and he remembered the old wound that he could not look back on and was about to forget.

His trembling hand fell on Richelieu's trembling shoulder: "You, don't cry, look up and wipe your face." As he spoke, he lifted her forehead.

Richelieu twisted his shoulders and whimpered, "Don't look up." I won't show you. ”

Zhuang Yan said: "Don't cry, the mango is peeled." ”

Richelieu looked up with tears in his eyes, pulled his general's coat to his shoulders with his backhand, blinked with water droplets on his eyelashes, pouted and said, "Give it to me." His eyes touched Zhuang Yan in a daze, his eyes were washed with tears, and his reddish eyes were embarrassed and cute.

Zhuang Yan gave her the peeled mango. Richelieu looked down, sobbing like a hiccup, and carefully pulled a wet towel to wipe his hands, then held the mango and lowered his head to bite it. When he lowered his head to eat mango, the tears on his eyelashes were shaky, his tearful eyes flashed and reflected, his red lips gnawed lightly, and he was crying to death and alive, while eating attentively, Zhuang Yan was dumbfounded, only to know that a woman's joy, anger and sorrow could not be delayed, and she was stupid to swallow saliva there.

Richelieu's face was already red, and her cherry lips were bloody, and she ate two mouthfuls of mangoes, swallowed them sweetly, and then remembered Zhuang Yanlai, turned her head and looked at him faintly: "You have seen the shameful appearance, what should I do?" ”

Zhuang Yan was afraid that she would kill her mouth, so she raised her right hand and said solemnly: "I promise not to publicize it, it will rot in my stomach." ”

Richelieu believed everything, gradually stopped crying, occasionally smoked, and thanked him with a mango: "Okay, thank you." Taking a small bite of the mango, the juicy sweetness of the tropical fruit gave her the illusion of happiness, so she cheered up and asked, "Do you still want to listen?" ”

Zhuang Yan was afraid that she would cry again if she reluctantly continued, so she quickly shook her head, wiped her hands with a tissue, and said, "Forget those things, forget them, don't talk about them." Maybe I shouldn't have asked, it made your calm heart ripple again. ”

Richelieu muttered, "Yes, blame you." I almost forgot about it. ”

Zhuang Yan forcibly changed the topic: "Then what is the purpose of Lord Michael's creation of the war queen?" ”

Richelieu glanced at the camera, and Zhuang Yan understood in seconds. The question has crossed the line so deep that even the silent do not know the answer - and perhaps even the Privy Council of State.

He instinctively sensed that Michael's relationship with the Republic was not only delicate, but even fragile. First of all, she has a complete distrust of humanity, but she maintains a close relationship with the Republic, which proves that she has no way out, so she did it on purpose. As Michael's messenger, Richelieu enjoys the courtesy of a pearl in the palm of his hand within the republic, and even has the right to make decisions on the spot when he first arrives, and can unite with the silent to directly depose Wei Xu. It can be seen that the attitude of the Republic has been directly chasing Qin Shi Huang to seek the Tao and Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty to seek immortals, and he is eager to intersect with the country.

Under this premise, Richelieu always had reservations about the silent, proving that the alliance was as brittle as a bubble.

Thinking about this, Zhuang Yan stopped asking, wiped the tears for Richelieu with a tissue, and asked casually: "Does the 'revelation' in your mouth refer to the process of unlocking memories?" ”

Richelieu closed his eyes and looked up, so that he could wipe his face for himself, and then opened his eyes and looked at him, "Yes." After receiving the revelation, joyful and sad memories followed. It's hard to bear to understand your purpose in an instant. And after unlocking the crypto zone, the three laws written in the crypto zone will be activated at the same time, like the three indestructible instincts, forcing me to obey. It's a painstaking process, and others may not be able to bear it. ”